Wednesday
during the NDP training, "daddy" didnt come but "mummy" come but i made "mummy" till she's very angry and almost cried. (why am i like that? i keep on making my ywd trainer cry and i didnt even notice that i'm having such prob) den my grpmate told me and i try to control myself and listened to "mummy". its running in time!! "mummy" talked to me while we were on the way to the running in position. she told me that i wasn't like this in the past and asked me why am i like this now? i den told her that i'm like this all along and i suddenly think of wad happened during the starting of NDP training. i asked myself alot of question, "why am i so persistant on this NDP training when my results prove that i cant cope wif it?", "why did i join NDP in the first place when i'm having GCE "O" levels examination this yr?", "why did i go for each and every NDP training and making myself so tired?" after asking myself so many questions, i do not have answer for these questions which i asked myself. during the run through, i start to emo and its not cos of those questions which i asked myself, but is something which i dun wanna to say. emo throughout the whole trg and "mummy" started to asked me wad happened and my other grpmate too. hais. trg soon ended and its time for us to get tickets liao! tickets for 07/07/07. =.- isn't this day our SSA 40th anniversary? den how on the earth are my parents going for this COMBINE REHEARSAL!? but i planned to give it to gene as i wanna him to go support me! Lol. ^^ home sweet home after trg ends. went home wif minxue and brainer and on our way home, we saw a swinder who swindered ppl's money and his only target is youth. =.- he stopped minxue and he started to talk craps which i didnt even paying attention to it and he starting giving us a pen saying that its free and after awhile, he took out money from his pocket saying ppl donate $4~$6 for that stupid pen. den brainer paid $2 and minxue was like wth!? and we went off returning the pen to that person except for brainer cos he pay for it. den we went in and discussed abt that person's company and said that next week we'll try again and make sure we called police if he cont to swinder ppl's money.

Thursday
wad a worst day i had for my 1st week of schooling. LATE FOR SCH!! -.-ll saw huihui and she laughed at me. wad a good schoolmate i have huh? fancy laughing at me when i'm late and going to be punished. -.-ll time for me to wake up early and do my mg early and go out of the house early. quite crap and sianz la. dun wish to say liao la.

Friday
i'm late for school again and i have NCC day but i choose not to go and in the end, i was late for school. (walao. shld have go to school as wad marcus told me the time. -_-ll) quite crap during lesson time and finally its relax time when its time for oral workshop. Mr Dan who is the instructor of the workshop is quite a joker and the 4E5N students enjoyed the workshop. made a fool of myself during the picture discussion. the picture shows 4girls doing science practical and there a pencil box and i thought its a packet of food and in the end, i conclude that the girls were doing bio practical and everyone said its physic practical and say that its a pencil box. damn xia suay lor. -.-ll forget and forget the xia suay part. after the workshop, i stand at the side and watch the POP (passing out parade) of the NCC and mr ang saw me and called me to come down and watched. -.-ll den no choice but to stay back and watch and join in the fun. nicholas they all came back and still the same. keep on di-siao me. wadever it is, this POP bring me back alot of memories which i had in NCC for the past 4yrs from sec1~4 even though i keep on skipping trgs. had buffet and stayed back awhile to crap wif them. crap till 7plus and rush down to ICA for milkrun dmk. reached there alrdy 8plus and i missed the eg. took my goodie bag and went down to basement and practice for the performance at 9pm. performance started and i was like very sianz but no choice, have to pretend to be high and i pulled it through. went home wif sikang, benji, gene and ky and got serparated wif sikang and benji and home sweet home after that. too tired to do eg and so, skipped.

later on got NDP CR2 and i think i will start to emo again. hais. will post again when i got time. Sayonara~ ^^

i wonder why am i sooo bias against him? i'm trying hard not to be bias but i can't stop it. mayb i'm too bias alrdy. now, i trying heck care somebody's attitude and after that i'm trying stop been bias against him. i feel very uncomfortable talking to him. i dunno why i have this feeling as i have alot of frds who is like him but when i talk to them, i dun have this feeling. mayb wad she said is correct. i must stop been bias against him anymore.
day by day, my body is getting weaker and weaker. am i going to die soon or wad? i'm really afraid to die now as i haven completed my mission for kosen-rufu. i dun wish to let my parents know this as i know they will be worried sicked if they knew that my body is getting weaker day by day. i cant control the day i have to die but for now, i will cherish each and every single happy moment wif u. i wont let u fall a single drop of tears and i wont let u feel sad and in fact. i will try my best to make u feel happy.

Tuesday
it was the second day of sch. not much things happened during the first 6period and as usual, i'm very sleepy and fall asleep during class. MT tr told us alot of things ytd. she said MT is equal important as other subject and i totally agreed wad she said. but wad have i done? all i do everyday was playing computer and nv revised for my coming GCE "O" levels examination. everytime tell myself to revise, but in the end, i switch on the com and refuse to switch it off. nvm. wad is done is done. no point blaming myself alrdy. after recess was POA lesson and again. i dozed off and tr waked me up but i choose to sleep again and this time rd, she's very angry and ask me to take out my hp and called mummy. dunno wad she told mummy and after not long, mummy sms-ed me. instead of scolding me, she encouraged me. ^^ after POA was assembly and had principal assembly. principal crap sooo much den in the end i almost dozed off. hais. home sweet home after school and waited to go for NDP daimokukai! ^^

went home and decided not to study cos meet eugena and engpeng at TM at 5.30pm b4 going to daimokukai. so i played computer for awhile den suddenly eugena called me and ask me where am i and asked whether wanna meet up somewhere b4 going to TM anot. so i told her that i'm at home den i'm taking MRT at eunos and ask her to msg me when she reached paya lebar. went out of the hse quite late and almost missed the train to meet up wif her. hais. (always like that de me -.-ll) went to TM and waited awhile b4 engpeng arrive. zheng zong was wif her and so we went to eat tgt. suddenly dunno why feel so emo and so angry wif myself and so, i decided to starve myself. run off when going to ICA and when eugena catch up wif me and tapped me, i ignored her and ran away. SORRY EUGENA!!

reached ICA and saw zijing but actually is laurel and so went forward and crap wif her. soon engpeng and eugena came and crap wif laurel too. Lol. crap awhile and went up to second floor to wait for the arrival of President S.R Nathan. saw xiulian and sikang they all sitting at the very left side of the hall. say hello to them and den went to sit wif eugena they all. initally, engpeng booked 1 sit for tiffany while i booked 3 sits for ben and his sis but in the end we got scolded saying others deserve the sits as they came here early and so we have no choice and ya. Lol. during the meeting i emo again and time past so fast even when i'm emo. (usually time passed very slow de) after the departure of the President S.R Nathan, we watch our performance on the combine rehearsal on saturday. cheorographer was so crap that they keep making us laugh and i feel no more emo-ness. after that was home sweet home. woohoo!!

Wednesday
slept very late the last night and have to wake up so early today. 6am the alarm of my phone and of cos, i off it 2~3times b4 i officially woke up. woke up and washed up and after that do 5mins of gongyo b4 went to school. finally i got this chance to cheat hw girl her feeling le! yay! she asked me to bring her emaths booklet but i told her that i wont be going to school today cos miss her too much till i have fever. LOL!! den she is soooo naive to believe wad i said. (i think so) morning assembly lucky she nv saw me if not my plan failed. lucky for me too as during recess she didnt go down to canteen!! woohoo! den suddenly i sms-ed her asking her why didnt she go down to canteen and chatted for awhile b4 next lesson starts. again, she's so naive to believe me again. haha!! (= biology lesson was quite fun today and learnt alot of things abt how plants reproduce.

social studies period was so tired that i dozed off in class and tr heck care abt hiroshi and me. -_- after ss period, asked tr something abt JC and he told me that its impossible for me to go JC based on my mid-yr result. i must proof him wrong as i only left prelims result to proof him wrong liao. el lesson was very crap. didnt hand up monday's assignment and den was been sent for detention dunno which day. cfm is keep ez-link card and dun go de. ^^

well guess i have to stop here and later got NDP trg and will post when i have time. Sayonara~ ^^

hais. first day of school soooo much things has happened. quite sux de lor.

6am woke up and went back to slp 2~3times and decided to "pa qi lai". did my morning gongyo even though i was late so, i did my morning gongyo for 5mins only and went to sch. suprising, i wasn't late for sch and reach there on time. ^^ 1st day of sch expected something to happen de la. hair check for boys but i heng heng escaped tr's special eyes. my frd's hair is much more shorter den me but he got caught and i escaped! ^^

slept after 2nd period to recess. in between got awake la duh. LOL! after recess is emaths and today tr taught us VECTOR! finally ah! waited sooooo long for today to come. must look for ky if i got any doubts in vector. after emaths is history. mr chia is sooooo gd lor. let us watch letters from iwo jiwa! dun jealous. THX MR CHIA! x) this show is saying during world war II, japan had an island called iwo jiwa. at that pt of time, germany has alrdy surrendered to the allies and left the japanese fighting wif the superpower consisting of Bratain, France, USA. imagine japan has 20,000 soldiers against 200,000 soldiers from the allies, who will win? of cos the allies but each and every soldier has prepared to risk their life for their country. watched finish disc1 and left disc2 which will cont on the next history lesson. its quite a nice show i can say so watch it if u have the chance to watch. VE lesson is quite fun today and home sweet home after school. planned to study but u see? i'm actually blogging now and take a nap jus now. -.-ll

will post more if i got time. Sayonara~ ^^

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why am i such a failure?? i really cant stop thinking of u. i have been telling myself to stop that, but i really cannot do it. why must i torture myself till like this?? i have been trying very hard to forget but im still cant do it.. maybe i cant let go or rather say i dun wanna let go at all, this kind of feeling is really very sux.. but wad to do? forget abt it? NO!! i cant do that as i know that im still clinging on. ): for now i have understand one thing.. u nv worried abt me even if i were to collasp. i took sooooo long to realise this.. if u and i were fated to be, we'll be tgt no matter how long it takes. but, if its the opposite. no matter how hard i tried, we will nv to be tgt.

time to study liao.. i cant afford to lose anymore time if i really wanna go to NYJC.. now i am on my "way" to ITE.. i'm really afraid that the things which i dun wanna to happen to happen.. all i do now is slack slack slack.. many ppl have told me to study but i'm still like this.. i have promised dynamo to get a gd result but now, i'm still can BLOG!! -.-ll if i were to cont like this, not only i will disappoint dynamo, i will oso disappoint my parents who has high hopes on me.. i really hate the current me.. all i can do is to chant but i cant even concentrate on my daimoku.. let it be 10mins of daimoku.. i cant even concentrate on 1min!! i really must have this mindset to do my human revolution and kick this stupid lazyness far far away from me.. )=

Thursday
day time went to escape as its FLINT outing but only 4ppl including myself went. was somehow been forced to go la. went into the haunted house and its not like the past. it has been somehow downgraded as there is no more "GHOST" inside only machine. krystal, don and nicholas is sooooo scare till they almost scream when they went into the haunted hse and i'm there to ask nicholas to MOVE!! MOVE!! muahaha!! i'm not afraid!! ^^ play till halfway den suddenly rain. its like -.-ll i pay $12 den rain!! WALAO!! WASTE MY MONEY AND TIME LA!! play till 4.30pm den went to meet ky and yc to go lan. was late as i took the wrong bus.. den oso late for meeting eugena.. SORRY KY, YC AND EUGENA!! T.T went to KFC to tabao b4 going to meiyi's hse for fri ren practice. bought 2piece chicken meal set and i cant stop laughing when i tried to say i wanted CHICKEN BREAST as the person who is serving me is a female. eugena, ky and yc was there laughing like hell lor. went to meiyi's hse and we quickly finished our dinner. finish liao den practice practice practice and time passed soooo fast and its time to go home. ky and i accompanied eugena to potong pasir and along the way, we were crapping sooo much that it reached potong pasir very fast. home sweet home after that. ^^

Friday
waked up very early to mc engpeng but she went back to slp and woke up at 10.05am. was suppose to meet engpeng at harbourfront at 11am but thx to me la, the time was pushed later to 11.15am but den, engpeng was still late. Lol. nvm la. still got ky wif me so i wont be sooo lonely. ^^ eugena and xiulian came and we went to syc to study as after that we have our fri ren performance!! jaymie jiejie, er jie, zijing, benji, brainer, ben, rion, yc came to support us!! (thx ppl!! ^^) i dunno wad happened to me, i suddenly become like this. i walked less den 5steps each and i fall down. maybe is i didnt slp properly the night b4 and feeling hungry. but after dinner, i'm still the same. -.-ll van was sooo angry la as i didnt wanted to tell them wads wrong wif me while meiyi they all were very concerned. (van, not i wanna this to happened. i oso dunno wads wrong wif me and all i can say is, i'm not acting. i may look very energertic but actually i'm acting that i'm fine as i dun wanna your cos of me and lose the spirit that we had b4 that. well, thx meiyi, wei li, xiulian, hui min, xiuzhen for so concerned, i appreciate it. once again, thx. ^^) something happened after the performance and i dun wish to say it anymore. FRI REN IS FINALLY OVER!! YAY!! NO MORE CHINGAY DANCE! somehow sicked of that and dun wish to perform anymore after NDP as i'm trying to focus on my studies!! >.<

Saturday
its NDP combine rehearsal and b4 that, went to zouk for milkrun mass dance rehearsal. meet up wif engpeng at AMK mrt station and i dunno wads wrong wif her nowdays. very quiet, not the usual her. went to tpy and meet up eugena and thx to her parents, we were able to be at tiong bahru mrt station quite early.. THX!! ^^ went down to mrt station to meet up rion but i didnt expect the SD students were there as well cos i thought they had leave the place w/o the participant on time. (i'm sooo stupid right? ya. -.-ll Lol.) mass dance rehearsal was quite fun and crap wif rion and kaiyang who was late like abt 1hr?? -.-ll went to eat lunch at tampines mall and ky was sooo wu gu lor. went wif us for nth and didnt eat at all and went home after that. SORRY KY. swear that i will tell u till u hear it next time. forgive me. T.T go to ICA and its like damn crap. feeling sooo sleepy and abit giddy and didnt tell my "daddy&mummy"(its my trainer but i choose to call them daddy&mummy. Lol. ^^) went to the holding area at the floating platform and its damn weird. dunno why oso but feeling very weird la. b4 going to perform, i'm feeling giddy again and went to the medic there to get some "help". starting the log grp there de ppl dun allow me to go in and perform de. but due to my insisted on performing, i'm allowed to perform! yay! woohoo! haha!! did music run for one time and finale dance twice. -.-ll crap sooo much liao la den jian jia and an li told me to stay away from zijing they all. thx to samantha and vanessa la. -.-ll forget it la. hate u two man. Lol. went to eat and THX erjie!! treat me eat 2piece chicken meal!! ^^ home sweet home after that. ^^

Sunday
today is sooo crap. went to AMK mrt station wif gene to meet engpeng. expected sooling to be there and hidded from her when we saw her. Lol. so mean of both of us. engpeng reached and sms-ed me this funny msg, "u went back to slp ah?" LOL!! how am i suppose to went back slp when i was alrdy there wif gene?? -.-ll went to marina promenade and i'm ready for run and games. i'm in another grp but smuggle into gene's grp cos dun1 ps him. haha! vincci and sooling later on came to my grp and gen li is oso inside my grp! yay! ^^ got one game station which is the poky station, the grp captain was suppose to play scissor, paper, stone wif the game master den the more u win, the longer stick u'll get for the game. game rule : pass the stick using ur mouth and w/o using ur hand and passed it. each time u pass, u must bite off the stick. started the game and its time for me to pass to vincci, she was like reluctant and weide says that is not FUN la. he very wad sia, only wanted us to lose our first kiss. -.-ll went to chang san north zandankai after the milkrun trg and was feeling very tired and slept awhile during the meeting. the leaders behind engpeng said that i'm noisy and crap soo much. well, i have to change this stupid habit of crapping so much during meet. hais. give them a bad impression for cheng san north. my bad. >.<>

guess i have to stop here. will post if i got time. Sayonara~ ^^

wad a tiring day for me ytd..


was been woke up by my mom at 7plus den i went back to slp.. 8am sharp, my phone alarm clock woke me up!! time to mc engpeng!! -.-ll called her den cant slp anymore.. so i might as well go prepare and go back to school and pass her the file which she left it wif me when we changed our bag on tuesday.. den her file inside got the excuse letter for her dance tr so must go back to sch and pass it to her b4 10am.. went back to sch wearing outside shirt den when i step into the sch, the security scolded me for not wearing sch uni.. who cares whether we wear sch u anot.. passed her the file and went back home after that..



went home and do mg, eat breakfast den play 2 match of dota and during the 2nd match, i suddenly feel very tired and after that match, i went to slp.. sleep till 5.02pm den sms-ed eugena to ask her whether wanna meet up anot.. she said go 6pm at city hall meet.. den i quickly went and changed den rush out of the hse.. waiting for bus 113 soooo long that when bus 62 came i board the bus and alight after xinghua primary school.. run to the kovan mrt station and reached city hall at 5.58pm.. i thought eugena was earlier den me but who knows? im the first who reached city hall.. waited for tiffany, engpeng, eugena and josh and went to eat?? well, i didnt went wif them as i have my lunch wif me.. so, i solo went to the floating platform myself and eat there..

reached there and found a place to sit den rion and sikang went over and sit tgt wif me to kill my lonelyness.. [thx rion and sikang!! x)] rion went off awhile later while sikang talked to me till i finish my lunch cum dinner.. went to put bag wif sikang den we went to the very back of the floating platform to learn our finale dance steps.. crap sooo much and qing de is here and we went over and cont crapping.. although i dunno wad they are talking abt, but i tried to understand but i cant understand most of the things they crapped.. the morale of the story is.. nv nv crap wif a person which is 5yrs older den u.. Lol... XD after learning the finale dance steps, sikang decided to smuggle into SC while i smuggle into RD.. =X he gave me his tower and asked me to find B1 and i told him go find H2.. so i went over to RD and find B1 and i found his trainer.. crap wif his trainer saying that im sikang den his trainer said this, "where is ur friend?" i said, "dunno leh.. over at SC mayb" he den said, "ok.. later u tell him to come over and change name can alrdy.." den i said, "ok.. will tell him later.." but den after 2mins sikang came back and tell me he cant find my grp nor my trainer.. -.-ll so, i went back lor.. Lol.. changes to the dance steps!! (why cant they stop changing dance steps?!) suddenly, dunno why, i felt something is wrong wif me.. i'm not feeling well.. told jeff but he said im faking and try harder next time.. so, i didnt rest..

during the 1st music run, i suddenly dunno why i lose my balance and i almost fall down when running from togetherness to broom formation.. den during the celebration formation, finished everything, i almost collasped but luckily, my grpmate was there to hold me.. den my ywd trainer told me to stop dancing but i refused.. so cont the 2nd music run.. again, i lost my balance but not so jialat can balance this time.. finish everything and jeff told me to rest and said my face look pale but i refused.. now is break time, so every1 went over to link way 3 to go to toilet, eat biscuits and drink water.. have a grp dialouge and time passed very fast.. ^^ home sweet home after training..

guess i have to stop here alrdy.. tonight have to go to meiyi's hse and finalise the dance steps for tml's fri ren performance.. Sayonara~ ^^

i have been thinking this from just now, are you that attractive? why sooo many guys like you de?? Lol.. i'm not trying to say guys cant like you but i'm jus curious only.. i guess you wont as i know it.. hais.. dun think abt it anymore, its kinda sux.. Lol.. ^^

Monday
fri ren starting has to got no link to me suddenly link to me liao.. zZz happened to sms eugena on sunday, den she asked me whether i wanna join fri ren.. i said, "i thought u all have more den enough ppl alrdy?" Eugena replied, "jus to happen that we need one more guy as we have to spilt up alrdy.." i said, " O.o den ah.. anything la.. so when is the next practice??" she replied, "7.30pm at meiyi's hse, wanna go tgt??" i replied, "ok lor.. anw, i oso dunno how to go to her hse so ya.. ^^" and we ended this chat.. den she sms-ed me in the morning.. "i'm sicked, so i cant go today anymore.." i replied, "-.-ll didnt tc of urself.. zZz ok lor.. i go w the others den.." and ended the chat.. Lol.. talked to van in msn den she says meet at jubilee de bus stop at 7pm and i said ok.. so, van, ep, junhao and i meet up and happily went to meiyi's hse.. learn quite alot of things but chingay steps leh.. ok la.. not bad.. but i somemore forget some steps alrdy.. -_-ll ard 10.45pm left meiyi's hse den went to mac w ky and buy food to eat and we ate at the bus stop.. went to sengkang interchange and i missed the LAST BUS AND TRAIN!! WALAO!! -.-ll but fortunate for me is that, i went out of compass point and so coinsident that bus no 89 came and i went to hougang mall there and take 113 and home sweet home.. ^^

Tuesday
went to cut hair wif yh and gene.. woke up at 8am as my mummy scolded bro den woke me up.. zZz den went back to slp again.. alarm clock again woke me up.. "LAODA, LAODA, DIAN HUA!!" again i had to wake up again and mc gene.. talked to him from 8.20am to 8.43am den went to wash up and do my mg.. 9.10am went to his hse and left his hse to yh hse at 9.43am.. Lol.. cut hair le den went to library wif gene and study tgt wif engpeng and gene.. study, crap and study till 7plus and went to eat.. arranged to go watch movie but plan was half failed cos most of them dun1 to go.. force yh to go and watch the second time Fantasic4 and he say will regret.. ok la.. not so regret after watching cos quite funny although dunno wad that storyline is talking abt.. got complained by gene and yh along the way home and went to mac and eat.. yh missed the last bus home so went to gene hse and stay while home sweet home for me.. ^^

guess i have to stop here.. will post if i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

haha!! pictures time!! pictures took during milkrun practice.. only afew cos dun1 kope more liao..1st milkrun trg warm up done by Weide!! ^^
ready to climb up mount faber!! ^^

lalala.. today's milkrun trg is quite fun!! and again, i injured myself.. hais... -.-ll

went tgt to TSC wif sooling and vincci.. went to upper paya lebar to meet them.. when i board the double decker of the bus 22, i went up, vincci is soooo naive to think that i'm soooo coincident to board the bus wif them den sooling told her that she told me the bus plate no den she stupid a stupid face.. the bus today dunno why so fast, very fast we reached tampines.. maybe we crap on the way ba.. that why.. reached TSC at 9.32am and we were late as we were suppose to be there at 9am and on the way to TSC, we scared that they have left and went to bedok reservior themselves.. but who knows?? when we reached there, they were on the way to SK.. (so, they didnt left TSC!! ^^)

put down our things and started our dialouge in small groups of 4.. during the dialouge, i was there trying to listen but somehow, my tiredness made me to bend down my head to sleep.. =X at least i did like wake up suddenly and sleep back w/o anyone notice it.. haha!! =P teck kiang is in my dialouge group!! yay!! he's the 1st person in ASD who made me had such a great impression on him as he's a good leader.. (hope i can be as good leader as him in the future.. ^^) he speaks very clearly and dun have the feeling of wanting to sleep when he speaks.. Lol.. dialouge ended at 10.10am..

after dialouge, its the start of ur training.. weide didnt come today cos he had dunno wad shotput training at somewhere else.. had our warm up conducted by someone whose name i dunno.. started to run from TSC to bedok reservior.. Sikang was there too!! at least i'm not alone during the trg.. haha!! on the way, Sikang and another ASD student (so sad i dunno his name.. T.T) start this thing.. 1,2,3,4 *clap clap*!! and they keep on shouting.. reached bedok reservior and somehow, Sikang decided to sing "Forever Sensei" and the person whom i mention earlier on and i echo it out.. after singing "Forever Sensei" we started the 1,2,3,4 *clap clap*!! thing again.. Lol.. ran two short rounds at the reservior den after that is GAME TIME!! yay!! played telematch game and i'm in group3.. same group as vincci.. hais.. Lol.. we played cheat and we got 1st in the beginning but who knows?? got karma ah.. Lol.. we got last in position.. -_-ll

after the game is prize presentation and at least group 3, as the last group in position got 1 big packet of HELLO PANDA!! yay!! ^^ a joke was been told by liling who was the emcee for each and every milkrun trg.. after that encouragement given by a IIC whose name i had forgotten.. den after that we were dismissed from bedok reservior.. went to take our bags at the carpark and i quickly go take my bag cos i wanted to return the $50 to teck kiang.. when i return to him that time, he very funny leh.. he take the money and show a confused face and i told him that my parents insisted me to return him the money and when he said dun need la.. i say i dun care and say BYEBYE~ to him.. he had no choice but to keep the money.. ^^

went to play captain's ball and soccer wif sikang, jun wen, gen li, kaili, alvin, vincci, sooling, melvis, debra, junjie and 3~4 more ASD students whose name i dunno.. Lol.. played captain's ball first and played 2match.. 1st rd won thx to sikang be the captain.. while the 2nd rd i forgot who won alrdy.. after captain's ball, we had soccer!! again, sikang is my group and vincci too!! vincci SCORED A GOAL very tyco.. the keeper dunno how to be keeper den she's like soooo tyco the ball is right infront of her and she scored a goal.. -.-ll Lol.. scored another goal by junjie i guess and that the end of the match as we play 2balls but!! IIC whom gave us encouragement said he wanna play den ok lor, play 1 more goal.. walao.. because of him ah.. i injured again.. im full of karma man.. Lol.. playing the last goal that time.. someone shoot the ball, sikang used the leg to block it and the ball and the ball hit my face.. -_-ll my eyes is not hurted but tears falling down my cheek.. but.. my spects is dirtied.. T.T Lol.. went to eat wif them lor..

ate at the coffee shop near TSC and drank 100plus and a can of wadever.. tio dunno wad tea la.. but at least its not green tea.. ^^ sikang drank a can of anything and dunno wad he tio.. soo funny de flavour.. Lol.. after eating is home sweet home.. wonder wad injuries will i get next sunday during or after the milkrun trg.. Lol..

guess i have to stop here.. will post when i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

Friday
went to SYC to study wif ky.. i wasnt late lor!! i was there on the dot!! 1pm!! argh!! jus that i didnt see him at 1pm and saw him at 1.01pm and he pan wo late.. zZz nvm.. will be getting earlier and earlier next time i go out.. ^^ reached SYC at abt 2plus as when we reached harbourfront, we went to tabao LJS to SYC and eat.. reached SYC and eat our food and finish liao and we went up to the library to study.. study till half way dunno why ky say call engpeng to check wif dunno wad thing den he called her and crap wif her.. he called her using the earpiece and i take 1 to listen their conversation.. i was there laughing like hell and in the end, crap for 5mins and hang up the phone.. LOL!! study study study den dunno why both of us start to talk.. we talk abt everyone who we can talk abt and said alot of things.. finally we chatted till 7pm and we left SYC.. reached harbourfront and went down the escalator and he said and asked 1 stupid thing which i dun wanna to say.. went to the toilet at the MRT station and den later on, we went to the hawker centre to eat.. Lol.. boliao right?? haha!! after eating, we went to kovan de lan and play.. during the trip, we started to quarrel and i somehow almost win ky.. Hey.. here a question for u all.. write the ans in the tagboard k? here we go.. when is the time when 1+1=0?? Lol.. this question is asked by ky and the ans is super qian bian lor.. after lan, called gene to come to the park opposite yuying sec and we crap for awhile den after that we went to his hse and stay overnight.. asked laurel to call me to chit chat and in the end, ky chat wif her the most.. Lol.. slept the earliest again!! ^^

Saturday
ytd is the FD exchange meeting wif RHQ4.. asked gene to go that why stayed at his hse on Friday.. supposely i was to meet vanessa at outram park at 1230pm but somehow, ailing sms-ed me and said she will be meeting them at tpy so i went to boon lay wif gene lor.. ^^ reached jurong kaikan like abt 2plus and we reached there, RHQ4 de FD students are very good host.. they keep on saying, "huan ying guan ling, ri lie huan ying" den i was there saying thank you and waving my hand.. HAHA!!! (very bhb right??) sabo gene to be leader!! yay!! the games organised by the FD ICs is very fun!! i really loved it.. there is one particular game.. i forget the name alrdy, ky and i play cheat.. he's a game ic den i'm the catcher (those who got go PD sports day shld know which game.. the game where the lion cubs throw the ball and needs to be catched by the other 16 lion cubs and the last lion cub will be holding a basket waiting for the ball to be catch..) den its like ky keep on taking those bottles which cant be thrown while i kope others bottles.. HAHA!! other games is not bad la.. but den not as fun as the 1st game which we played.. ^^ during refreshment time, i keep taking curry puff and eat half of it and gave it to gene to finish up.. poor gene was been stuff till full by me!! hais.. wad a good childhood friend i am huh?? Lol.. watch 2 skits and 1 dance.. (the dance hor, ky was inside and i keep shouting his name beginning, middle and after the dance.. ^^) its nice and funny for the 1st skit which was performed by RHQ4 students.. yay!! i managed to kope the gongyo book protecter made by RHQ5!! haha!! at 5pm went to NDP trg and i somehow managed to make gene board the bus wif us and went to the floating platform wif us.. reached the esplanet at 5.46pm den walked wif gene to the escalator and guide him to the city hall MRT station.. run to trg after that.. during trg very crap lor.. my ywd trainer called my name and went past me.. -.-ll den she told me she called wrong name den i gave her -_-ll ben suddenly emo den i oso dunno why.. mayb is get influence by him and i started to emo.. my teammate and trainer must felt that something is wrong wif me and came to check wads wrong wif me.. i told them nth happened and i wasnt feeling unwell.. home sweet home after NDP and feeling damn emo right now.. dunno why oso.. hais..

guess i have to stop here.. o ya.. b4 i end, i wish each and every father a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! Sayonara~ ^^

wow.. finally got something to post liao.. haha!! x)

reached the floating platform like abt 4pm?? SO EARLY?! NDP START AT 7pm LEH!! LOL.. actually, went there to study wif engpeng.. -_-ll when we reached there, we were like how are we suppose to go in?? but we somehow managed to go in.. no tables and no stand which to block us from "burning" by the sun, how are we suppose to study?? zZz so we went to a place where there is no sun and no tables but stairs to study.. sat there le den the floor made our butt white!! lucky me i wear black and grey pants.. poor engpeng... wear black tights and ya... Lol..

study, talk, study.. time finally passed liao.. dunno why today's time pass soooo slow.. i wondered.. Lol.. den finally 6plus that time.. i went up to see got who come liao.. den it was like SHUANG AH!! FINALLY GOT WIND LE.. haha!! den ask engpeng to come up and sit and the chair there and study and we sat there and study.. disturb her abit by talking to her... den keep quiet.. Lol.. NDP training finally started and we went to put our belongings at the logistic there.. again, put my bag tgt wif her cos RD ma.. dismiss earlier den SC.. went to the water point to find some biscuits to eat and poor engpeng got no biscuits to eat cos the army attendance keep the biscuits b4 she could even take it and put inside her mouth.. Lol..

went down to the floating platform and do our grand finale dance.. its damn funny la.. den somemore i anyhow do oso.. Lol.. after grand finale dance, RD remained at the floating platform while SC go to the carpark underneth the grand stand (not fair lor.. last week ES used first den now RD use first.. =.-) formation 1 has changed and its like.. this is the 1st and 2nd time.. 1st time change the formation while 2nd time they changed the running in postion.. maked amendments liao and its BREAK TIME!! went to the water point to take water and drink and starting i took 4pieces biscuits and eat.. den after that took 10pieces of biscuits and eat.. den ben's frd said this, "he's too greedy liao la.. take soooo many.. not like us, 1 time take 4pieces and him leh.. 1 time take 10pieces.." den i was like at there.. -_-ll

after break went to floating platform to try out our new formation and running in postion.. talk to samantha while my trainers is giving us the marker on where to stand.. Lol.. talk talk talk den went to my marker.. (dunno where the marker.. den jus anyhow stand lor.. ^^) run in sooo many times and had 2 music run.. after the whole thing, its grp debrief!! Jeff said our performance tonight is not bad.. but there's still rm for improvement!! Lol.. Thx Jeff, wad u said wil make me dance more better!! ^^

its taking COSTUME TIME!!! during on my way to take costume that time, made ben very angry den i went back to apologise to him.. den its all settle alrdy.. haha!! run to pass engpeng the tag which we can get back our belongings.. after taking costume is home sweet home.. ytd night de NDP is indeed fun!! i will not miss each and every trainings, IMDRs, CRs, Preview and the actual day itself.. its soooo fun lor.. Lol..

guess i have to stop here.. will post when i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

i wonder why nowdays wadever i think or say will come true.. issit because i have some special abiltiy to foresee wads going to happen or ?? wadever is it, wad i predicted is all bad things which i dun wish to see..

ytd went out to play bball wif derrick, koon, yh, eugene, ah boy but den i didnt play cos my poor little finger still haven recover yet.. waited for yh and koon for like abt dunno how long den gene and ah boy play ABC den i was sitting behind the net trying to slp but dun dare cos i scared later slp till halfway den the ball hit me den gong xi fa cai liao.. Lol..

finally yh and koon reached and play 1v1 as normal.. Lol.. yh won and koon bu fu and cont playing wif yh but yh dun1.. den, koon play wif ah boy lor.. when they playing halfway, gene and i went to buy water and when we come back, we saw koon went forward and say hello to his frd.. but who knows?? 5secs later, koon was been hit by one guy and all of us ran over to check out wads wrong.. den i found out that they are not koon's frds and koon is not happy as they stared at them playing bball.. den quarel wif them and almost tio daiji la.. got 1 passer-by stop by and called police.. police was sooooo effiency till within 5mins, they came down and wad happen to us?? of cos warning and and write down our names and hp la.. Lol.. the policeman again scolded vuglarities infront of us and talk to us on abt boys home.. we were like smiling and laughing and in the end, everything was settle.. ^^

cont playing bball till very late and we went to katong mall to find shen loong.. when we reach the lan which we were supposed to meet, he was there playing snooker.. -_-ll so we go there and di-siao him.. haha!! after that, he went to pay money and we went to eat dinner.. had chicken chop rice and its damn nice!! koon went off to meet his frds at marina south as they were supposed to eat steamboat.. after eating went to play lan at zion cyber cafe as its only $1 per hr after 7pm.. played till 11pm and we went to 7-eleven to buy magi mee to eat as wad we did in the past.. derrick and ah boy very wad lor.. dun wished to say wad they did alrdy la.. -.-ll bought ANYTHING and a cup of magi mee and i tio sprite ice and at first i dunno till derrick and gene told me.. went to eunos to take 51 as last bus for 55 has alrdy go so have no choice lor.. sweet home and crap wif them on the way home..

lazy to post anymore.. will post again if i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

had soooo fun at ytd's milkrun mass dance.. ^^

met eugena at potong pasir at 5.30pm.. she was late while i was early..(well, everytime let her wait for me.. now i wait for her is ok la.. beside, guys wait for girls is tian jing di yi de shi.. so..) den went to harbourfront tgt wif her to meet engpeng and vanessa.. both of them were earlier den us and they waited like 10~15mins for us.. reached there liao, den vanessa returned eugena her ipod and she was like, OVER THE MOON!! Lol.. went to mac and eat and chit chat over there... dunno for wad reason, vanessa and i started to "quarrel" (dun quarrel is like dynamo-ians have no fun.. -.-ll)

"quarrel, quarrel, quarrel" finally, i losed.. den i keep on rematch wif her but still lose in the end.. Lol.. got seperated wif engpeng as she went to TBSC for her planning meeting for this saturday FD exchange meeting and vanessa and i cont to "quarrel".. -_-ll guess wads the result in the end?? i LOSE again!! Lol.. ^^ reached syc and starting crap abit.. den begin wif the training.. dun wish to say wad happened during the training.. most of the time, vanessa, eugena and i were there slacking and we started to crap.. vanessa and eugena crap till i pull up white flat and surrender.. T.T

after the training, went to harbourfront wif eugena and vanessa and during the trip, eugena and i start to argue abt why uncle wilson didnt go for the wedding dinner on saturday.. sorry eugena.. i shld have kept quiet and listen to u but instead, i argue wif u.. sorry.. >.<> as her parents came to fetch her home and after went down to the MRT station to meet up wif engpeng, vincci, and another girl.. after that on the train talk to vincci abt the dragonboat competition on 3rd june and some other stuff?? dun quite rmb wad we talk abt alrdy.. Lol..

well, that all for ytd's mass dance training.. looking forward to 1st july 2007!! Sayonara~ ^^

i have been like feeling something very strange nowdays.. things which i seems to be bothered in the past didnt seems to be bothered me anymore.. i somehow learning to dun care anything anymore.. i really dunno why i have this "it wont affect me" attitude if is concerned abt someone and my mind seems to be running very weird.. maybe i'm following somebody's attitude and i have learn alot of things from him?? Lol.. i dun think so.. but he taught me alot of things.. not through verbal but his action taught me and he seems like doesnt know that.. (= well, this person really is a good actor.. i was been faked by him when i know him.. Lol.. i guess everyone has been fake by him too ba.. i'm not that sure.. haha!!

i think anyone who read this post will know who this person is.. maybe.. or maybe not.. ^^

do u all know this?? actually monkeys are actually same species as human.. so dun ever call other people monkey cos u yourself is actually one..

walao.. really karma ah!! -.-ll

today woke up soooo early to go meet engpeng, huihui and sooling at AMK mrt station.. on the way to AMK, saw sooling den went together wif her lor.. reach there alrdy, waited engpeng awhile den went up to the platform as huihui is waiting us there.. supposely, have to meet up wif eugena but, she's too tired and i told to rest at home.. so, we went to choa chu kang and take LRT to senja station.. we were late of cos and the food sold by the MDs and WDs smells so great that sooling and i decided to eat.. (= huihui ate 1/2 a bread and she's like, I'M VERY HUNGRY!! WAN TO EAT BUT I'M TOO FAT!! -.-ll huihui.. u are not fat at all duh..

drank the milo which is very hot and i'm not like someone.. Lol.. joking only.. haha!! after eating breakfast, went to starlight room to gather up den later went for the milkrun trg.. warm up again, led by weide and its quite fun.. started running and i felt that there will be something happening to me and i jus heck care wadever it is and carry on running.. ran abt 1.3km and reach to a open space beside a HDB flat.. ran 2 rounds there and after that play rag-and-bone game.. hurt my finger during the game and one of the leader, teck keong, brought me to see the dr when i said NO!! but he insisted so have no choice..

had a small surgery on my finger and my poor little fingernail was been pull out by the dr.. T.T the dr hor really dunno how to joke 1.. joke wif him and he wont joke back.. plus hor, he dunno how to find vein one leh.. starting make me have the feeling that the needle will break when he injected "ma zui yao" to pull out my fingernail.. after pulling out my fingernail, i was like normal as my whole finger is numb and its funny.. Lol..

went back to senja kaikan and have debrief and after that had lunch tgt wif those ASD people and after that home sweet home.. slept till 6.37pm and i'm still feeling very tired.. T.T

lazy to post anymore.. will post more when i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

today's NDP training was fun!! went down tgt wif engpeng and therefore requested to put our bags tgt cos i know that SC will be release later den RD de.. so ya.. (=

during training that time, suddenly ben emo den keep asking him what's wrong den he refuse to tell me.. so i like tried to cheer him up lor.. but i seems to fail and my YWD trainer was there like asking me to stand by my position den i was like.. -.-ll GRAND FINALE LEH!! STILL NEED STAND BACK OWN POSITION MEH?? of cos i ignored her but ben push me away so i stand back my own position and crap wif my team mate lor.. they were quite funny la.. wadever i say, they laugh.. so i started telling them some cold jokes which yueshan told me on thursday.. and they were smiling after i gave them the ans..

o ya.. one of my team mate, jenny (i think so..), looked like laurel.. (this is wad zijing said la.. i oso not sure.. but she look more like my ex-classmate..) so we cont crapping lor.. den suddenly zijing look at me and said, "jerry!! tml u treat us go watch SHREK 3.. i know wad u are thinking.." den i was like.. LOL!! i wasn't thinking of that lor.. den crap wif her.. den suddenly, er jie came in.. den helped me said something which i didnt even think of la.. Lol.. thx huh.. haha!!

tml milkrun run trg.. got to see samantha.. zZz later she asked me to treat her go movie like wad zijing said.. u think i so rich meh?? i'm very poor de ok?? =X guess i have to stop here.. nothing more to post alrdy.. will post more if i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

hais.. too boliao alrdy le la!!

ytd, sms-ed wif hw girl and she told me she will will going to study at AMK library at 10am den i asked her why dun1 go SYC since at night she got FD exchange rehersal at TBSC and she told me she's meeting friend at AMK so ok lor.. study at AMK library.. i told her i will be there at 11.30am but den i was late.. =.- seriously, this bad habit of mine have to change alrdy..

reached AMK library at 11.46am and couldnt find her.. so i "comb" the whole library and saw someone the backview is exactly same as her so i walked from far and cfm my suspect.. who knows, its really her.. didnt know is her at first cos she didnt tie her hair.. instead, she use the hair clipper and i nv see b4 so, ya.. haha!! do maths hw and its like very easy and let her see it.. den she like so jealous of me having such an easy paper.. Lol.. (=

went to eat lunch tgt at 3.40pm den on the way, we were talking and she seems like cant hear wad i said and keep huh, huh, huh.. and she was so pissed off till say this, "CAN YOU TALK PROPERLY ANOT!?" i told her, "i'm talking normally alrdy.." den she likes.. ok.. fine.. reached S-11 and eat "chai fan".. talked to her again and she huh again.. i forget wad i told her den she give me a cute face.. -.-ll after eating went to a nearby provision shop to see whether have WADEVER or ANYTHING anot.. den finally!! i found it and it cost me $1 and i got a peach tea!! heng is not green tea.. if not hw girl will be so happy to drink it for me.. Lol.. starting i drank it den find it funny, gave hw girl to drink and she cant tell wad drink is that.. we cont walking den suddenly i like think of peach tea, lechee tea den both of us in the end conclude that it's peach tea so i finished it up.. the taste is so funny lor.. ahah!!

went back to lib again and write down notes for history and at the same time listen to "jian dan ai" due to hw girl's hand on my ipod.. Lol.. that "jian dan ai" seems to have some kind of power to let me feeling very tired.. den i slept for awhile den woke up.. my right eye was damn pain ah!! -.-ll mayb its because i nv took off my spects and so.. aiya in any case, its really very pain.. abt 5.45pm went off the lib den accompanied hw girl home due to her request and waited her downstairs.. wait her till sianz le den i took that the book tittle "the five person u meet in heaven".. yueshan lend this book to me and told me to read it.. after reading the 1st chapter, sms him abt my feeling of it.. read and read and finally hw girl came down.. so we proceed to AMK mrt station.. on the way, i told her that i will be following her to TBSC den she's like shocked and when we reached the mrt station, i said GOODBYE to her, she was like relieved.. Lol.. i oso dunno why she have this feeling la.. i'm not her oso.. ahah!! (=

guess i have to stop here.. will post again when i have time.. Sayonara~ (=

walao!! today let two ppl "fang wo huo jian!!"

ytd, asked ky and ep whether go study at syc anot.. den ep say dun1 den nvm lor.. ky say wad time and i told him 12noon and didnt say reach syc or go syc so today morning i called him and asked him whether wanna meet anot.. den he says wad time i said ytd.. den i told him 12pm go not reach there.. so he somehow not happy (based on my hearing) den say ok lor.. after that called eugene and asked him whether wanna follow us to syc and study anot den he says ok and call me to go his hse after i have settle everything.. so i go prepare everything and at 11.37am, i reached his hse and he was there playing his com.. so i told him to be faster and ard 11.48am, he switch off his com and told me that he haven eat, brush teeth and bath.. den i give him a stupid face as i dun wanna to be late den sms-ed ky abt it and he nv replied.. (guess he have knew it all along ba..) had free lunch thx to eugene and abt 12.20pm, we left the hse and reach kovan mrt station at 12.45pm and both of us were worried ky is very flare up wif us and in the end, we saw nobody there.. called ky soooo many times den after that he sms-ed eugene saying that his phone is flat and after afew sms-es, he said he wanna stay at home to sleep and dun wanna go anymore.. i was like damn angry at that point of time but when i think that i always late den i shld have predicted this la... so this late coming bad habit i must change!!

den after that eugene and i went to have some fun instead of going syc and we wasted $0.40 when we didnt even take the train lor.. -.-ll sms-ed ben asking him whether wanna meet up to go marina bay for our NDP training anot den he asked me wad time, and i told him 6pm at city hall mrt station meet.. he said ok.. so i was like very scared that i will be late as i'm following eugene to his workplace and after that go to city hall mrt station to meet ben.. lucky i wasnt late at all and i reached city hall mrt station at 5.46pm and sms-ed ben asking where is he now.. he replied saying that he's at arcade and wont be meeting me.. den i was like again!! den nvm.. luckily saw jolin, xiulian and brainer at the mrt station and i was like heng ah.. got ppl to go eat tgt.. haha!! meet up wif eugena, vanessa, zijing, yueshan, michelle and sern da and got seperated wif yueshan, michelle and jolin.. went eating the rest of the ppl at makan sutra.. was late for NDP and today's training was FUN ah!! fancy running at the wet floating platform and it was like zZz and almost fall down lor.. hais... after NDP was home sweet home and i'm to tired alrdy to post..

so, guess i have to stop here.. will cont when i have time.. Sayonara~ ^^

Lol.. have i ever win?? think so... dun think so... and who cares whether i win anot... not even myself.. winning doesnt mean anything.. i jus know that i have done my best and thats it.. haha!! beside, win alrdy got prize take meh?? jus give ppl suan only ma... not that i nv kena suan b4.. feel so strange nowdays.. i dunno how to explain it but i dunno why this feeling is very special... its sometimes come and sometimes goes away... mayb is my gd friend come and visit me and hide away from me or maybe not...

i'm afraid... i'm afraid that i will jus collasped anytime, anywhere w/o any warning.. nowdays i have some breathing difficulties and sometimes dunno why my chest will suddenly pain like nobody's business... does this means that i have any dun curable diseases or i'm to say farewell to everyone soon?? "O" levels is coming soon and i have this prob.. i have enough prob alrdy... all i can do now is to chant...

sorry to bore u all.. Sayonara~ (=

hais... this attitude has been following me since i was sec3... i know that most of the time, ppl cant stand me as i'm erm.. oso dunno how to say la.. but let me tell u a story... a story which i'm the main character... Lols..

this started 2years ago.. i'm actually a quite quiet guy untill i oined YCF... starting, i went to YCF wif a dun care and dun wanna go attitude but i dunno why.. i seems like i'm enjoying it each and every training and that time my grp, basketball, is a very quiet grp.. i'm like as usual keeping quiet as i dunno anybody there and sometimes trying to be funny but it do makes ppl relax...

its was untill june.. when i begin to know someone who is a joker like me and he taught me how to be "high" and brought this high to ppl in my grp... den i started to be "high" and everytime got YCF i will be very "high" and i will make unneccessy noise whenever i can to boost the ppl spirt... soon... i didnt know what's wrong wif me and so, i'm have this habit of no matter wad.. must try to be funny to boost the ppl spirt... and this has made alot of ppl to ren wo..

before i joined chingay... i didnt was the meaning of "emo" means... but after i joined... i totally understand and it soon become good friends wif me and whenever i'm unhappy... this gd frd will come and visit me and i dunno why i hate this gd frd... as i dun1 this gd frd to come find me and everytime this gd frd come find me...

now den i realise that i wanna change and its all to late alrdy... guys... give me a mth and i will change... its a promise... i promise YOU...

dunno why now i'm so attracted to you... i wanted to know more about you and tell people more about you.. you have been around in my life and i know that you will never leave my life no matter how hard i chant.. everything i do, you will always be there and whatever i think, you will be the first to come in my mind.. people keep talking about you and i somehow will talk about you and i know that i will change for the better if you were to be there in my life..

well, the "YOU" actually is karma.. dunno for some kind of reasons, i'm attracted to this topic and i know that i'm accumulating more karma and no matter how much i chant, there will always be bad karma in my life.. karma actually can be accumulated by thought, words and action.. o ya.. once heard zijing said b4, the most accumulated karma is by thoughts.. wadever u think is incorrect, u are accumulating karma.. this is wad i learn la.. actions and words is equally important in accumulating karma as we are do and says in our daily life.. u are actually accumulating karma.. so do think of karma if u were the type of person who loves to utter vugularities and do something which is incorrect.. there will always be a cause and effect so, think of the consequences b4 u do anything..

there is alot more to go but dun1 to post cos zZz.. x)

My name is EngPeng
I EngPeng is a Dynamoian
I EngPeng Sec 4 now
I EngPeng aged 16
I EngPeng loves angelina
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!
EngPeng Loves Dynamo~~!!

YAY
I Love Dynamo~~!!

a nice crap done by ky and its funny and its del from engpeng's bloggie.. so i kindly help her recall of this crap in my blog.. x)

歌曲：黑色毛衣
歌手：周杰伦
专辑：十一月的萧邦

一件黑色毛衣
两个人的回忆
雨过了之后更难忘记
忘记我还爱你
你不用在意
流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有孤寂
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽
看着那白色的蜻蜓
在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织
脑海中起毛球的记忆
再说我爱你
可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣
藏在那里
就让回忆永远停在那里

kinda of love this song alot when he sings this part, "我知道不能再留住你, 也知道不能没有孤寂, 感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽." this part i can fully imagine wad he's trying to sing.. Lol.. quite an emo song, but this is not too emo and it gives me a feeling of happiness of when the main character is wif his gf.. basically this song is abt when jay chou is recalling wif the times wif his gf of this 黑色毛衣 and he knows that he cant stop her from leaving and he knows that all he can have is lonelyness.. haiz.. well, i jus kinda love this song alot dunno due to wad la.. wanna learn some new emo songs that why.. Lol.. ^^

1st of all have to apologise to ep and ky for wad i said ytd.. i really didnt think wad i am talking abt and i know everyone is kind enough to help us FLINT3 or for any other reasons. i know that FLINT2 students is very discontented with everything which the sunshine aunties has arrange but this is wad i think.. the sunshine aunties maybe doesnt know that FLINT2 students is coming over to help up and as well as the HCFs members.. having not arranged buses for u all is very wad but we need ur understandings and really have to thx u all and not saying this kind of things to ur.. i really have no offence of wad i said.. SORRY..

2nd, feeling very sicked nowdays which i cant afford to.. wad's the cause of making me soooo sicked? because of the weather or issit because i'm dying soon? its so ridicious to think that i'm dying soon and its not funny at all.. Lol.. PD sports day and cosplay tml.. time to kena "shoot" by the passer-by le.. T.T well i'm that kind of person which can ren wad ppl said so who cares wad they said huh? -.-ll

lastly, spoke to derrick ytd.. that guy huh.. nv change de leh.. well wad can i say? jiang shan nan gai, ben xing nan yi which means that a lepeord will nv changed it spots.. still a joker as ever.. still missed the days we played bball tgt and suan each other expectually one person.. Lol.. guess eugene know who i am talking abt.. x)

guess i have to stop here... bye~ ^^

really regreted doing this.. mayb only one person knows wad i am talking abt.. got LTF dun1 wan STF.. this is wad i call stupid.. made me and u all drift so apart.. now wanna go out wif them oso so hard liao.. haiz.. no point regretting it as it happened.. hope that i will truely be happy ba.. maybe..

ARGH!! ytd wad so tired!! -.-ll

woke up at 6am planning to morning call engpeng to wake her up but den she nv switch on the hp!! (how am i suppose to wake her up when she nv on her hp??) and saying to meet her at AMK mrt station to go vesak day morning gongyo and well, basically both of us were late but heng i was earlier den her.. (its a guy job to wait for girls so nvm la huh? or somehow i was always late so wait for her oso nvm.. Lol..) den we reach TBSC at 8.15am and we were late alrdy!! she say wan to do gongyo de.. but den i say mayb they haven do so wait till 8.30am den do.. but who knows? 8.30am they do slience prayer alrdy.. zZz

after the morning gongyo, the MD chief talks abt buddhism and i was like dunno wad he's trying to say so i look ard see got any1 whom i know was there and saw yc there!! OMG!! -.-ll told engpeng that he was here and she was like so curious where he was and saw him and as a result, he tagged along wif us to syc when both of us agreed to study there den yc was there distracting both of us.. lucky there was darren there if not.. haiz... managed to write down so notes for my history and engpeng was fool enough to test me when i jus wrote it down.. =.-

studied till 4pm den went to TBSC again for milkrun training.. run from TBSC to MOUNT FABER and everyone was very tired.. reach to the ending point and that is when the CICs (i think is the ic of afew campus.. stella told me de..) says wad is the sig of the milkrun.. basically milk stand for MAINLY I LOVE KIDS.. and this event was organised by Beyond which is some sort of association and got co-operation wif SSA last yr and it was so successful and so this yr SSA and BSS co-operate again.. (think so cos nv listen properly.. =P)

after milkrun training and was feeling very emo cos very hungry and went to jurong east wif engpeng, stella and junhao.. during the trip, we talked abt the jc life and i was very interested so talk and talk and reach yew tee fast.. met up wif tiffany and go to camp2 together and i talked to stella abt the study plan for tml.. reach camp2 very fast and say goodbye to engpeng, tiffany and stella.. T.T walked to camp3 wif junhao and talked abt the girls whom we saw jus now saying why they going home.. maybe they wan to pon training that why.. Lol..

reach camp3 and junhao forgot to bring his pass so he took a tempo pass lor.. put our bags together and after that rush to the water point and keep on drinking and eating the biscuits.. (i was eating as if i nv eat b4 biscuits.. =.-) den went back to training after eating.. saw vanessa's leg injured again and this time, she cant even moved her leg.. see her pity and i am feeling not well so told my trainer and went to accompany her.. crap crap crap and suddenly she said she wanted to go toilet so helped her to toilet and waited her outside.. when we go back to the "slacking" point, got 2 girls which is eugena's friends asked whether vanessa is my stead anot.. starting, i was like wanting to fake them saying yes but scare vanessa is not happy so i say NO.. talked to vanessa again saying breaking her leg and the two girls behind says wad break wif her?? den i say.. YA.. BREAK WIF HER.. DUN ADD SALT TO HER WOUND, LATER SHE CRY.. den vanessa give a very stupid face.. Lol..

after the training, found junhao and got back our bags and went to camp2.. that QingDe is really very crap lor.. keep saying gong xi fa cai to me den i make him bo wei kong.. Lol..went to kfc and watched bleach via benji's laptop!! THX BENJI!! x) and home sweet home after that... =.-