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Wednesday, June 6, 2007
9:12 PM
hais... this attitude has been following me since i was sec3... i know that most of the time, ppl cant stand me as i'm erm.. oso dunno how to say la.. but let me tell u a story... a story which i'm the main character... Lols..
this started 2years ago.. i'm actually a quite quiet guy untill i oined YCF... starting, i went to YCF wif a dun care and dun wanna go attitude but i dunno why.. i seems like i'm enjoying it each and every training and that time my grp, basketball, is a very quiet grp.. i'm like as usual keeping quiet as i dunno anybody there and sometimes trying to be funny but it do makes ppl relax...
its was untill june.. when i begin to know someone who is a joker like me and he taught me how to be "high" and brought this high to ppl in my grp... den i started to be "high" and everytime got YCF i will be very "high" and i will make unneccessy noise whenever i can to boost the ppl spirt... soon... i didnt know what's wrong wif me and so, i'm have this habit of no matter wad.. must try to be funny to boost the ppl spirt... and this has made alot of ppl to ren wo..
before i joined chingay... i didnt was the meaning of "emo" means... but after i joined... i totally understand and it soon become good friends wif me and whenever i'm unhappy... this gd frd will come and visit me and i dunno why i hate this gd frd... as i dun1 this gd frd to come find me and everytime this gd frd come find me...
now den i realise that i wanna change and its all to late alrdy... guys... give me a mth and i will change... its a promise... i promise YOU...