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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
3:38 PM
i wonder why am i sooo bias against him? i'm trying hard not to be bias but i can't stop it. mayb i'm too bias alrdy. now, i trying heck care somebody's attitude and after that i'm trying stop been bias against him. i feel very uncomfortable talking to him. i dunno why i have this feeling as i have alot of frds who is like him but when i talk to them, i dun have this feeling. mayb wad she said is correct. i must stop been bias against him anymore.
day by day, my body is getting weaker and weaker. am i going to die soon or wad? i'm really afraid to die now as i haven completed my mission for kosen-rufu. i dun wish to let my parents know this as i know they will be worried sicked if they knew that my body is getting weaker day by day. i cant control the day i have to die but for now, i will cherish each and every single happy moment wif u. i wont let u fall a single drop of tears and i wont let u feel sad and in fact. i will try my best to make u feel happy.
Tuesday
it was the second day of sch. not much things happened during the first 6period and as usual, i'm very sleepy and fall asleep during class. MT tr told us alot of things ytd. she said MT is equal important as other subject and i totally agreed wad she said. but wad have i done? all i do everyday was playing computer and nv revised for my coming GCE "O" levels examination. everytime tell myself to revise, but in the end, i switch on the com and refuse to switch it off. nvm. wad is done is done. no point blaming myself alrdy. after recess was POA lesson and again. i dozed off and tr waked me up but i choose to sleep again and this time rd, she's very angry and ask me to take out my hp and called mummy. dunno wad she told mummy and after not long, mummy sms-ed me. instead of scolding me, she encouraged me. ^^ after POA was assembly and had principal assembly. principal crap sooo much den in the end i almost dozed off. hais. home sweet home after school and waited to go for NDP daimokukai! ^^
went home and decided not to study cos meet eugena and engpeng at TM at 5.30pm b4 going to daimokukai. so i played computer for awhile den suddenly eugena called me and ask me where am i and asked whether wanna meet up somewhere b4 going to TM anot. so i told her that i'm at home den i'm taking MRT at eunos and ask her to msg me when she reached paya lebar. went out of the hse quite late and almost missed the train to meet up wif her. hais. (always like that de me -.-ll) went to TM and waited awhile b4 engpeng arrive. zheng zong was wif her and so we went to eat tgt. suddenly dunno why feel so emo and so angry wif myself and so, i decided to starve myself. run off when going to ICA and when eugena catch up wif me and tapped me, i ignored her and ran away. SORRY EUGENA!!
reached ICA and saw zijing but actually is laurel and so went forward and crap wif her. soon engpeng and eugena came and crap wif laurel too. Lol. crap awhile and went up to second floor to wait for the arrival of President S.R Nathan. saw xiulian and sikang they all sitting at the very left side of the hall. say hello to them and den went to sit wif eugena they all. initally, engpeng booked 1 sit for tiffany while i booked 3 sits for ben and his sis but in the end we got scolded saying others deserve the sits as they came here early and so we have no choice and ya. Lol. during the meeting i emo again and time past so fast even when i'm emo. (usually time passed very slow de) after the departure of the President S.R Nathan, we watch our performance on the combine rehearsal on saturday. cheorographer was so crap that they keep making us laugh and i feel no more emo-ness. after that was home sweet home. woohoo!!
Wednesday
slept very late the last night and have to wake up so early today. 6am the alarm of my phone and of cos, i off it 2~3times b4 i officially woke up. woke up and washed up and after that do 5mins of gongyo b4 went to school. finally i got this chance to cheat hw girl her feeling le! yay! she asked me to bring her emaths booklet but i told her that i wont be going to school today cos miss her too much till i have fever. LOL!! den she is soooo naive to believe wad i said. (i think so) morning assembly lucky she nv saw me if not my plan failed. lucky for me too as during recess she didnt go down to canteen!! woohoo! den suddenly i sms-ed her asking her why didnt she go down to canteen and chatted for awhile b4 next lesson starts. again, she's so naive to believe me again. haha!! (= biology lesson was quite fun today and learnt alot of things abt how plants reproduce.
social studies period was so tired that i dozed off in class and tr heck care abt hiroshi and me. -_- after ss period, asked tr something abt JC and he told me that its impossible for me to go JC based on my mid-yr result. i must proof him wrong as i only left prelims result to proof him wrong liao. el lesson was very crap. didnt hand up monday's assignment and den was been sent for detention dunno which day. cfm is keep ez-link card and dun go de. ^^
well guess i have to stop here and later got NDP trg and will post when i have time. Sayonara~ ^^