Wednesday
during the NDP training, "daddy" didnt come but "mummy" come but i made "mummy" till she's very angry and almost cried. (why am i like that? i keep on making my ywd trainer cry and i didnt even notice that i'm having such prob) den my grpmate told me and i try to control myself and listened to "mummy". its running in time!! "mummy" talked to me while we were on the way to the running in position. she told me that i wasn't like this in the past and asked me why am i like this now? i den told her that i'm like this all along and i suddenly think of wad happened during the starting of NDP training. i asked myself alot of question, "why am i so persistant on this NDP training when my results prove that i cant cope wif it?", "why did i join NDP in the first place when i'm having GCE "O" levels examination this yr?", "why did i go for each and every NDP training and making myself so tired?" after asking myself so many questions, i do not have answer for these questions which i asked myself. during the run through, i start to emo and its not cos of those questions which i asked myself, but is something which i dun wanna to say. emo throughout the whole trg and "mummy" started to asked me wad happened and my other grpmate too. hais. trg soon ended and its time for us to get tickets liao! tickets for 07/07/07. =.- isn't this day our SSA 40th anniversary? den how on the earth are my parents going for this COMBINE REHEARSAL!? but i planned to give it to gene as i wanna him to go support me! Lol. ^^ home sweet home after trg ends. went home wif minxue and brainer and on our way home, we saw a swinder who swindered ppl's money and his only target is youth. =.- he stopped minxue and he started to talk craps which i didnt even paying attention to it and he starting giving us a pen saying that its free and after awhile, he took out money from his pocket saying ppl donate $4~$6 for that stupid pen. den brainer paid $2 and minxue was like wth!? and we went off returning the pen to that person except for brainer cos he pay for it. den we went in and discussed abt that person's company and said that next week we'll try again and make sure we called police if he cont to swinder ppl's money.

Thursday
wad a worst day i had for my 1st week of schooling. LATE FOR SCH!! -.-ll saw huihui and she laughed at me. wad a good schoolmate i have huh? fancy laughing at me when i'm late and going to be punished. -.-ll time for me to wake up early and do my mg early and go out of the house early. quite crap and sianz la. dun wish to say liao la.

Friday
i'm late for school again and i have NCC day but i choose not to go and in the end, i was late for school. (walao. shld have go to school as wad marcus told me the time. -_-ll) quite crap during lesson time and finally its relax time when its time for oral workshop. Mr Dan who is the instructor of the workshop is quite a joker and the 4E5N students enjoyed the workshop. made a fool of myself during the picture discussion. the picture shows 4girls doing science practical and there a pencil box and i thought its a packet of food and in the end, i conclude that the girls were doing bio practical and everyone said its physic practical and say that its a pencil box. damn xia suay lor. -.-ll forget and forget the xia suay part. after the workshop, i stand at the side and watch the POP (passing out parade) of the NCC and mr ang saw me and called me to come down and watched. -.-ll den no choice but to stay back and watch and join in the fun. nicholas they all came back and still the same. keep on di-siao me. wadever it is, this POP bring me back alot of memories which i had in NCC for the past 4yrs from sec1~4 even though i keep on skipping trgs. had buffet and stayed back awhile to crap wif them. crap till 7plus and rush down to ICA for milkrun dmk. reached there alrdy 8plus and i missed the eg. took my goodie bag and went down to basement and practice for the performance at 9pm. performance started and i was like very sianz but no choice, have to pretend to be high and i pulled it through. went home wif sikang, benji, gene and ky and got serparated wif sikang and benji and home sweet home after that. too tired to do eg and so, skipped.

later on got NDP CR2 and i think i will start to emo again. hais. will post again when i got time. Sayonara~ ^^