after talking to samantha and zijing ytd. i feel much better as i dun wish to let anyone know abt my current studying mood. so i won't say much abt my studies. in fact i'm still bothering abt my results and dun have much confident anymore and my confident is gone day by day. well that is all i can say.


i'm getting tired day by day. i dunno wad the reason which causes me to get tired but i'm very sure that it must be something which i'm trouble wif. i should be very happy for wad i have now but i seems to be sad den happy and wad's the cause? i dunno. wadever the cause is, i just hope that by chanting, things which i troubled will be gone.

i'm in realisation state. now den i realise that i'm very nervous for wednesday de oral. i'm actually worrying for my results and i'm very scare. i'm really very scare. but wad i do was to play the whole day, slack the whole day. i seriously need to settle down alrdy and be more matured in handling matters. think b4 i act. alot of ppl told me this but i jus heck care wad they say and i not long ago, i realise that this meant sooooo much to each and every people.

well, no mood to continue. may start to rot and my headache is worsen and my fever is like come back and go away. dun really wish to tell my parents abt it as i dun wanna them to worry that much. Sayonara~ ^^