let me tell ur a story abt me.

i did a very stupid thing. this stupid i did was to like a girl. this girl whom i like i wont say who is she. basically, i can see her everyday and seeing her everyday makes my life goes very smoothly. i didnt tell her that i liked her and she doesn't know anything at all cos i didnt tell my friends abt it so they didn't "help" me telling her that i liked her. she's a very hardworking girl, she will be studying and studying and that wad makes me got attracted to her. day by day, how i hope that i'm wif her but den my feelings for her gradually has gone each day. she find me irritating but i dun mind it at all but somehow, the feeling of liking her is gone. my friends started to link me and her together. at first, i was abit shy cos i still like her but soon, i got very pissed off by my friends as my feelings were gone.

not long later like few mths later. i've found out that i have feelings for another girl. again, its the girl's character who attracted me and i could see her almost everyday. i didnt tell the girl anything abt i liked her but this time, i told a friend as he suspected that i like that girl. although he never tell the girl anything, but somehow, my action has made everyone suspicious and started to ask me. my normal reaction is of cos say NO! and they seems like dun believe. soon, i found out that there's another guy like her too. i dun deny the fact that she's attractive and each time i saw her wif other guys, although i didnt say anything as she's not even my girlfriend, my mind will start to go wild and soon, i had a very close and "only" friend to keep me quiet and think. i dun like this friend of mine as whenever it come, i dun feel like talking to anyone and ignored each and everyone who talked to me. not long later, i found out more things which i shouldn't find out but i just act as if i dunno anything but my mind will start to go wild again which i can't help it. well, she made great changes in my life. for her, i'm willing to change to a better person.

well that the end of my story. hope ur like it.

i regretted ganging up wif them and play wif ur feelings. know you so long alrdy, wad's going on in ur mind u dun think i dunno. i seriously regretted doing this thing on ur birthday. although u treasure this short period. but i rather dun1 u to have this short period den seeing you suffering now. i really dun mind wad they say to me as long as u're free of trouble. seeing u suffering and as a friend, i couldn't do anything and this wad makes me feeling very guilty abt it. although ur mouth says u're blaming me for wad i have caused. but deep inside ur heart, u really dun mean it. i really dun1 to see u suffer, so anything u can go find him to seek advice as u know that he'll give advice to u and u'll be much better.