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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
12:53 AM
ohayo!! ^^ i'm back again wor!! so bored since ytd morning as e-learning days is ytd and today. so sian lor staying at home. i rather go back sch!!! T_T
i finally learn how to let go of it. i'm no longer bother abt it nor i'm thinking abt it. all i do was to forget and forgot. it takes me months to let go but just now, on my way to hougang mall mac that time. i've been thinking and at the same time i'm listening to one of my favourite song, anjing. i've been asking someone either i'm stupid or i'm fool. all that person told me was i dunno wad to tell u as u keep asking me this type of question which i cant ans. so, i have this conclusion. i feel that guys are so fool. knowing that its impossible alrdy and u're still clinging onto it so much. and i decided to let go. that person told me that this kind of thing is hard to let go but learning it is good too.
o well, crap so much and its really time for me to concentrate on my studies alrdy. although i said i finally can let go, but frankly speaking. i dunno whether i'm faking or i'm serious. not even the world noblest person can do this thing. even if i'm still cling on, i wont say or show it out as i know that i'm not good enough to suit u. u need a better guy or rather say, u need a guy whom have future. sound noble huh? actually, my heart hurts alot. (that was jus joking only. believe it or not is up to u ^^)
GCE "O" levels is coming and i can actually thinking abt this huh? wad a failure i am. upcoming exams. GCE "O" levels MT oral. i really need to learn how to speak chim chim chinese words alrdy if not GAME OVER for me liao. after GCE "O" levels MT oral is preparing for NDP'07 and prepare to face the reality for how i fared during 28th May 2007. if u asked me whether i've confident anot. i will tell u this, actually i dun have any confident at all. all my confident has been dashed and my hope is gone but my dream is still there and i cant fulfill my dream. sad case huh?
Lol. that all i'm going to post. its up to u to believe whether i'm speaking the truth anot (= Sayonara~ ^^