hey guys.. jus feel like blogging den after which, go slp and tml whole day mugging..

gotten back my prelims results and its even worst den my mid-year result. i'm quite sad and i actually cried when i was chanting on monday when i went to ica and study wif sk and jus now infront of ep (not directly infront of her duh~ dunno if she notice it anot even if she did, oso no big deal. its not as if she nv see guys cry b4 -.-ll). did some reflection as wad ky told me to. what have i done for this prelim when ppl is striving very hard? i'm actually playing com 2 days after ky taught me maths. plus, i didn't even put in effort in every piece of paper i do and i can actually laugh when i got back the results.

i really must thx stella for helping my bio from F9 to C6. although its not a big jump, but its because of her teaching and my "hardwork", i've gotten this result. this is not the end, i oso must plus my SCIENCE (PHYSIC) marks into my SCIENCE (BIOLOGY) den see whether i pass my science anot. but i expected it to fail alrdy. i'll work hard no matter wad it takes for me to get A1.

my combine humanities is even worst. days before the SS paper, ep told me that wad chapter will come out and i didn't even bother to memories it when its GIVING MARKS!!! can expect that she did quite well cos she's informed on wad topic came out. wadever it is, she did make the effort to memorise one chapter and do well in her SS (this applies to her GEOGRAPHY too). my history oso didn't even bother untill the day before i start to stuff everything into my mind. ZzZ

my MT oso the same thing. keep on playing computer jus before the day of MT examination and didn't even bother to study when ky asked me to study and i told him, "how to study for MT?" actually it can be study de lor. read more newspaper, watch chinese subtittle on the news on TV, ur MT can actually be improved.

my EL is even worst. didn't expect it to fail but it actually did. passed my paper1 and fail my paper2. i'm very ashame of myself. i dunno whether if ep's EL is very weak anot but i know this, all she did was put in effort in everything she does and she keeps on revising at home and whenever she's free.. wad did i do? all i did was to crap and crap or to play and play for the whole day and nv study.

i'm not suprise that my POA passed as i'm actually very good in POA. but the thing is, i deprove in POA compared to mid-yr and the same thing. played dota before the day of POA and i'm actually very naive to think that i'll at least a B3 or A2 for my poa cos the paper is very easy. i'm really very hopeless. now i realise that all i know was to play dota and maple and nothing else.

its time for me to mug alrdy. there aren't anymore time for me to waste anymore. here is my resolution+my results.

1) chant to gohonzon for at least 1/2hr per day
2) keep on revising on my work and no slacking at all
3) did as wad vanna & ky told me. (buy newspaper to improve my language)
4) prove to my classmates, schoolmates, teachers and friends that i will make it to JC.
5) many more which i lazy to type

L1R5: 41
L1R4: 32
EL: C6
MT: C6 (Os result)
E-maths: F9
SCIENCE (PHYSIC, BIOLOGY): D7
Combine Humanities (Social Studies, History): F9
Principle of Accounts (POA): B4

here is a quote from something which i read, "do not have doubt in gohonzon like telling yourself that you can't do it or it won't happened on me. everything on this earth is possible." that is why this yr NDP theme is CITY OF POSSIBLITY a.k.a POSSIBICITY.

guess i've to stop here and go to slp alrdy. its 12.51am and i'm still blogging. ZzZ tml will be a long day for me. hope that laurel will come to syc to teach me POA while i'm waiting for ky to come. Sayonara~

i dunno why i will start to argue wif you the moment we start talking. i care abt u cos i'm worried for you and thats it. i dunno whether you feel it anot but i'll let you know when everything's over..

guess that this will be my last post till the end of my examination which is on the 13th Nov (its my birthday wor!! sure get full marks de that paper!! =X)

guess there's alot things which i need to do during this 2mths.

1st : stop dota-ing, mapling (-.-ll quit long time ago le)
2nd : start to revise for my weak subject. e.g E-Maths, MT ect
3rd : find PROS (is kaiyang counted as one? LOL!! ^^) to teach me subject which i'm weak at
4th : stay at home or go out and study EVERYDAY!!
5th : need to think 1st =X

haha.. guess i've to say goodbye to ppl who come to my blog le. Jiayou for your coming end of year examination or GCE "O" or "N" levels wor!! (: Sayonara~ ):

it may last for a few more seconds, but for now, at least, i still can hear your voice ):

wow.. not bad wor, ytd's date wif ky (this is not kaiyang that i'm talking abt wor ^^)

met ky at interchange and i was late again. -.-ll den we took 145 down to bugis to buy something. reached bugis at abt 5.20pm and the sun is burning hot. both of us was like siam the sunlight while crapping and went to bugis street and start my hunting for wallet. search the wallet for like abt 2~3hrs and couldn't find it. ZzZ (wonder where ep bought her wallet from -.-ll)

ky and i were crapping while hunting for wallet. walked to this watch shop and stop by to see got any watch can buy anot den i saw this watch very nice but price ah. uh-hem. den i told ky whether to buy wallet or watch and start to crap & she ignored so, she went to the shop opposite and see earring. i walked to her and start to crap wif her again (everytime oso crap de leh me.. when will i ever stop crapping? NO TIME!! LOL!! ^^) its also expected that she ignored and cont to look at the earrings. so, i went outside look for any wallet which both of us didn't see it.

went back to that shop again den ky seems to look for me when i'm jus behind her. -.-ll she saw me and walked to me and said where am i? den i told her i'm behind u. LOL!! ^^ scrolled ard bugis and at the same time hunt for wallet and both ky and i went to buy ice-cream. i bought the ice-cream first den she seems like cant resist the yu huo and bought herself a ice-cream. (:

after eating ice-cream, we went to fu lu shou complex to seach for eugena's mom shop but couldn't find it. -.-ll after that we went back to bugis street and continue our wallet hunt. from sun is burning hot to sun has set, we haven found a single wallet shop so we walk to bugis junction to bugis street den to seiyu den to bugis street den to OG. in another words, we were walking fore and back. -.-ll

anyway, i've bought a watch which cost $10 which outside sold for $2x.xx ba. at abt 9.20pm, it was home sweet home. guess i've to stop here and go to syc le. sk is waiting me there i guess. hehe.. (: Sayonara~ ^^

happy moments pass very fast. you will always be in my heart. (:

歌曲：杀手
歌手：林俊杰
绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像作梦
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动
你不懂我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
music☆~~
心放松摇摆
身体直摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开
锁起来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱
全世界都不明白
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白
锁进来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱只有你明白
☆end☆~~

my favourite song for now!! (: must go and find this song and listen & ENJOY!! ^^

taken when we were at eugena's bdae chalet. laurel and i looked like hmm.. LOL!! ^^

felt so attitude ytd. wan to know the reason? i wont tell u wor... i'm sooooo -.-ll lor. haha..

i guess my prayer has finally answered.. or.. maybe not... i dunno yet.. i need to see how i react the next time when i come across this sitution.. i must not ... !! (:

Sayonara!!~

爱人爱到变态了 - 杀手

boohoo.. i'm actually kicking alive after sooooo much things had happened?? Lol. ^^

prelim officially started today. maths paper1 and social studies. guess wad? my plan of ton-ning on sat was been smashed by my parents. -.-ll o well, who cares anyway??

i must really thx ky for teaching me maths ytd although there is still many questions which i dunno how to do but all those question which he kept practicing wif me, i actually like somehow got it in my mind and i can str8 away do it w/o any thinking!! THANKS KY!! X)

social studies paper was totally crap. i didn't even wan to do the SEQ lor. jus hand in blank paper for SEQ but for SBQ i almost completed but due to my tiredness, i didn't complete it as i went sleeping. -.-ll

all right. that all for today if not ky is gotta kill me if i post any longer. Lol. ^^ Sayonara~ (: