hey guys.. jus feel like blogging den after which, go slp and tml whole day mugging..

gotten back my prelims results and its even worst den my mid-year result. i'm quite sad and i actually cried when i was chanting on monday when i went to ica and study wif sk and jus now infront of ep (not directly infront of her duh~ dunno if she notice it anot even if she did, oso no big deal. its not as if she nv see guys cry b4 -.-ll). did some reflection as wad ky told me to. what have i done for this prelim when ppl is striving very hard? i'm actually playing com 2 days after ky taught me maths. plus, i didn't even put in effort in every piece of paper i do and i can actually laugh when i got back the results.

i really must thx stella for helping my bio from F9 to C6. although its not a big jump, but its because of her teaching and my "hardwork", i've gotten this result. this is not the end, i oso must plus my SCIENCE (PHYSIC) marks into my SCIENCE (BIOLOGY) den see whether i pass my science anot. but i expected it to fail alrdy. i'll work hard no matter wad it takes for me to get A1.

my combine humanities is even worst. days before the SS paper, ep told me that wad chapter will come out and i didn't even bother to memories it when its GIVING MARKS!!! can expect that she did quite well cos she's informed on wad topic came out. wadever it is, she did make the effort to memorise one chapter and do well in her SS (this applies to her GEOGRAPHY too). my history oso didn't even bother untill the day before i start to stuff everything into my mind. ZzZ

my MT oso the same thing. keep on playing computer jus before the day of MT examination and didn't even bother to study when ky asked me to study and i told him, "how to study for MT?" actually it can be study de lor. read more newspaper, watch chinese subtittle on the news on TV, ur MT can actually be improved.

my EL is even worst. didn't expect it to fail but it actually did. passed my paper1 and fail my paper2. i'm very ashame of myself. i dunno whether if ep's EL is very weak anot but i know this, all she did was put in effort in everything she does and she keeps on revising at home and whenever she's free.. wad did i do? all i did was to crap and crap or to play and play for the whole day and nv study.

i'm not suprise that my POA passed as i'm actually very good in POA. but the thing is, i deprove in POA compared to mid-yr and the same thing. played dota before the day of POA and i'm actually very naive to think that i'll at least a B3 or A2 for my poa cos the paper is very easy. i'm really very hopeless. now i realise that all i know was to play dota and maple and nothing else.

its time for me to mug alrdy. there aren't anymore time for me to waste anymore. here is my resolution+my results.

1) chant to gohonzon for at least 1/2hr per day
2) keep on revising on my work and no slacking at all
3) did as wad vanna & ky told me. (buy newspaper to improve my language)
4) prove to my classmates, schoolmates, teachers and friends that i will make it to JC.
5) many more which i lazy to type

L1R5: 41
L1R4: 32
EL: C6
MT: C6 (Os result)
E-maths: F9
SCIENCE (PHYSIC, BIOLOGY): D7
Combine Humanities (Social Studies, History): F9
Principle of Accounts (POA): B4

here is a quote from something which i read, "do not have doubt in gohonzon like telling yourself that you can't do it or it won't happened on me. everything on this earth is possible." that is why this yr NDP theme is CITY OF POSSIBLITY a.k.a POSSIBICITY.

guess i've to stop here and go to slp alrdy. its 12.51am and i'm still blogging. ZzZ tml will be a long day for me. hope that laurel will come to syc to teach me POA while i'm waiting for ky to come. Sayonara~

i dunno why i will start to argue wif you the moment we start talking. i care abt u cos i'm worried for you and thats it. i dunno whether you feel it anot but i'll let you know when everything's over..