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Monday, December 17, 2007
10:44 AM
feeling to post this.):
i felt that somebody is looking down on me.. i wont say who that person is and he/she is like thinking that i get R5 41 and i wont go to JC. but nothing can really defeat the power of daimoku if you sincerely pray for it. he/she also said that his/her result can even go to AJC and just that his/her Os result can make him/her go only. i know that i shldn't be bothering abt this cos it's just like i need to take critism from ppl before i can fully become a better person but it just that what he/her bring out himself/herself is too like make me feel that i'm inferior. no doubt that i'll be chanting everyday and i feel that my hollow (temper) inside myself is gotta control me. gotta subdue it if not i'm done for if continue at this rate.
had a dream. i dreamt of someone.. i kept talking to him and what i remember was he didn't answer everything which i told him. i was feeling very weird and keep walking towards a field if him. den when we reach the field, it somehow like having NDP training at my school or other school and i saw one of my ex-collegue. why do i have this memory it's because this person whom i dreamt of is someone very important. hais.. can anyone tell me what this dream means? why suddenly i will dream of talking to him? E-N-L-I-G-H-T-E-N M-E!