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[Jerry]
[13'Nov'90]
[18 years old]
[Deyi]
[FD // Flint3]
[Dynamo // Chingay'07]
[Soldier Crab // Chingay'08]

[Ngee Ann Poly]
[NPSD]
[Engineering Common Program]
[Electrical Engineering]

love/hate

[Dynamo]
[100plus; coke]
[anime: bleach]
[basketball; swimming; soccer]
[study]
[nagging =X]
[focusing on something]

My Dreams & WANTS!!

[Electrical Engineering]
[NP; NUS; Soka U]
[new bag; N73]
[Singapore Kosen-rufu]
[World Peace]

Quotes (:

"Though one might point at the earth and miss it, though one might bind up the sky, though the tides might cease to ebb and flow and the sun rise in the west, it could never come about that the prayers of the practitioner of the Lotus Sutra will go unanswered."
(WND, 345)


"I am praying that, no matter how troubled the times may become, the Lotus Sutra and the ten demon daughters will protect all of you, praying as earnestly as though to produce fire from damp wood, or to obtain water from parched ground"
(WND, 444)


"You can say sincerity and integrity all you want, but unless your action match your words, it's pointless."
- Josei Toda


"When you become confused, it's is always advisable to return to where you started and try to be as simple as possible. You will then be able to see the heart of the issue with unexpected clarity." - Josei Toda

"This lifetime will never come again; it is precious and irreplaceable. To live without regret, it is crucial for us to have a concrete purpose and continually set goals and challenges for ourselves. It is equally important that we keep moving toward specific targets steadily and tenaciously, one step at a time." - Daisaku Ikeda

"Buddhism teaches that earthly desires lead to enlightenment. Though we may experience problems in life, through the power of the Mystic Law we can use them as the fuel to ignite the "fire of wisdom" and transform our sufferings into enlightenment. This is key teaching of Buddhism."
- Daisaku Ikeda

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
11:24 PM

took with SUJ students after chingay at heartland (TPY)

Amane Misa!! forever so chio!! woooo~ watched L change the world.. it's not very nice i can say even though i'm one of L's fan.. LOL!! but that girl in L change the world is chio de lor.. XP

Friday
nicholas birthday.. went to ica and chant and meet kenneth at TM mac at 7plus.. changed venue machiam like change clothes.. making him very flare up. hais.. went to mini toons and buy birthday present for nicholas. kenneth said it's a waste of money buying it for him and still got somemore. went down nicholas hse taking bus 22. on the way there, psycho kenneth with my buddhism talk and learn quite alot of things abt his school from him and stuffs from him den after that played my PSP till we reached nicholas hse.
alighted after we see the G.G blah blah Pte Ltd. it's a shop that sells plant and i seems to be lost even though i went to nicholas' hse once.. walked, walked, walked and we found his apartment and went in. saw not many ppl but familar faces like ky, mk, jh, ben, nicholas rao and 4 YWDs. eat stuffs that nicholas' mum has prepared and it's very delicious!(: judy called and went out to bring her in. run out fearing that she might have reached den when i reached, saw nobody there. scared that she alight at the wrong bus stop but suddenly i saw someone running down the stairs and it was JUDY! Lol. smart girl huh~ didnt alight at the wrong bus stop! =P went in and she's really very shy of walking into the hse.. -.-ll

managed to pull her in FINALLY and she's very shy when she know ben, kenneth and ky. she was like dun dare to talk to anyone there so i have no choice but to entertain her as i call her go de ma and she was been disturbed by me all the time cos she wanted to play with nicholas' dog but was been ignored and therefore having the reason to di-siao her.. WUAHAHAHA XP cut cake and took photo.. cake was delicious i can say and was there watching TV till 1.45am den leave with judy.. reached home at 2plus and was "dead" on the bed after bathing..

Satuday
went to TBSC very late as i was at home watching TV till 3plus. took cab down to TBSC and it cost me $13.60!! ZzZ changed and had my make-up on. went up to rainbow hall and chant and time to leave TBSC. went to bishan CC and had our dinner.. had 2 packets of rice and it's time to wear armour and board the FLOAT!(:

after wearing the amour, so many ppl wanna take photo with me machiam like i'm superstar and i like the feeling!! HAHAHA the float itself is really very stuffy. my back was sweating like raining like that and endured the whole thing for like 2hour plus.. finally reached tpy and went down the float. this time round even got more ppl wan to take photo with me.. -.-ll saw Mr Wilson Lee there and took photo with his daughter.. not bad huh? cant even recogised me. Lol..

after everything, went to the carpark and took out my armour.. the feeling is shiok! really very uncomfortable wearing the armour.. hais.. Lol.. went to the main area and play and took some photo.. saw SUJ students along with Sikang's district ppl and took photo with them.. went home and was "dead" on bed again.

Sunday
had the same routine as saturday and planned to go morning gongyo but "dead" on bed den planned to go ASD institution meeting but "dead" again on bed.. went to TBSC earlier this time as i dun wan to waste $13.60 again for the taxi fare again.. reached and had my make-up on.. received msg from stella saying that i appeared on TV for 5 full seconds. LOL!! i'm famous alr.. WOOO~
went down to woodlands and had our dinner.. on the way there, played concentration game and was very careless kept losing.. hais.. eaten dinner and wear amour.. got ppl took photo with me again.. hais.. crab is really that popular among sea creatures. =.- saw jeff, mike, kent, guoxiong, chao xiong, kwang meng and 2 YMDs not from crab come and support. this time round, float wasnt very stuffy as the girls on the float go spoilt the net. meilun, yue ying and mao kai was on the float and their "service" is very good.. Lol

reached yishun at 10plus and went to eat with them at mac. missed the last bus and fortunately my dad came and fetch me and no need to waste money to take cab home.. LOL

Monday
went to ICA chant and slack at yh's hse all the way till 12plus.

Tuesday
slept at 4am this morning and wake up 9.30am. went to suntec for the dunno wad job's briefing and all i know is that it's career talk and it's start from Thursday~Sunday, 11am-8pm. so anyone is free to go down, come down and support! it's at convertion hall 600plus.. went to TBSC and chant from 2plus till 5plus. dun think i so chiong but i jus chant for 1hr plus cos sleeping outside the chanting rm from 2plus to 3plus.. LOL!!
went to watch L changed the world with ben and it's not very nice i can say.. home sweet home after that..
need to go alr and bath so Sayonara~ ^^




Friday, February 22, 2008
2:33 PM

The Little Prince and my valentine present(:
took during prom night.. i looked -.-ll
wooh~ so fun man ytd's duty at SYC ^^ learnt quite alot of things from min wei, simon and the other guy whose name i dunno -.-ll
it's been a week since chingay ended.. ppl might think that i dun missed neither chingay nor my soldier crabs comrades cos i didnt post anything abt chingay nor them so i gotta post it right now! pity is i didnt bring my camera like last year and take pictures but i sure do take lots and lots of pic on the actual day and it's in other ppl's camera!!(:

Chingay Preview, 15th Feb
wake up quite early today. was thinking of not going to TBSC early as i'm really very tired as i slept very late ytd.. -.- went down at 2plus and reached TBSC at 3plus.. my make-up is really very rush and wasn't do very nicely like my other group mates but at least the make-up aunties efforts are there and i appreciate it.(: didnt chant alot cos wasnt in the mood and i know, i know, chanting is for my own good and really cant focus. oso dunno wad happened.. hais..
went down to city hall. on the way there, my group-mates is really really really really really very noisy and keep doing cheer all the way.. dunno how they can be so enthu.. LOL!! so do cheer all the way down with them lor.. reached city hall and had our dinner, dunno where's the place where we had our dinner at first den moved to the place where we BLOCK the pavement and somemore toilet is jus beside only.. my groupmates and other group kept complaining and finally they stopped and continue eating.. dunno why they like to complain so much too..
after eating had my make-up been touch up. all gone as my itchy hand go snatch it and make it all gone.. LOL after touch up on my make-up wait for the time to perform to come.. finally after long "hours" of waiting, the GOH, PM Lee came and performance started.. didnt perform the full 7 stages and we ONLY perform 2 STAGES.. pity those who go on the preview as the PA arshal said it's preview den dun need to perform so much. -.-ll jus wave to the audience and interact with them. quite fun though and didnt had the fun enough and the preview ended like this. went to eat at MAC and home sweet home with my inner wear still on my body.. !!~LOL~!!
Chingay Parade of Dreams 2008, 16th Feb
went to TBSC quite early today as i feel very guilty of reaching TBSC very late ytd. earlier in the morning, i was very flare up alr cos of her den i reached TBSC and complain to him.. he everytime like that de, keep protecting her and i really very pissed of and i walked out of TBSC and dun intend to come back anymore. dunno wad happen and when i think abt it, i realise that i'm in the wrong and alight at dhoby ghaut and saw ky and we wait for junhao.
reach harbourfront and buy our lunch. supposely i shld be happily chanting and wait for the delivery girl to come but in the end, i dun have the good fortune to enjoy this. !!~LOL~!! had my lunch and went to change. change alr have my make-up done and chant. procedure same as ytd and we set off to city hall at 4plus.
same as yesterday, my groupmates is very noisy and i heck care and sleep on the bus. very fast and we reached city hall and had our dinner. touch up on the make up and wear our armour and waited for time to come. dunno why suddenly feel very emo and dun wan to listen to trainer's instruction. when kwang meng told me to on my hear gear's light and i refuse.. when benjamin asked to listen and on, i refused also and performance started..
dunno whether i'm ok not.. wasn't affected by my emo-ness during performance and i can actually smile and enjoy the performace.. perform all the 7 stages this time round and had a fun time interacting with the audience(: after the whole thing went to eat with my groupmates and had a fun time talking to ghim seng whom came to meet me and interview me(: check out the next few issues of SSA Times and stella and i will be inside!! ^^
went to the post chingay celebration at city hall and it's damn boring.. thanks to nicholas and i'm able to get in.. went to nicholas hse and stay overnight as no bus anymore.. chingay at heartland for me is on saturday, 23th and sunday, 24th. so ppl, go support us at bishan and TPY on saturday and sembanwang on sunday!!(:
got to go and chant at ICA and later on had to go down to nicholas's hse for his birthday party!(: Sayonara~ ^^




2:23 PM

歌曲:周大侠
演唱: 周杰伦 杜国璋
我一脚踢飞
一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
我一拳打飞一幕幕的回忆散在月光
一截老老的老姜
一段旧旧的旧时光
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象
我说啊屏风就该遮冰霜
屋檐就该挡月光
江湖就该开扇窗
平剧就该耍花枪
扎下马步我不摇晃
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装
我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐

我稍微伸展拳脚
你就滚到边疆
回旋踢太用力
画面就变的很荒凉
落花配对配夕阳
翻山越岭渡过江
我清一清嗓
清一清嗓唱起秦腔
飞天飞敦煌北方北大荒
谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望
啊这什么地方这什么状况
啦啦啦啦闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀

我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功
夫功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗
袍免得你说我吃你豆腐

is this kung-fu dunk theme song? quite a nice song so make sure go and listen wor!! ^^




Wednesday, February 20, 2008
1:49 PM

chingay just ended with a poof!! yay!! NO MORE chingay on wednesday and sunday anymore.. T.T i missed my comrades soldier crabs!!

Monday
didnt went out. dunno why also, den at 6plus i suddenly remember my assistance chapter chief, raymond is home-visiting me and called him to confirm. indeed, it's today that he home-visit me.. heng ah.. go out die liao.. =S

raymond is very strict when talking to me. when i tell him that i wanna get GPA 4pts for my poly, he asked me how much i aimed for my Os and i told him L1R5 12 and i got L1R4 24. i told him why i couldnt get it and he told me that whatever i said is all crap. he said, "you couldnt get 12pts as u wanted means u lose the battle and u lose means u lose, no excuses and all the "reasons" that u said are all rational and excuses that u are trying to make urself feel better." when i heard wad he said, i was quite shock as i had nv heard this kind of encouragments before.

he then continue saying, "one must admit defeat in order to win in the next battle, if one dun admit defeat, one cant obtain victory in the subsequence battle. now, you know that u lose the battle, you must oso know why u lose so that u wont repeat the same mistake in future." after that talk abt it and realised why i lose the battle. it's because of my prayers and my attitude when going to gakkai activities):

P.S. so those ppl who didnt get wadever you wanted, dun give urself all kinds of excuses to make urself feeling better, u lose means u lose. admit defeat and see where go wrong and dun make the same mistake again and you will obtain victory in the next battle!(:

Tuesday
didnt bother to wake up early to check my JAE results as i slept at 6am!! ZzZ was been waked up by my mother and was told to check my handphone. i was been posted to Engineering Common Programme (ECP) in Ngee Ann Poly (NP) and was very happy that i won this battle(: seems like raymond didnt make an waste trip yesterday. !!~LOL~!! i will definately win each and every battle in NP! GOGOGOGOGO!! after that went to clementi to meet benjamin. accompany him to buy PSP and was very f up with my memory stick after talking to the shop owner of the PSP shop. my memory stick is A FAKE STICK!! and oso my LOGITECH casing is also a FAKE CASE! walao.. spend so much money on it and i bought a fake thing. lucky is my PSP is not a fake one. -.-ll

after buying PSP, went over jurong east planning to watch "L changed the world" but it seems that shaw house dun have sneak preview.. den went to arcade to play awhile.. after playing went to eat and went to kovan after that. while ben and i was waiting for train at jurong east, the train towards marina bay had arrived and the "TV" shows 6mins left for next train. den i thought it was 6mins left for this train at jurong east to leave and my train towards Pasir Ris was left 2mins den i board the train towards marina bay with benjamin jus to talk to him awhile more. suddenly, i saw alot ppl is gathering as if train is coming and so, i walked train. so heng of me walking out of the train as the train towards marina bay closed 30sec after i walked out of the train.. LOL!! imagine if i was on that train, i'll have to go down to dhoby ghaut den to kovan and that is VERY far!!

bought a cake for derrick's belated bdae celebration and waited for him till 12plus. before that went to yh's hse and play. had a talked with his sister and find that his younger sister is no bad looking wad but derrick kept saying she very -.-ll maybe this is wad we call nu da 18 bian? find that his sister is quite good looking and ... LOL!!! ^^

slept at 6am this morning and still haven do my morning gongyo. so have to go already! Sayonara~ ^^




Tuesday, February 12, 2008
12:50 AM

one more post before i'm totally knock out..

went to TSC to chant.. on my way to the kopi-tiam (as usual), i'm thinking of whether i'll meet guang ming or melvin anot and guess wad?? I SAW MELVIN AT THE KOPI-TIAM THERE!! AHHHH!! Lol. continuous 2 weeks saw him at the same kopi-tiam. sat down and ate dinner with melvin, minJ, elvin, and linel. went to TPSD's daimoku-kai and ever since i taken by my Os results, today is the 1st time i'm chanting so happily.. melvin said his testimonial!! so touched and inspiring..

sang chun1 xia4 qiu2 dong1 and it's everytime this song de lor.. now is chinese new year so must sing the new year song written by GD ma.. aiyo.. Lol.. everyone was very high when melvin and linel is saying testimonial.. went down and celebrate one of the student's birthday in TPSD. cant give him birthday bash cos he's birthday is two days ago and if want to give is twice. better not create bad karma by giving him birthday bash.. hee.. =P

time to go sleep already if not tml will drag myself to work again like today.. Sayonara~ ^^
physically tired but mentally energetic!(:




Monday, February 11, 2008
1:27 PM

woohoo~ collecting hong bao till my hand sour already. i'm very reluctant to collect hong bao from ppl leh.. -.-ll

learn a new cheer from benben ytd and this is how it goes!! :
Fight like a champion, FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
Score like a champion, SCORE SCORE SCORE
Fight like a champion, Score like a champion
All the rest can go fly kite!
Fly kite fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite
Later kena lighting strike..
Ne ne boo boo..
You cannot catch me.. Bleh

quite a funny and cute cheer(:

had so much fun ytd when go visiting catherine, kaiyang, meilun, ghee han and sikang's house. kai yang is sooo cute! bu4 kui2 shi4 ghee han's son.(: kaiyang's mom fed us soo much, buy sooo many things for the steamboat and i'm very full. ahh..(: meilun's hse quite usual la. didn't get to see which thing did minxue broke.. HAHAHA sikang's mom is forever so ke4 qi4 one leh.. fed me again with chicken and i'm super duper full.. -.-ll

reached home at 9.37pm and drag till 12.30am den fall asleep.. tonight gotta go TSC and chant for 2hrs already as i've finally set my new prayers. not gotta run away from anything anymore. feeling so frustrated is cos not enough daimoku therefore wadever ppl says or does, i cant take it and tend to quarrel with them.. enough is enough! chingay dmk is thursday and i MIGHT be saying testimonial.. so must come support wor if i'm saying..(:

guess like i've to go if not i'll be dead as in office now~ Sayonara~ ^^

"There is no impasse in Buddhism. Nothing can compare to the power of daimoku. By chanting daimoku, we can move everything in the best possible direction, change everything into joy." - Daisaku Ikeda




Sunday, February 10, 2008
3:17 AM

watched kong fu dunk the second time ytd. though it's the second time i watch, but i still find it very nice. (: can anyone help me find that theme song and send it to me??

went to ICA on friday. sit back the seat which i sat last year. lots of memories came back when i sit there. the memories which made me laugh, sad, cry and etc.. so fast one year had passed already and i saw stella at ICA. in my mind, there is one thing i'm thinking that is, who am i going to make this year a meaningful and joyful one and there is one answer to it and that answer is, CHANT, CHANT, CHANT.(: saw stella and jianli there and went off to my grandma's hse with my parents.

grandma there also nothing special, all my cousins had become stranger to me already. i had no longer had commom topic to share as all they do was to gamble and that was what i dun like to do so. saw my jiujiu's elderest daughter and talked to her about buddhism and she seems like feeling very bored but my jiu mu kept asking me to talk to her daughter as to encourage her for her coming up PSLE examination. Welcome to Future Divison next year! =D

went off to shiqiang's hse after having dinner. take 854 to his hse and reached there about 8.55pm. when i reached there, his family members, his collegues, father's friends, brothers' friends and many more are there. walked in and saw them gambling. due to my unresistable temptation, i gambled and I LOST $34 dollars. i had a time when i win money but it's my fault cos jackson said that i'll be spoiling their mood if i back out now and ppl will say i'm sore loser. so "no choice" and played back and lose $34 dollars. T.T went home at 5plus and thx to shiqiang's jiujiu's cab and i'm able to reached home safely! Thanks!(:

i think i got to go sleep already. if not tml either i'll have deeper panda's eye or sleep when chanting at ICA. Sayonara~ ^^




Thursday, February 7, 2008
1:07 PM

Happy Chinese New Year!

morning sun~ shining bright~
lots of work to get doneEEEE~




Wednesday, February 6, 2008
4:13 PM

engpeng opened this shop?? >.<
did i post this picture before? dunno anyway, rumours flying around saying that we are couples. am i suppose to be happy?

wooo~ reunion dinner tonight and i got my pay today!(:

played dota the whole night and i'm very tired now. dunno wad to do also. play dota ye3 bu1 shi4, play maple ye3 bu1 shi4, type testi ye3 bu1 shi4. zhong3 er2 yan2 zhi1 dunno wad to do that's it le la. Lol.

haven not been sleeping in office for the past 3 days, maybe i can handle office work, but those ask me type de = no thanks cos will tend to fall asleep. also, these few days have been browsing through maple forum to check out things to buy like blue wg (myself) and hino fan (yh). work place there still ok la.. everyday almost doing the same thing is abit sian but for the sake of the money (even though i'm not money face) jus continue working if not at home i also dunno wad to do.

yesterday very waste my time leh.. at 4plus, stefanie asked me to find the invoices for these two companies, Texas Instruments (TI) and Semiconductor ON (semi ON). she told me to look for TI and semi ON and after that key in as the hong kong company needs it by tml (which is today) morning and it is very urgent. having no idea wad is TI and semi ON, i just looked for it. i stood up and look for these two invoices and i am tired of standing and sit on the table. carol saw me and walked towards me and said, "hey, do u know that these two invoices are very urgent?"

"i know.."

"ok. that's good"

den in my heart i was thinking, "if i don't know that it's not urgent, den u think i will even bother to stand up and look for it? i will take my own sweet time chatting in MSN and browsing through forum already."

after looking for everything, den i walked towards stefanie saying this to her, "er stepfanie, i can't find the two companies that u are looking for?"

"den you all finished key in le meh?"

"i don't know. perhaps."

carol heard wad our conversation and interupted by saying, "didn't i saw u holding Texas invoice?"

"huh? so you mean TI is actually Texas ?!"

"ya. and semi ON is SEMICONDUCTOR" was stefanie's reply

so i continue finding invoices and i saw this company call, FAIRCHILD SEMICONDUCTOR so i walked over to stefanie and asked, "is FAIRCHILD SEMICONDUCTOR the invoices that you are looking for?"

carol again overheard our conversation and say, "FAIRCHILD SEMICONDUCTOR and SEMICONDUCTOR is two different company. SEMICONDUCTOR is actually SEMICONDUCTOR ON and it looks like this." and she showed me the invoice of semi ON.

"i cant find it at all.. the only invoice that i found is TEXAS INSTRUMENT"

"ok then, u and her key in TEXAS invoice lor" was carol's reply.

and so, the temp girl and i spilt up the job and finish up the invoice and luckily we are able to finish these morning.(:

after work, went to TSC and chant and feeling soooo hungry, walked over to the coffee shop and wanted to tao bao something to eat. in my heart, i was thinking whether i will be like on monday saw someone who i know den after that sit down and eat, and so conincidently, i saw teck kiang and i dunno wad name he called.. all i know is he's from A2 during NDP. so nice of teck kiang to treat me eat dinner. Thx! ^^ after that teck kiang drove us to TSC and i chant till 8.45pm after which went to TM with my sister to buy new year stuffs. scammed her $63.90 on 2 clothes and one shoe.. WUAHAHAHA!! home sweet home after that.(:

time for me to go! Sayonara~ ^^




Tuesday, February 5, 2008
12:37 AM

woohoo~ 1 day more to reunion dinner le.. yay!!(:

had a talk with ky ytd. i think it's time for me to change for you, her and my little "prince"(:

nothing much to blog but was very proud of myself today cos i didnt sleep in office today! except for going toilet due to stomachache.. oops.. =X

dunno what to blog anymore.. really very tired.. *yawn*
goodnight(:




Saturday, February 2, 2008
9:42 AM

having the same rountine for the whole week is really very boring and i have been bothered by this question which i had asked myself, each and everyday. i owned her too much already, and i don't think that i'll be able to atone my mistake for this life-time and what shld i do? can anyone tell me?

you are a nice girl, but i hurt your heart. i really don't know what i can do to appease you but i'll continue to try my best to prove to you that i'm still worthy to be your friend. i really can't stop thinking of that night which i talked to you. it's really my fault and sorry my friend and i know no words can atone my mistake and the only thing is using my action to show that i'm sorry.

"to forget a friend is sad. not every one had a friend. and if i forget him, i may become like the grown-ups who are no longer interested in anything but figures." - The little prince