chingay just ended with a poof!! yay!! NO MORE chingay on wednesday and sunday anymore.. T.T i missed my comrades soldier crabs!!

Monday
didnt went out. dunno why also, den at 6plus i suddenly remember my assistance chapter chief, raymond is home-visiting me and called him to confirm. indeed, it's today that he home-visit me.. heng ah.. go out die liao.. =S

raymond is very strict when talking to me. when i tell him that i wanna get GPA 4pts for my poly, he asked me how much i aimed for my Os and i told him L1R5 12 and i got L1R4 24. i told him why i couldnt get it and he told me that whatever i said is all crap. he said, "you couldnt get 12pts as u wanted means u lose the battle and u lose means u lose, no excuses and all the "reasons" that u said are all rational and excuses that u are trying to make urself feel better." when i heard wad he said, i was quite shock as i had nv heard this kind of encouragments before.

he then continue saying, "one must admit defeat in order to win in the next battle, if one dun admit defeat, one cant obtain victory in the subsequence battle. now, you know that u lose the battle, you must oso know why u lose so that u wont repeat the same mistake in future." after that talk abt it and realised why i lose the battle. it's because of my prayers and my attitude when going to gakkai activities):

P.S. so those ppl who didnt get wadever you wanted, dun give urself all kinds of excuses to make urself feeling better, u lose means u lose. admit defeat and see where go wrong and dun make the same mistake again and you will obtain victory in the next battle!(:

Tuesday
didnt bother to wake up early to check my JAE results as i slept at 6am!! ZzZ was been waked up by my mother and was told to check my handphone. i was been posted to Engineering Common Programme (ECP) in Ngee Ann Poly (NP) and was very happy that i won this battle(: seems like raymond didnt make an waste trip yesterday. !!~LOL~!! i will definately win each and every battle in NP! GOGOGOGOGO!! after that went to clementi to meet benjamin. accompany him to buy PSP and was very f up with my memory stick after talking to the shop owner of the PSP shop. my memory stick is A FAKE STICK!! and oso my LOGITECH casing is also a FAKE CASE! walao.. spend so much money on it and i bought a fake thing. lucky is my PSP is not a fake one. -.-ll

after buying PSP, went over jurong east planning to watch "L changed the world" but it seems that shaw house dun have sneak preview.. den went to arcade to play awhile.. after playing went to eat and went to kovan after that. while ben and i was waiting for train at jurong east, the train towards marina bay had arrived and the "TV" shows 6mins left for next train. den i thought it was 6mins left for this train at jurong east to leave and my train towards Pasir Ris was left 2mins den i board the train towards marina bay with benjamin jus to talk to him awhile more. suddenly, i saw alot ppl is gathering as if train is coming and so, i walked train. so heng of me walking out of the train as the train towards marina bay closed 30sec after i walked out of the train.. LOL!! imagine if i was on that train, i'll have to go down to dhoby ghaut den to kovan and that is VERY far!!

bought a cake for derrick's belated bdae celebration and waited for him till 12plus. before that went to yh's hse and play. had a talked with his sister and find that his younger sister is no bad looking wad but derrick kept saying she very -.-ll maybe this is wad we call nu da 18 bian? find that his sister is quite good looking and ... LOL!!! ^^

slept at 6am this morning and still haven do my morning gongyo. so have to go already! Sayonara~ ^^