hee.. coming to blog when i'm in school now.. wuahahaha!! =D

Sunday
didnt go for mg cos was very tired. wake up at 6.45am and my mother told me not to go. went over to meet them over at the same old coffee shop. went back to ICA and do my hw till 12.30pm and went to ep's zandankai. meet her on bus and was late for dmk session.

went to sk hse after ep's zandankai and asked him questions abt electrical engineering.. crapped so much but did studied quite alot. not bad. did eg again cos didnt really do it at zandankai. went home after that.

on my way home, call hw girl and talked to her for 36mins. =X this month's bill gotta be so ex till my mother starts to nag me liao. =/ dun have the wisdom to call her using my house phone when i reached home. haiz.. SAVED ME!! )'=

Monday
school was normal and i dun wish to go to school. not that i dun1 to study but it's like i dun wan to see my classmates. lecturers was better den last week(: the power of dmk is really unimaginable.

went to TBSC for RHQ 3 cum FD-Coaching dmk. ky, alvin and me went for the dmk only while laurel was late due to sch end late. discussed things till very late and slept very late. ZzZ

my feelings was like been cheated. cheat my vulverable feelings. =X well, no comments since she likes to help me cleanse some of my karma den let her be lor. =P

finally a weekend for me and i couldnt rest at all cos gakkai activities is packed for this 2days.

i really dunno whether i'm feeling stress anot as i dun feel that i really work till i cant breathe at all. all i have is a very strange feeling. plus, i think that my classmates and my cliques dun like me. reasons i really dunno why. everytime i say something, they will jus ignore me or jus shoot me back and i will have to change to another person and looks like very gum with them.

thought that going back to gakkai and can be myself again but it doesnt seems like the case. for example, just now when i'm complaining to zijing they all abt my lecturers and they are like encouraging me. i really appreciated that and i will engrave each and every word in my heart but encouragements is not wad i need, listening ears is wad i want. when jus now on the train after North-South line ppl has alighted, hysen, huixian, hysen's sister and another YWD was on the train. the feeling that i've is, i've no friends at all. they talk as if like i'm transparent, ignoring each and every word that i said. regardless is in school or gakkai, i feel that i dont have any friends. ): but at least i still have the gohonzon which will be forever with me. (:

hw to be done by monday and no matter what, i must struggle through this. i'm neither going to retreat nor i'm going to be defeated. but i'm really very tried. *DEAD*

i'm dead beat man. tml gotta have Sports and Wellness (SW) which is swimming in the morning. OMG!!

been to gakkai activities these few days and this whole week i'm been booked for gakkai activities man. my agenda for the week is as follow:
Monday: NDP dmk
Tuesday: got wushu but in the end nv go and went down to eugena's grandmother wake
Wednesday (which is today): went down to the wake again
Thursday: NPSD dmk at senja
Friday: Fri Ren cum FD-Coaching class
Saturday: CIC training (SYC), Interpretor Course (TBSC) both in afternoon and NDP training
Sunday: Morning gongyo and maybe to ep's zandankai

This whole week i cant even rest and do my homework man. i gotta be dead soon if i cont like this dun have enough rest and cant catch a ball of what my lecturer and tuitor is teaching. plus jus now i have imagine a very funny thing which is sooo ridcious that i think i'm crazy.

gotta sleep soon after my hair dry.. or shld i dun care and sleep now? i really dunno. =.-

in school now and i'm like, blogging now? O.o

finished project and now my groupmates are like change everything that i've done and i was like -.-ll if i knew this would happened, i wont even do it at all. Nvm. for the sake of my marks, tolerate ba. my attitude towards this project is not that good also so i cant blame them either.

GOOD NEWS!! Eugene has agreed to join NDP and here i go to have one more person to accompany yh and derrick already!(: btw, ytd is gene's bdae. Happy Birthday!! ^^

wow. i'm like multi-tasking now. but gotta be dead soon. 8am class tml and 5.45am must wake up and i'm still blogging and project have not been sent to groupmate. -.-ll

maths homework to be done by tml and i'm like haven even done it. GOSH! gotta do it before maths lesson tml.

Goodnight! ^^

by right, i should be in school now, by left, i'm at home cos i'm SICKED!! BOO!! =.-

been seeing alot AJC students around harbourfront area, bus and lot more to list. wonder if they are really that free to go around these areas to walk around, shopping instead of staying at home and study. heard from ep saying that AJC students recess time go to lib and mug but wad i saw issn't the case. perhaps those ppl i met are J1s and they are in honeymoon period ba.. O.o

i dunno wad happened to me these few days. been seeing other ppl as you when i'm on train, bus and even in SCHOOL when you are not in the same school as me but it seems like i've been seeing you everywhere. something must be wrong with either my eyes or i'm missing you too much. =.= somemore i think i had said something wrong to you which had made you angry again. OMG!! -.-ll

these few days school have been ok but just that i cant get used to poly life as lesson sometimes end as early as 12noon and sometimes end as late as 5pm. ZzZ but i've no choice, cant get to use to it oso must get use to it cos next time uni life is oso like this. well, today is wushu first training and i couldnt attend cos got FD-Coaching at night even if i go to school today. seems like i have to go on tuesday. gotta buy track pants alr. ZzZ

there is this SW program in NP which is like PE and there is various sports that we can choose. there are tennis, basketball, volleyball, swimming, flag soccer and many more and guess wad? i chose swimming and now i have to buy goggles and swimming trunk for the swimming lessons. Nvm. it's my interest to swim and i guess it's been years that i've xia shui le. LOL!! i forgotten last yr went to rion's hse and i swam with engpeng, eugena, rion's younger sis and bro and javier(:

homework and project to be completed by monday and wednesday. guess i wont have time to FOOL around. Functions to learn from ky and lots of things to do. ZzZ

BOO!! Camp PIAK II so fast ended and school reopened!(: Love it man!! Challenges!! Excitement!!! :D

lazy to update the whole thing for Camp PIAK II. well PIAK stands for Pokey, I-Seh, Aizai, King Kong and i'm in clan KING KONG(:

ytd 1st day of school was quite ok.. talks from advisor and lecturers. class is quite small and not like Secondary School where 40 students study together. NP is quite big so walking to one place to one place consume time which i hate it alot cos making me sweating. ZzZ

went to Deyi Alumni Chapter welcome tea after school and saw quite a few deyians from my batch and oso from ep's batch.. i'm gotta join DAC man!! HAHAHAHAHA

almost late for school but luckily got FREE SHUTTLE BUS TO SCHOOL den heng ah.. Lol. school ended quite early today, 10.45am cos lecture finished his briefing den release us. LOL went to dl the software thingy into my laptop takes my 2hrs to do so and after that went to CCA fiesta. dunno why suddenly like wushu so much and join wushu. well, training on tuesday and friday.. so my NDP days are saved(:

g2g bath!! Sayonara~ ^^

ytd's yh and pk's bdae celebration is so fun and the birthday boy suffers so much(:

these are the photos which i dig out from my phone and com.. so much of them. ZzZ

2 days more to MultiDiscipline Engineering (MDE) Freshman Orientation Camp (FOC) and 7 days more to school starts(:

went to morning gongyo in the morning. was quite shocked to reach there at 7.55am cos went out late. gongyo ended quite early today and V-GD Mr Yap gives words of encouragements and today was quite a different as Mr Yap says mandarin and the traslet into english. 1st time see this case.. Lol.

after morning gongyo went to eat with the usual ppl plus one more unexpected guest, zhen wei!! missed his crap and he live to his reputation. LOL!! made my sister so flare up at the same time ZzZ. went to ica and have dialouge after that and have a nice dialouge with my sister, ky and zheng hao. went home after that.

sk came over and print some notes and we dragged till 5pm den went to eat. supposely i'm going for the memorial service at ica but didnt cos lazy to go. stayed at home and play com till 10pm. eyes are really red like red eggs and so zhong. ZzZ

the more i want to solve it, the more i see we are drifting further away.. i'm totally clueless of wad to do already. can you please give me a chance to say sorry to you? haiz..


had our first FD-Coaching last night at SYC. mai siao siao hor, Group 6 is the first group to get the ball rolling hor.. LOL but ytd's coaching was quite a failure den a successful one cos of many reasons but lazy to name them. ZzZ

somemore the coachers are already so rusty with our Os work. even P6 maths we have to go asked ghee han for help.. really gone case already if we dun revise abit before we go coach for the next lesson.

8days more to school and i'm looking forward to it as once school starts, challenges are coming and this is wad i'm waiting for. some ppl might think that i'm siao cos who will wan to face challenges but i think that without challenges, we cant grow to become a strong person and also faith will be like burning fire rather than running water.

recalling back of last year, having so much fun and i really missed those days. but thinking back of last year, i'm really very childish and irresonsible YMD. times have changed and now i'm much more responsible le hor siao siao.. LOL!! joking =P

NDP ytd!! i'm waiting for the day where yh and derrick's mission for kosen-rufu to be awaken and enshined the gohonzon and chiong together with SSA Youth Division for kosen-rufu which sensei has passed the baton to us.

back to NDP, waiting for both of them as they are late when i said meet at 6pm at yew tee mrt station. i was late and they are even more late as they went to city hall dunno wad thing. reach kranji camp2 at 7plus and have already started training. saw alvin too and we are in A3!! wanted A2 cos A2 sounds better and nicer but A3, ZzZ anw, my trainer are jason and janice.. new daddy and mummy.. HAHAHA

1st training already so xiong le. cant imagine the next few training, how would it be like. my hand are quite ache-ing now.. saw afew familar faces, hiroshi, jui hsin, benji, lynette, crystal and many more.. training time passes quickly andtime to go home. ate at yew tee with ky, alvin, yh and derrick and home sweet home after that.

guess i've to go if not tml cannot go for morning gongyo already.. Sayonara~ ^^

12days more to school. and now i'm very sianz cos there's no challenges and i'm so envy of sikang and engpeng cos both of them have challenges to take on. HOW I WISH THERE IS TONS OF CHALLENGES INFRONT OF ME!! T.T

gotta update on the carrfour work that i worked 2days ago. basically there's nothing much to say la i feel that it's very fun and so wanna update(:

supposely we were to meet at kovan mrt station at 10pm but i was late cos i was there playing computer game and that time, i neither had my bathing nor do my eg alr and i switch off the computer at 10pm. LOL so i was late already. left the house at 10.30pm and walked to kovan mrt station cos the bus went off jus as i was opposite the bus stop. ZzZ


reached kovan at 10.40pm and reached suntec tower 5 at 11.15pm when starting of work time is 11pm. =P sign in and went off to work. the job there can say easy and it can say it's difficult. counting of the remaining goods of the shelves den paste a sticker on the product and write down the amount of remaining product and job is done. was very flared up as the customers anyhow go mixed up the product and i've to stretch my hand in and take out and arrange den put back in again. -.-ll


break time at 2.30am and we had halai beehoon and a trolley of bread and pepsi. derrick, yh and i were very kian beng cos we keep taking and taking the pepsi and the bread of the trolley but the bread taste TOTALLY SUX!! -.-ll supposely we wanted to slack till 3.30am cos 1hr break-time but the supervisor hurried us back to work as many ppl went back to work. ZzZ

back to do those chores again and continue counting those stocks. there was once i'm counting the no. of packets of salt and the packets of salt are like all around the place and somemore 2 of the packets are spoilt in the sense that there is an opening of the packet and the salt was spill all over the place. =.- finally finished counting and guess wad? the total no. packets of salt are 150!! it was something that derrick gave up in counting and i finished it!! LOL

went to the jam side and count and my arm kena jam. -.-ll finished everything at 4.30am and my up next was taking out the stickers which we have pasted. ZzZ take out every stickers that i was told to and went to talk with derrick and yh. we were there playing and joking around and the time past very fast and it's time to go home(: got our timesheet signed and home sweet home ^^

went to take 51 and back to market which is near my hse there and eat. went home, bath, do mg and was pronounce DEAD on bed. at night went to SYC for Nationwide Youth Daimokukai and watched 3.16 video. recalling my vow and was determine to work even harder but -.-ll haiz..

GD invited every members which was there to the Nationwide Youth Leaders Meeting. went home after that and again pronounce DEAD again on bed. ZzZ