things are getting so complicated now and i really dunno how to overcome it.

wushu on tue was fine but my muscles especially my leg is aching like nobody's business due to the stretching and i even have to use my hand as support when i want to lift them up. regretted joining NCC during secondary school period and not M&D cos i'll have no problem doing the stretching for the warm-up. T.T

NDP training were fine and derrick is gotta quit. reason is been no interested. didnt really chant and now this kind of thing happened. i guess, i have to work harder the next time and mayb asked him to join MILKRUN. but first of all, i've to chant hard to asked him alr. yh and gene is continuing and i guess, they are my main focus for now in shakubuku-ing them. gambatte jerry-san!! (:

my classmates are really very childish. they created a "clan" call AFFA and it stands for Anti ... ... Assiociation. i really dunno the 2 F stands for wad but it has got to do with me. this is not based on my feeling but my own eyes and ears. ytd when i told long sheng that he looks like guang ming korkor (cousin's husband) and asked him whether he has a older brother. he said no and having the thought of been related to me is so horrible (this i can take it cos my friends oso will say this) and i'll be kick out of the "clan". when i asked wad does AFFA stands for, they dun1 to say so i concluded that the "clan" has got something to do with me. *end of story*

what is really wrong with me? i really cant figure out and whatever it is, chant hard to change my negative karma to positive karma and to change the situation to my advantage. and having such determination must really thanks May for enlighten me. but i've alr thinking of that before she told me alr. well, thanks anw! (:

saturday no training cos May 3. i have to start my shakubuku campaign as to reach 1m household is really impossible to many ppl but the power of dmk is really unimaginable so, here i come!!

no matter what happens, I'll continue to persevere as I know that you are the one alr.