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Thursday, July 24, 2008
12:59 AM
i wondered somehow whether am i the fortunate one or am i the unlucky one. i had a talked with sk after training jus now and he's really quite vex alr. i dun wish to bomb him with my problem and making him more vex.
everytime when i recalled what happened to him and ***. sometimes, i will have funny thoughts like somehow, maybe.. but wadever is it, is 2 years really enough for me? i really duno but my mind always tell me, 2 years.. 2 years.. what does the 2 years really meant?
this gosho passage is always in my mind, "though one might point at the earth and miss it, though one might bind up the sky, though the tide might cease to ebb and flow and the sun rise in the west, it could never come about that the prayers of the practitioners of the Lotus Sutra will go unanswered." (WND, 345)
this is the assurance that Nichiren Daishonin gave us and it's true. but i'm always thinking whether when will the prayers that i prayed will come. stop complaining and keep praying till it's answered and what i am thinking is doubting the Gohonzon.
"remember! Gohonzon first attitude!!"
"HAI!"
since when are u two become good friends? i just wondered.