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[Jerry]
[13'Nov'90]
[18 years old]
[Deyi]
[FD // Flint3]
[Dynamo // Chingay'07]
[Soldier Crab // Chingay'08]

[Ngee Ann Poly]
[NPSD]
[Engineering Common Program]
[Electrical Engineering]

love/hate

[Dynamo]
[100plus; coke]
[anime: bleach]
[basketball; swimming; soccer]
[study]
[nagging =X]
[focusing on something]

My Dreams & WANTS!!

[Electrical Engineering]
[NP; NUS; Soka U]
[new bag; N73]
[Singapore Kosen-rufu]
[World Peace]

Quotes (:

"Though one might point at the earth and miss it, though one might bind up the sky, though the tides might cease to ebb and flow and the sun rise in the west, it could never come about that the prayers of the practitioner of the Lotus Sutra will go unanswered."
(WND, 345)


"I am praying that, no matter how troubled the times may become, the Lotus Sutra and the ten demon daughters will protect all of you, praying as earnestly as though to produce fire from damp wood, or to obtain water from parched ground"
(WND, 444)


"You can say sincerity and integrity all you want, but unless your action match your words, it's pointless."
- Josei Toda


"When you become confused, it's is always advisable to return to where you started and try to be as simple as possible. You will then be able to see the heart of the issue with unexpected clarity." - Josei Toda

"This lifetime will never come again; it is precious and irreplaceable. To live without regret, it is crucial for us to have a concrete purpose and continually set goals and challenges for ourselves. It is equally important that we keep moving toward specific targets steadily and tenaciously, one step at a time." - Daisaku Ikeda

"Buddhism teaches that earthly desires lead to enlightenment. Though we may experience problems in life, through the power of the Mystic Law we can use them as the fuel to ignite the "fire of wisdom" and transform our sufferings into enlightenment. This is key teaching of Buddhism."
- Daisaku Ikeda

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
1:35 PM

40 Secrets About Yourself

1. What Is your natural hair color? black, is there other colour for not a mix blood Singaporean?
2. Where was your default pic taken? what's that?? O.o
3. What's your middle name? chee? Lol.
4. Your current relationship status? single
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? dun think so. she gave me cold shoulders =.-
6. What is your current mood? high? low?
7. What color underwear are you wearing? Lol.
8. What makes you happy? been able to be SSA GD! XD
9. What makes you sad? been torture every single moment by hrmp.. Lol.
10. If you could change your past, would you? nah. i love my immutable karma (:
11. If you MUST be an animal for 1 day- what would you be? monkey! =p
12. Ever had a near death experience? nah.
13. Somethings you do a lot? dota? chanting?
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? 安静
15. What is something you are looking forward to? duno leh.. O.o
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you. forgot his name le. it's my NCC senior
17. When was the last time you cried? 2 days ago
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? nah.
19. If you could have one super power what would it be? turn myself into Nichiren Daishonin! XD
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile(:
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I dun go starbucks often.
22. What's your biggest secret? if i say out it wont be the BIGGEST secret anymore =.-
23. What's your favorite color? green. blue.
24. When was the last time you lied? Sunday i guess?
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? TMNT
26. Do you enjoy scary movies? NO
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing
28. Do you speak any other language? el, chinese, cantonese, JAPANESE!
29. What's your favorite smell? dun have
30. What 1 word to describes your life? excellent!
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? does hugging myself consider?
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? nope, perhaps in future. that's quite romantic thing to do, i guess?
33. What are you thinking about right now? how am i suppose to answer the remaining questions?
34. Are you worried about global warming? not really
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? thinking of the events which happened last yr
36. How often do you pray? everyday. haha
37. Do you like working in the yard? graveyard? what kind of yard? =.-
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you? i love my last name
39. Do you act differently around your crush? try to get his attention? no duh~ i'm a guy?
40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex? hei se mao yi

40 stupid but interesting questions. but quite nice to do huh? LOL! XD




Monday, September 29, 2008
12:26 AM

1) Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Japan to see Sensei! (:
2) What's your favourite thing to do?
PLAY!!
3) Do you think money can buy happiness?
to a certain extent
4) If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
all As for my module and GPA 4.0
5) Things you can't live without:
water =.-
6) What are you afraid to lose?
Gohonzon
7) If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
give it to Gakkai as Zaimu
8) What do you dream of doing in the future?
SSA GD! XD
9) List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
engpeng. i koped from her de. =P er.. good-looking? cute? hardworking
i didn't realised that she possessed the first two traits. =X oops.. joking=p
10) What makes you happy?
A LOT. but for now, i jus 3 words from GD that is good job, Jerry!
11) What type of person do you hate the most?
i simply love everyone cos it's a sad way of living when hating someone.
12) If you have a super power what would it be?
go back to Nichiren Daishonin times and seek from Nichiren Daishonin
13) Would you go for happiness or money?
both? happiness(:
14) Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
My family
15) If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
no duh, cos i'm a guy. =.-
16) Who's the last person who hugged you?
nobody. sad right? Lol
17) What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
sleep
18) Who are you close to?
that's a good question cos i duno!! =.-
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
yeah. that must be provided i must chant lots of lots of Daimoku(:
20) If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
been a good YMD =X
21) 7 things that scare you:
1. cant get into Uni
2. darkness
3. woman (LOL!!)
4. my mother
5. performing again at WHM WEST CFG
6. nagging
7. myself
22) 7 things that you like the most:
1. Gohonzon! (:
2. been Nichiren Daishonin's afterlife! =P
3. crap
4. playing computer
5. sharing of Guidances of Sensei!
6. making the impossible; possible
7. see pretty girls. =X
23) 7 random facts about me:
1. i, myself, duno what am i doing sometimes
2. i love to play dota
3. i'm from Soka Kindergarden
4. i prefer FD than SD
5. i'm "hardworking"
6. i'm a YMD
7. i'm not a YWD
24) 7 things i plan to do before i die:
dumb, i know my mission isn't over yet. =.-

28) 7 things i can do:
1. dota
2. blogging
3. crap
4. slacking
5. swim
6. chanting
7. talking to SK

29) 7 things i can't do:
1. chanting with my mind not flying around
2. dun drink water for 2days
3. made hw girl smile
4. dun crap for a day
5. stop chanting
6. drop faith
7. stop playing

31) 7 things i always say:
1.chi shi
2. mei you mao
3. Sibei Kin
4. SBK
5. i'm not crapping
6. chant more
7. i'm PRO!! XD

32) 7 people to do this questionnaire:
anyone(:




Sunday, September 28, 2008
10:54 PM

=.- went down to nicL's FDC for nothing today when there is only ONE STUDENT!! not two, not three, but ONE!! =.- went down to zhengjie's CFG after eating at TM with nicL and ep but sadly, i didn't went to krystal's CFG cos i'm too tired due to my not enough sleep post ytd. =X

saw my dear "GF", Lysshann, on the way to TSC for zhengjie's CFG. why i call her "GF" when she's not?? that's because i put the photo which we took after one of the NDP as my MSN display picture. i put it is not because that i like her or what or i admired her.. i jus felt that my smile on that pic is much better on that picture so ya.. i'm quite handsome in that picture huh?? LOL!! XD den everyone saw alr, asked me whether she's my gf. obviously is a N.O. right? den i told Lysshann saying wad everyone had been telling me. so, i lied to her telling her that i say YES to everyone that asked me. HAHAHA den i asked her whether she mind anot, and she said no. so we happily called each others "GF" and "BF" lor.. that's so lame right? Lol. =.-

i duno wad is wrong with me. when i didn't see hw girl, i had alot of things which i wanna tell her, share with her. but i duno wad happened, when i saw her, my mind is totally blank duno what to tell her or share with her. sometimes when i'm doing things and i saw her, i will totally lose concentration on everything which i'm doing. duno wad is really wrong with me, doesn't had that kind of attitude in the past. hais..

tml working. gotta sleep early tonight after talking on phone later.




Saturday, September 27, 2008
11:41 PM

I AM FINALLY BACK HOME AFTER TON-ING AT KOON'S HSE YTD W/O GETTING A PROPER SLEEP AT ALL!! F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!!! (:



not having enough sleep = torture
it's been a torture for not sleeping in bus when i'm on my way to Senja.
it's a torture for waking up for more den 24hrs.
not having enough sleep = sleep during SK's CFG
but i didn't slept at all (:
all thx to the power of Gohonzon. ^^
not having enough sleep = must sleep early
but here i am, blogging,
and i'm suppose to get to TSC by 12noon tml for nicL's coaching class. =X
not having enough sleep = sleepy now
but i still wan to play comp. =X


so many not enough sleep. i'm getting more and more dots. LOL!! =.-




Tuesday, September 23, 2008
10:50 PM

yes!!
finally!!
it's over!!
MY CFG IS FINALLY OVER!! XD
it was really a good experience to perform infront of 400 plus ppl.
was very nervous when i'm going up on stage.
dun even had that feeling before.
perhaps what yh said is true,
when i performed everytime, it's a whole group of ppl
but now it's totally different case.
but i do rmb when i'm 7 yrs old
i perform a skit
and i wasnt nervous at all.
for no reason
got a "aiya" father and mother.
Lol
that feeliing is like... LOL!!
anw, CFG is over.
gotta missed my comrades
tho i kept giving them nothing but trouble
it was a memorable period for me.
based on faith and master my juggling skills.
it's really a breakthrough for me tho
my chapter didnt reach out to at least 500 members and new friends
but number isn't everything.
as what Daishonin said,
"It's the heart that matters" (WND, 1000)
anw, have got a link in youtube for my performance.
feel free to see and tell me how much u grade me!! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=640znWCw8_I

jiayou for ASD students who are taking promos now!! (:




Friday, September 19, 2008
2:39 AM

6 Truths of Life









1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.









2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.









3. The first truth is a lie.









4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.









5. You soon will forward this to another idiot.









6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.
Sorry about this....
I was An Idiot too, And Needed Company.... XD




2:39 AM

alright.. gotta post this and go to sleep. have not been sleeping early this few days ever since i started working on monday. =.- i've oso improved alot and not like in the past, dozed off when i'm working half-way. perhaps it's the mystically power of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. (:

nothing strange past this few days of working. the only thing i see now will be scared of is stamps, address and envelop. =.- been pasting in hundreds of them these past few days. the sight of stamps and envelop will make me freak out. HAHAHA not that serious. XD

really cannot take it alr. i'm going to sleep le.. =.-




Sunday, September 14, 2008
6:40 PM

HOOO~ finally i've sometime to blog. had been lazy but at the same time wanted to blog but LOL!! >.<

Tuesday
went to SMU for CFG practice. practice and i'm like sort of trying to juggle when i'm walking side-ways, front and back. (: but somehow, i FAILED!! =.- been really slacking in practicing my juggling. i think i'm arrogant alr. hais.. ta bai lai that de.. so ah, must not let me achieved something which i wanted if not i sure arrogant de. but this must not be applied in my results. LOL!! XD
Wednesday
went to ICA and chant at 6pm. saw Reverend Watanabe again been the doshi. but this time round, the robe which i see don't make me seems like i'm seeing Daishonin's back again. =X rushed home for the planning meeting for the sharing on "Determination", one of the chapter of HR.
the previous day, zijing said that she wants to come at 7pm. but den, today she said that she's waiting for my sister and will be at my place at 8pm. =.- i'm totally dots by what she said. she reached and we started to chant. chanted for 2omins and my leg is really very pain!! =.-
started discussing and lynette came when i'm having dinner. Lol. worked out the skit and the skit is finally out!! (: after that we went through the skit 2 times and it's time to go home!! x) for them, not me. =P went down with them and waited bus with them and went to eugene's hse after that.
Thursday
intend to go anchorvale swimming complex there and swim but yh they all have violent objection on the exercise, "Swimming". they kept saying want to go play bball. obviously i dun1 to go cos i only wan swimming. LOL! went to TBSC instead with my things in my bag.
reached there and chant till 7plus and went up to Hall of Eternal for my CFG Rehearsal #2. the rehearsal is quite a successful one as tho we targeted to do 2 run through but we managed to do one full run through!! XD
Friday
went to swimming with eugene at anchorvale. LOL! failed to go on thursday and so, go on the friday. =P before we went to the swimming pool, went to hougang mall and camp there to wait for gene's ... ... ... ... ... ... LOL!! =X
she finally came and so gene had passed her the ticket alr. HAHAHA this childhood friend of mine. forever so shy huh? =.- went home and played till 9plus and went to hw girl's place to pass her my calculator. she must be very fortunate to have me to buy the batt for her as i rmb that my calculator's batt going flat. HAHAHAH
Saturday
went to senja for coaching class. due to waking up late and so, was late for my coaching class. only got me the only coacher there. only mabel and heng yuan was there. talked abt work and buddhism abt them and the time really pass very fast.
went home after that and reached home abt 4plus. went to eat with eugene and his family members and his father treat me eat lunch. (: was so full. went home and play com till 12plus. LOL! watched tv till very late and went to sleep. =.-
next sunday is my CFG alr. must put in a lot of dmk for the great success my CFG and as well as the other chapter's CFG. >.<




Monday, September 8, 2008
9:28 PM

彩虹
作曲:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白


finally found it!! love it man!! (:




11:04 AM

HOOO~ i got into EE !! but since i got into EE, i wondered if my results are good anot.. NO! cannot think like this !! definitely good !! but my mission is in EE !! (:

had a wonderful BBQ and weekend..

Friday
went to SYC to meet laurel, lynette, zijing and kaiyang for the planning of FDC dmk on the 16th and i'm late~ discussed till 4plus and i went over to eat. after eating, came back and chant. the FD peeps who are studying there went over to eat and chant together with me. rush down to bugis to meet engpeng and xiuzhen and take 197 to marine parade.

waited for gene and benben at the library and proceed to the BBQ pit. the journey is very "short". reached there 9plus and started eating like hungry ghost. LOL!! the cold noodle made by eugena's mom is really DELICIOUS !! crap and crap and i started to bbq the food. didn't know that uncle wilson a.k.a Goh Pa is cantonese too!! speak cantonese when talking to him and it made me so qing che (:

cut cake and take photos (for the YWDs).
Happy Birthday Eugena !! (:
went home at 2am like that and reached home at 2.3oam. bathed and lie on bed immediately.

Saturday
didnt go for coaching class cos when i woke up that time, my mother is not home and left my brother at home. the time when she reached home is the time where my coaching class gotta end. =.- went down to SYC for FLINT last trg instead. reached there very late and ghee han is talking abt history of SSA.

they had a test for 3omins and after that marked their paper. went to chinese garden there de swimming pool and swim after that and was late for 1hr++. played the lazy river, slides and wave. played till 8plus and ate till 9plus and go home.

Sunday
went to laurel's chapter friendship gathering and rush down to SMU for mine CFG practice. rush down to kaiyang's CFG den when i reached that time, it has alr ended. =.- went to eat with kaiyang, my sister, jiahao, wei hong and eric at the kopi-tiam opposite the tampines police post. take cab home after that.




Wednesday, September 3, 2008
10:48 PM

HOOO~ went to home-visit sze shan together with ghee han and oh! i was late for meeting ghee han. =.-

the home-visit was quite a success and basically i jus felt that it was more of a coaching class den a home-visit as when we reached there, ghee han started to teach him some maths question instead of talking to him. i think that was quite style la. think i'm gotta do the same if next time i go home-visit my students. (:

after teaching him some maths questions, ghee han started gave him some suggestions on how to plan his time-table well and study well till the day before his exams officially start. furthermore, ghee han also tell him how to set prayers for during this period and it's similar to mine. (: i guess what it meant by, "Great minds thinks a like." XD

do eg and home after that. got a ride in ghee han's car again and went to AMK Hub and finally take 25 home. i'm really sicked. whole body isn't feeling well and was aching all the way. =.- my mother said wo3 gan3 mao4 le. hais.. dun think i'm going to see doctor. all i'm going to do is chant more just like how i did during my 1 week of study break last month. (:

went for my chapter's dmk. chanted more quantity den quality. -.= sang chun1 xia4 qiu1 dong1 for dunno how many times for CFG. let me count.. sl's, ep's and mine!! OMG!! 3 times for CFG. if i go for other chapter's CFG and they sing it again, i duno how many times i'm gotta sing. LOL!! min wei sent adrenline, my sister and i home!! Thanks !! XD

tml has got CFG practice at SMU. i'm gotta be dread serious in doing it le!!




Tuesday, September 2, 2008
11:04 PM

HOOO~ so much things had happened during the weekends. (:

Saturday
went to ky's hse for Dynamo gathering and was late for meeting them as i was at home playing dota. =P took 62 with gene to punggol interchange and reached about 12.20pm. waited for eugena and stella to come and set off to kaiyang's hse. reached and had steamboat. cut cake and the sec2 students who needs to leave, left the place.

mahjong table is out and they played like nobody business. played one match and was he ju. i cont my dota plan and played 2 match and lose 2 match. damn flared up and dun1 to play anymore. went to see them play and went down to sl's CFG at 6plus due to someone's urge of playing mahjong. =.-

was late as there is traffic jam at the highway. met up with ivan and vincci and went in. the performance was not bad and Hougang South had a breakthrough of reaching out to over 1000 members and new friends! Congratulations! (: went to send benji's plane and reached home at 1plus. bath, sleep, do eg and went to sleep.

Sunday
wake up so late as there is no MG starting from 31th August to 28 September. went down to ICA for ep's CFG due to her district de leader asking me to invite friends to go down so went down lo.

overall, the performance was great and it's was very good i dare to say, the skit was well done! especially Goh Pa. he was very funny!! well, Cheng San North has reached out to a total of 668 members and new friends! Congratulations! (: i think i can even have more to come for mine ba! =D went to eat and home to sleep after that.

saw hw girl's mom and grandmother. when i saw her grandmother, i called her mama (grandmother in cantonese) and ask her, "are u fine?" i guess her mom didnt hear it and said i'm rude and ask me to call her popo. i was like so malu. =X but i'm glad to see her grandmother is in good health. (: jus notice something. i had not been using the term hw girl for a long long time le. =P

Monday
intend to go to anchorvale to swim, but the swimming pool was closed due to "Closed on Monday except Public Holiday" =.- so went to derrick's hse and swim instead as he stayed in condo and so went there with gene, yh and sheng. had so much fun there. even went to suana but duno how to use and steam room! so many facilities. must go more le! XD

went down to SMU for CFG practice and was damn late. reached at 9pm and i'm like so irresponsible. i oso duno what happened to me. nowdays when there is CFG practice, i dun feel like going down after so much trg. perhaps it's sansho-shima attacking me at this time.

there is a sure cure way to this kind of problem and that is to think of what will Sensei do if he has this kind of feeling. i think Sensei will chant even more dmk to fight with the sansho-shima and overcome it! (: so i know what to do le! CHANT MORE!! (:

what is the meaning of sadist? it means, "Joy and satisfaction gained over something or someone's sufferings or being cruel." suddenly think of this cos when i watch show that time, when i see some sad scenes, i'll laugh like nobody business. but lucky i'm not.

i've notice something. dun think it's because i'm watching too much drama series but i think this applies at least to me. when they face girls which they love/like and they said they dun understand them at all, it's because the guy nv even bother to care and understand the girl at all and care about her feelings.

gotta go home-visit with ghee han tml. i must grab as much things from him as possible! (: