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Sunday, November 9, 2008
2:22 PM
i'll be looking forward to the day which i'll be see you every week
but somehow, i duno why whenever the time comes,
my inner self will be struggling very hard.
perhaps i'm afraid,
to see you angry again after i said something.
everything that i've said,
it's jus in a form of seeing how you react.
it's kinda childish i know,
but i duno why i still do it,
and it's when everytime when i tell myself not to,
maybe, it's my fundamental darkness making me to do that.
i'm not giving any excuses,
but in any case, it's my own fault.
whenever seeing you laugh, smile
i couldn't find it anywhere except in you, alone,
and naturally, i will smile(: too.
it's just like the sun, illuminating the darkness,
where it brings hope and happiness to everybody.
anw, this is jus random thoughts of mine. i'm neither saying anybody nor emo. =.-