wow! i'm finally back.
intended to blog last week
but due to my laziness,
i wasn't able to. =X

anw, i just took out 1/3 of my toe nail last friday
it's so bloody and gross when the doc is doing it for me
i'm consider having good fortune as i dun even think of wanting to be a doc
tho the pay is quite high.
moreover, the doc took out my nail bed as well
which makes a big lobang at my toe there.
the hole is quite deep as when the doc wants to stop the blood
she stuff 1 full piece of gauze and abt 3/4 of it into my toe. =.-
so u can see how deep the hole is. Lol.

the hole is recovering quite well
as this is what the doc told me on monday when i go back for review
by next week i'm able to wear shoes again!
but this time round, i need to cut my nails regularly in case of in growth toenail again. =.-
my dmk for these 2 weeks have increased.
from 40mins per day to 90-100mins per day. (:
please clap for jerry. *clap clap* =p

well, i think i've g2g now.
common test will be 3weeks later.
i'm gotta achieve victory as this year is dedicated as
The Year of Youth And Victory!!
Gambatte!

tml is the make up for vasek day.
but sadly, there is no such thing in poly.
HAIS!!

anw, went to EE OIP chalet ytd night
came back in the afternoon today.
was so dead on bed till my mother opened my door at 7plus
and tell me that it's night time.
i thought it's tomorrow morning.
well, ytd night or shld i say is this morning?
we went to have a bike ride from ECP to changi village.
it was a 4 hour bike ride to and back.

my butt and both palms are very pain now. =/
it was a very fun experience though
and i saw something which was expected in CV. =X
had lot's of fun with them during this 41 days to Wuhan
didn't expect will be fun with them
after the 41 days in Wuhan. =D

o ya! i have my EM3A exams on thurs.
and it's freaking hard till most of them start cursing and swearing the paper
some even have to lose hair due to the paper was too hard
well, agnes went off early and Dr Zhu was very curious.
think i can get a "A" for EM3A
cos it's not EM3B.
Lol. ok, i knew it lame. =P
results will be out 2 weeks later according to Dr Zhu.
need to put in more effort in chanting more daimoku liao
if not.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =.-

anw, g2g le.
Japanese class tml.
so nervous as i'll be getting back my letter writing results tml. =S

jumping around blog to blog
reading other's past post is a joy. =X
anw, when i'm reading
i rmb some stupid things which i done when i was in sec 1
i still rmb it clearing lor.

if i'm not wrong, that day is chinese lesson
den i was sitting beside nicole cos mrs ong (form tr) put me there
as i'm a very talkative student
so during that chinese lesson,
i don't know what was in my mind and i just turn my head to nicole and tell her
"我有点喜欢你"
waaa.. den after that hor, everyone in the class was like *wee wee* =.-
Lol. den she was like so pai seh la..
so after chinese lesson, it was recess
and after recess, i duno what happen oso
and i like dun want to sit beside nicole
as i think my friend was making fun of me and things like that
and after that, this incident become nothing.. Lol
well, when i think back again now.
i dun really like her that time
but the question is why i told her,
"我有点喜欢你"?

after that incident, people asked me whether i really like her anot
all i told them was i was bored so i just turn to her and say that.
but in fact, the reason behind that,
i really can't figure out why i told that to her.
ahh.. it's really very stupid man..
i was like laughing till my stomach pain when i recall about this incident.

anw, 2days more to EM3A exam.
i didn't really prepare well for this exam
but i just aimed a "A" and after that go into the exam room, do it
after that enjoy my chalet at ECP with them..

waaa.. i'm finally back posting.
have been a very hectic week for me man.
anw, everything is over but!
there is still EM3A exams going on on monday! =.-
AHH!! i dun wan any exams! =P

well, ytd was NPSD daimoku-kai at Rachel's place
and i do need to admit that i've been not going for NPSD meetings
ever since after i came back to Singapore.
well, but at least i went and I've learnt a lot of things
i also shared something from the CL.

what i shared was on the question of Life and Death which was on April CL.
there was a Youth Leader asking about Life and Death
and i just extract the part where i wan to share and here i go..

Youth Leader: Some people take the attitude, "I'm still young. I don't need to think about such things (Life and Death) now. It can wait until I'm old and at death's door."

Ikeda Sensei: Well, perhaps we can look at it in the following way. Suppose we have a first year Junior College (JC) student. She wants to set her plans and goals for her first year in JC. But she can't meaningfully do that unless she first decide on what her plans are for the whole duration of her time in JC.

Youth Leader: That makes sense.

Ikeda Sensei: So then, she tries to plan her entire JC career. But now she finds that, unless she thinks about what she's going to do after graduation, she can't do it wisely either.

we can use the above extract on our studies.
as wad Sensei said, "But she can't meaningfully do that unless she first decide on what her plans are for the whole duration of her time in JC."
that "she" here can refer to us, student
unless we know what we want to do in future like
"What job line do i want to enter?"
"What do i want to achieve when I'm older"
"What can I do to contribute to the society?"
if not, we can't wisely plan on our goals and target and will eventually
lost the initial state where we know why we want to get into this course and school (for poly)
or why want to get into this subject and school (for JC)

so we must plan what we want to do in future before we plan what we want to do now.
well, i think this is something that is quite chim..
anw, i've got to go now alr.. Bye.. XD