i am nothing but a noob

2010-03-04T15:36:00.002+08:00

LOL!! it's been so long ever since i posted..
well, so many things happened and i duno what to post too!
anw, got one poem which i got it from the SUJ exchanged meeting.
was quite fortunate to be able to attend this meeting as i've met so many nakama(:

獅子は怯まない。
獅子は負けない。
獅子は嘆かない。
獅子は速い。
獅子は吼える。
獅子は走る。
そして、獅子は必ず勝つ。

Lion never flinch.
Lion never succumb.
Lion never lament.
Lion moves quickly.
Lion roars.
Lion run.
And, lion wins without fail!

feels that this poem is very good and wanna share with all of you.
alright shall stop her.. Bye(:

2009-10-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

WOW!! Jerry is B-A-C-K!!!
it's been 2 months since i last post?
i think so.. LOL!!
i'm been pretty busy..
busy with bike practical, VIVO, girls...
OOPS!!
that last one is totally crap.. =.-

anw, i've went for a practical today
before going, i chant for like 30mins
well, starting from today i'm going on road for prac
erm.. guess what?
i PASSED today's prac!!
so which means, 2 more pracs and i'm having TP test
anw, TP is not that temasek poly
it's traffic police.. LOL
i'm getting more and more nervous when i'm thinking i'm getting license soon(:
this sem's time-table is gotta be bored me to death
3 hours of break on wed and 4 hours of break on thurs
go school just for 3 hours on tues
the rest of the days are quite alright.
anw, i'm praying hard for BOE to emerge
i'm gotta do something for Sensei before it's too late for regrets
not only that, my youth is limited also.
dun just anyhow waste it. :D

g2g ppl.
Bye(:

2009-08-19T23:46:00.001+08:00

yes! we must win!
Ikeda Sensei said, "Buddhism is about winning or losing."
so if we dun wan to lose, we must win.
i think this is a good quote which can made alot of ppl to go on.

my exams starts next tuesday
so i guess i'll have around 6days to prepare for all paper.
but so far i just studied ECAM
but all i duno how to do
cos i nv attend lectures and even i did, i will be there talking
but nvm, i'm gotta put in more dmk for this and ask friend for help.

wow! i just realized that i've to do so many things on Sunday.
Morning : Morning Gongyo, TG3 session 3
Afternoon : BLTC (Basic Leaders Training Course)
Night : George's house for MD&YMD post celebration
as you see, why do i have to attend BLTC is all thanks to Raymond
he koped me from Whampoa West Chapter to Serangoon South Chapter
but it's ok cos i've such a wonderful MD & WD supporting the youth division(:
hais, so many things to attend
and i also just realised that i'll have to missed the FD ICs gosho study
everyday sunday after morning gongyo. T.T

alright, i think that is all for today.
Bye(:

2009-08-10T14:31:00.002+08:00

well, i'm back..
mia for so long.
er.. is not that i didn't wanted to blog,
but i'm thinking,
even if i blog,
there oso wont be anybody coming and view it so might as well dun blog
but nvm. have the slogan of wei liang of "just only"
so here i am blogging again.

erm.. the committee of the SYM didn't call back,
so i suppose it's either i'm in or i'm out.
nvm.. still waiting for the call.
went for the FIRST session of TG training today.
it's was quite good and i enjoyed myself alot
gotta meet up with my groupmates to discuss abt the topic that we chose,
it's abt the matter of life and death.
well, towards the end of the training,
Louis gave us encouragements and he said about accepting our karma
i felt that all along, i'm just escaping from it.
tho my mouth is saying, i've accepted
but deep down in my heart, i've always asking myself this question
"why did all this happened to me?"
i've never chanted for it for almost one year for i doesn't want to face it

it's time to face it
i know tho i doesn't want to face it, i must
cos i dun, i will continue the way i am.
i'm quite contridicting myself now
ARGH!! nvm.. dun care.. focus on my upcoming exams first
tml's quiz and all my projects..
g2g now. Bye

2009-07-05T19:15:00.004+08:00

finally!
the nightmare has ended yesterday.
Lol.
went for SYM audition yesterday.
before that, went to wei lun"s house to do the hearts II booklet
forgot to take mine when i left so urgently until han yen asked me.
took mrt down down to SYC with zijing and on our way,
discussed about the project which both of us suggested,
and wanna meet up with the CICs and IICs this coming friday.

reached SYC and waiting for that little "prince" to come,
as i"ve told her that i will be waiting for her.
and supposely she said will reached at 4.15pm but in the end,
5plus den come. =.-
saw Jovan, Airena, Colin and You Jun came for the audition.
even saw benben, guo wei and christy.
i kept practice and practice
till i've the feeling of how Shin'ichi felt at that point of time.
before that, everyone say i'm exggerating and so fake,
acting for the sake of acting.
but after practicing for many times,
i'm able to portray out that natural feeling.

after little "prince" went in,
i'm practicing the song that i'm gotta sing,
after that practice again the script before going in.
was so nervous and when i'm inside the room,
i talked alot and even requested to sing more. =.-
i oso duno what happened.
skipped 2 lines when that 2 lines is the most important part
that is what i think.

well, i didn't like suddenly stopped and asked them to rewind. Lol
done with everything and went out of the room.
asked Wen Qing, 1 of the ASD IIC if i didn't get wrong,
how well did i do,
she said not bad but i must know the character well.
i wondered why she said that.
perhaps she couldn't get the feeling been portray out ba.
in any case, i'm gotta chant hard for it.
no matter what the results may be, i'll accept it.
but dun call me on monday or tuesday to ask me go back for audition on sat. =.-
say it easy but when done, it's difficult.

o btw, when i was self introducing myself,
after i said why i wan to choose this role,
marie said to me, "you say like this is because ghee han is here right?"
den ghee han was like stand up and say, "fine.. i go out" and laugh.
and he sat down after that. HAHAHA

after audition, went to cine to find my sis and the rest of the flint 1 student.
feel soooo weird when all flint 1 except me
and tho my sister is there, i still find it weird
cos she's a FD IC duh.. Lol
hais..
i think i'll stop here for now..
Bye(:

2009-06-30T12:31:00.004+08:00

WOW!! today is the start of school. =.-
and guess what?
i'm in school now. =D
ytd dun have is because i've cleared my IS during wuhan trip
and so heard from kien chye that dun have IS ytd oso.
anw, it doesn't affect me till next sem so i've one free day XD

feeling so nervous now.
going for SYM audition this saturday
auditioning for the role of Young Shin'ichi
but i look like matured leh. =.-
well, just go try it man. XD
i oso duno how to portray out the feeling of Young Shin'ichi for the audition
i'm thinking of how to graps the feeling.
but nvm, i just chant for the wisdom to know it. (:

was thinking of things which happened during '07&'08
find that i'm so active in gakkai
well, i missed Mr Chia, my history tr, so much
i missed his scolding
well that was when i fall asleep in his class
cos everytime the day before was NDP

then Mr Chia will scold me saying,
"you go for NDP everyday den come my class and sleep!"
well, dun have the chance to get scolded by him again
cos i've graduated from Deyi uh..
but i can go back and see him if i wanted to
but everytime so lazy and class ended so late
well, stop thinking of the past!
what most important is future!

Hearts II campaign now.
going to do Home-visit in the near future.
gotta encourage my fellow CICs to do more hv.
and i must do even more.
help them if they are busy.
well, schedule gotta be soooo packed till i'll have no time to play. ^^
and this is what i'm hoping for and focus in all my modules. (:

alright. g2g now.
fancy me blogging here when i'm having lessons now. =X

2009-05-21T19:38:00.002+08:00

wow! i'm finally back.
intended to blog last week
but due to my laziness,
i wasn't able to. =X

anw, i just took out 1/3 of my toe nail last friday
it's so bloody and gross when the doc is doing it for me
i'm consider having good fortune as i dun even think of wanting to be a doc
tho the pay is quite high.
moreover, the doc took out my nail bed as well
which makes a big lobang at my toe there.
the hole is quite deep as when the doc wants to stop the blood
she stuff 1 full piece of gauze and abt 3/4 of it into my toe. =.-
so u can see how deep the hole is. Lol.

the hole is recovering quite well
as this is what the doc told me on monday when i go back for review
by next week i'm able to wear shoes again!
but this time round, i need to cut my nails regularly in case of in growth toenail again. =.-
my dmk for these 2 weeks have increased.
from 40mins per day to 90-100mins per day. (:
please clap for jerry. *clap clap* =p

well, i think i've g2g now.
common test will be 3weeks later.
i'm gotta achieve victory as this year is dedicated as
The Year of Youth And Victory!!
Gambatte!

2009-05-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

tml is the make up for vasek day.
but sadly, there is no such thing in poly.
HAIS!!

anw, went to EE OIP chalet ytd night
came back in the afternoon today.
was so dead on bed till my mother opened my door at 7plus
and tell me that it's night time.
i thought it's tomorrow morning.
well, ytd night or shld i say is this morning?
we went to have a bike ride from ECP to changi village.
it was a 4 hour bike ride to and back.

my butt and both palms are very pain now. =/
it was a very fun experience though
and i saw something which was expected in CV. =X
had lot's of fun with them during this 41 days to Wuhan
didn't expect will be fun with them
after the 41 days in Wuhan. =D

o ya! i have my EM3A exams on thurs.
and it's freaking hard till most of them start cursing and swearing the paper
some even have to lose hair due to the paper was too hard
well, agnes went off early and Dr Zhu was very curious.
think i can get a "A" for EM3A
cos it's not EM3B.
Lol. ok, i knew it lame. =P
results will be out 2 weeks later according to Dr Zhu.
need to put in more effort in chanting more daimoku liao
if not.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =.-

anw, g2g le.
Japanese class tml.
so nervous as i'll be getting back my letter writing results tml. =S

2009-05-02T20:08:00.002+08:00

jumping around blog to blog
reading other's past post is a joy. =X
anw, when i'm reading
i rmb some stupid things which i done when i was in sec 1
i still rmb it clearing lor.

if i'm not wrong, that day is chinese lesson
den i was sitting beside nicole cos mrs ong (form tr) put me there
as i'm a very talkative student
so during that chinese lesson,
i don't know what was in my mind and i just turn my head to nicole and tell her
"我有点喜欢你"
waaa.. den after that hor, everyone in the class was like *wee wee* =.-
Lol. den she was like so pai seh la..
so after chinese lesson, it was recess
and after recess, i duno what happen oso
and i like dun want to sit beside nicole
as i think my friend was making fun of me and things like that
and after that, this incident become nothing.. Lol
well, when i think back again now.
i dun really like her that time
but the question is why i told her,
"我有点喜欢你"?

after that incident, people asked me whether i really like her anot
all i told them was i was bored so i just turn to her and say that.
but in fact, the reason behind that,
i really can't figure out why i told that to her.
ahh.. it's really very stupid man..
i was like laughing till my stomach pain when i recall about this incident.

anw, 2days more to EM3A exam.
i didn't really prepare well for this exam
but i just aimed a "A" and after that go into the exam room, do it
after that enjoy my chalet at ECP with them..

2009-05-01T14:18:00.003+08:00

waaa.. i'm finally back posting.
have been a very hectic week for me man.
anw, everything is over but!
there is still EM3A exams going on on monday! =.-
AHH!! i dun wan any exams! =P

well, ytd was NPSD daimoku-kai at Rachel's place
and i do need to admit that i've been not going for NPSD meetings
ever since after i came back to Singapore.
well, but at least i went and I've learnt a lot of things
i also shared something from the CL.

what i shared was on the question of Life and Death which was on April CL.
there was a Youth Leader asking about Life and Death
and i just extract the part where i wan to share and here i go..

Youth Leader: Some people take the attitude, "I'm still young. I don't need to think about such things (Life and Death) now. It can wait until I'm old and at death's door."

Ikeda Sensei: Well, perhaps we can look at it in the following way. Suppose we have a first year Junior College (JC) student. She wants to set her plans and goals for her first year in JC. But she can't meaningfully do that unless she first decide on what her plans are for the whole duration of her time in JC.

Youth Leader: That makes sense.

Ikeda Sensei: So then, she tries to plan her entire JC career. But now she finds that, unless she thinks about what she's going to do after graduation, she can't do it wisely either.

we can use the above extract on our studies.
as wad Sensei said, "But she can't meaningfully do that unless she first decide on what her plans are for the whole duration of her time in JC."
that "she" here can refer to us, student
unless we know what we want to do in future like
"What job line do i want to enter?"
"What do i want to achieve when I'm older"
"What can I do to contribute to the society?"
if not, we can't wisely plan on our goals and target and will eventually
lost the initial state where we know why we want to get into this course and school (for poly)
or why want to get into this subject and school (for JC)

so we must plan what we want to do in future before we plan what we want to do now.
well, i think this is something that is quite chim..
anw, i've got to go now alr.. Bye.. XD

2009-04-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

comment in my tagboard!! XD

2009-04-15T23:26:00.003+08:00

wow! i'm finally back!
i cant believed that i've survived the 6 weeks of training in Wuhan
i guess, i'm missing Wuhan now
as i'm thinking of the place everyday.
not the place i think but it's the food i'm missing. =P

a few days ago, i've go out with Eugene they all.
after accompanying yh to take bus, Eugene saw a few of his schoolmates
which i know them also and i realised how fortunate can i be.
a few of them took O levels last year and this year, they didnt do as well as they think
and now, some went to private schools while others go to the course which they dun wan
some even have been rejected by poly and they are still looking
means and ways to get away from NS and get enrolled next year.
from there, i really realised that how fortunate can i be when i'm taking Os that year.

though i did very badly for my Os till i couldn't get into JC
but at the very least, i got into the course which i consider of getting in
when i get into uni.
and i realised how much i'm interested in engineering compared to those
who get into engineering cos their score doesn't allow to.

anw, i oso duno wad to say now.
all i've to say is,
it really take courage to do everything. without courage, nothing can be achieved.

2009-04-07T17:42:00.003+08:00

wooo!! i will be back by sunday.
my common test is over,
and i got 85/100 for it.
so far my quiz 3 and 4 i got 90+/100
while my quiz 1,2 got 65 and 70.
thurs morning will be having the last quiz
i will definately score full marks
and i've got to work hard for my final exams too

went to 庐山 last saturday.
went to the hot spring there too and it's SHIOK! (:
first time experience hot spring and i can say that it's marvellous.
took cable car up the mountain and it's very scary too
saw waterfall and it's nice.

i've g2g now.
i'll blog again soon when i'm back? Lol

2009-03-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will be EM3A quiz 3,
and i'm haven start revising for my question 8-13 yet.
have been studying maths the whole day
and i'm learning further integration now.
the chapter that i'm at is Laplace Transform.
this chapter is quite a difficult one
as even Jun Peng, whose maths is quite good
is having problem in that chapter too.

i'm feeling so hungry now and i dun want to go out to eat.
they went to 小四川酒店 to have dinner and the most we can spent is RMB 15
and that is over my budget for a day so i asked peter to help me buy
egg raman from that Muslim store.
going to study EM3A soon.
anw, time really passes very fast.
in about 2 weeks time,
i'll be coming back to SG.

g2g now. will be blogging if i've internet in my room.
Bye(:

2009-03-24T15:55:00.002+08:00

hais.. i have not been blogging for the past 1 week.
i've gotten back my results,
and it's even worst den my first sem.
i couldn't use any words to describe my feelings now
as i'm too sad about it.

anw, went to 长江三峡 last fri
due to some stupid problems,
i can fully see 3 poisons which possess inside human nature.
anw, 长江三峡 de 风景 is really very nice.
took many pictures of it and i bought one panda, one 扇子 and one 捶背不求人.
2 more weeks to go before going back to SG.
i'm missing everyone now.
i wan to talk to you,
but i just dun have the courage to do it.
i wan to start studying for the the quiz which is on fri.

well, i think i've to go now.
will blog soon when i've the time.

2009-03-12T18:26:00.002+08:00

it's going to be 2 weeks since i've came to Wuhan.
i think i'm having sore throat now as my throat is feeling very uncomfortable.
today's temperature is 9-12 degrees and it rain somemore.
i think the temperature is lower den 9 degrees as there is smoke coming out from my mouth,
when i'm talking.

have the chinese education system today.
learnt quite a lot of things about china's education system.
basically, it has no difference from SG
just that they have more schools to attend and more exams to take.
went to Muslim store to eat during lunch
had a Mutton Ramen and it cost me RMB 6.
i think every week spending RMB 100 is quite hard,
but i'm trying hard to save money as i can.

it's only 6.30pm now and the sky is pitch dark.
my internet sometimes ok, sometimes not ok.
but at least, i can come online to talk and that's very good alr. Lol.
going to visit the industries tml and sat will be a free day.
they say wanna go to themepark and i'm still thinking of wanting to go a not.
if i go, i'll have less RMB 100 to spent
but dun go like very anti-social.
i guess i've to chant to have the wisdom to decide.
i have got to go now.
4 days more to 3.16!! (:

2009-03-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

wooo!! it's my second day of EM3A class today.
will be having quiz tml.
i wonder if i can pass.
i must work hard here
since hw girl has been working so hard.
Lol.

it's only 7pm now and the sky is all pitch dark
will be doing my EM3A tutorial soon.
i'm sicked and tired of it alr.
ytd dun have internet,
today oso dun have internet.
i'm using it now as i'm in chau liang's room.

anw, turn back to china channel awhile.
the temperature is getting higher and higher
and that is wad i'm waiting for.
spring is coming soon!!
but sadly,
according to what the tian qi yi gao
2 days later will be raining
and the temperature will be from 6-10 degree
3 days later oso raining
and the temperature will be as low as 4-8 degrees if i'm not wrong.
but i'll be praying for a good weather
if everything can be predicted
den what is the using of practicing Daishonin's Buddhism?

22mins more to my laptop's batt flat.
drink one 超大杯原味奶茶
it's really very big and it cost RMB 3
it's abt 80 cents in Singapore
and i'm super bloated now after my dinner
plus that 超大杯原味奶茶 =.-

alright, g2g now.
6 days more to 3.16!! (:

2009-03-08T12:03:00.002+08:00

this thing have always come to my mind.
how shld i say it?
er..
ever since i've come to Wuhan,
whenever i chant,
i'll ask myself wad is the purpose of chanting
when i didn't even ask myself in SG.
but i'm really fortunate to have my HR with me
as i think if i continue chanting without study,
i'll dropped my faith when i came back to SG
though i've always called sk and talked to him
but i'll just treat him as a friend rather a comrade
if there is really a day i dropped my faith.

well, weather in Wuhan is cold as always.
it's gotta be Spring soon.
not spring roll but SPRING. Lol.
have to wash my clothes today if not,
i'll run out of clothing.
is my mom, my dad, my brother doing fine?
is hw girl doing fine?
is NPSD comrades doing fine?
is eugene, yh doing fine?
i really wanted to call all of them to ask but sadly,
i've limited amount of calls.

well, i'm going off to do my mg now.
haven done it yet. Lol

2009-03-07T18:52:00.002+08:00

wanted to post what i did in china but i couldn't as the internet speed is quite slow here.
i missed everyone..
how i hope i can go back to Singapore as soon as possbile.
i'll be missing the SK 21st birthday bash for all pioneer batch of SK students.
a Happy Birthday to all SK pioneering batch STUDENTS!! XD

everything is fine in china
but i really quite not used to the food here
as everything here is very spicy and oily.
i think girls coming here will rather cook at their own hostel. Lol
i wonder how did everyone fared for A levels.
i hope they did well ba..
well,
tml is the first sunday which i'll be spending at china
shld i wake up as early as 8am to chant till 8.40am
just like how i did for every sunday morning gongyo?
i duno whether i have the yi li a not.
think tonight i'll be staying at hostel to have magi mee for dinner.

guess i've got to go now.
will blog again real soon. (:

2009-02-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

woohoo!!
my exams are over!! XD
this will be my greatest day and the worst day of the year. Lol.
will be leaving for wuhan on tue.
hais..
i dun have the excited for the trip.
well,
i guess i'm been bother by that show. Lol
it's very stupid for by been bothered by it.
but i cant help it. =.-

anw,
will be at wuhan for 6weeks.
so i'll be missing,
6 weeks of morning gongyo,
6 weeks of bleach anime episodes,
6 weeks of bleach manga episodes,
6 weeks of hong kong series.
Lol. so many 6 weeks of things to miss.
of cos i'll be missing all of my comrades. (:

the study sessions for NPSD is always very fun.
the whole of the study week starting from 16th Feb onwards,
NPSD students are camping at SYC to study.
the funny thing is not camping at SYC,
but it is chirs, kept kena scolding from rachel.
it's always seems that if he nv kena scolding,
his body will be feeling super uncomfortable. =.-
anw,
i'm feeling so empty now for i've been camping at SYC for the whole of last week
that includes my Valentine's Day. Lol.
i believe all my hard work will be paid off de. (:

well, g2g alr.
will post again if i'm free at wuhan. XD
dun miss me wor =P

2009-02-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

waaa!! tml will be my first paper for the semester and it will be AMATHS (Advance Engineering Maths)!! i'm really weak in this module as i also sleep in class or i use laptop and most importantly is, i got 13/100 during my CT!! -.=

anw, i've been drilling myself at SYC this 3 days and have ask min kit to come help me out. i'm very sure that my fruit will definately bear and i'll definately get "B" as this is wad i've promised NPSD comrades. (:

well, saw vivien, samantha and other ppl at the SD25 choir practice just now. ky and i just joined in only. LOL!! duno which nerve of mine go harewire go join choir. =X i was just telling telling the admin ppl that, "i will sign the form but i'll come down for practice on sunday." XP

anw, g2g now as i'm having exams tml 9am!!

2009-02-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine people!! (:
to think that i spent my valentine at SYC studying. =.-
anw
my exams will be starting next thursday and i've not started my A-Maths. =.-
have been studying for AEL ytd and today
as i've been lagging the class abt 2-3 chapters. =P
after exams will be going to Wuhan till 13 April
go there and study and i felt it's kinda lame
have holiday don't wan go there suffer. Lol

Nvm!
As wad Sensei, youth need to take on challenges in order to grow.
well, guess i've to challenge myself in order for myself to grow.

g2g now.
mg tml. Lol

2009-01-25T11:57:00.004+08:00

Gomen ne sunai ja nakute
(I'm sorry I'm not straightforward,)
yume no naka nara ieru
(I can say it in my dreams)
shikou kairo wa short sunzen
(My thoughts are about to short circuit)
ima sugu aitai yo
(I want to see you right now)
Nakitakunaru you na moonlight
(Moonlight that makes me want to cry,)
denwa mo dekinai midnight
(Midnight that keeps me from calling)
Datte junjou dou shiyou
(Because I'm innocent, what should I do?)
heart wa mangekyou
(The heart is a kaleidoscope)
Tsuki no hikari ni michibikare
(Guide by the light of the moon)
Nando mo meguriau
(We will meet again and again)
Seiza no matataki kazoe
(I count the sparkle of constellations)
uranau koi no yukue
(to fortell the future of my love)
Onaji kuni ni umareta no
(We were born in the same land,)
miracle romance
(miracle romance)
Shinjite iru no miracle romance
(I believe in it, miracle romance)

I'm so hook onto this song!! =/
too bad I don't have the full lyrics,
it's just the front part only. =/

2009-01-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

wow!

i'm finally back!

i really missed SG.

my family, my friends and most importantly,

GAKKAI ACTIVITIES!! (:

well, update on wad happened at Genting.

Friday

wake up so early

left home so early

it's been a yr

that i've not wear school uniform

and waiting for bus to go to school.

the feeling is so nice but no more secondary school! YAY!! XD

took taxi down to Golden Mile Complex

reached there at abt 6.20am

waited for sk, qingde and paul.

they came at abt 6.25am cos paul was wait.

went to Golden Mile Tower to take the ticket for the trip.

take the bus to boon lay and change to another coach

wasn't sleeping for the whole trip.

was playing PSP all the way.

reached there at around 2pm.

when we reached there,

i felt as if we were in a air-con room.

the temp is so cold that i told sk

this is as if like the air-con. Lol

went to the hotel and book in,

put our things and changed my pants and went out.

the first place we went was Casino.

cos they wan to see whether i can go in.
Surprisely!

i successfully went in! XD

poor qingde have to take out his IC for duno how many times

cos he looked younger while i looked older. =.-

the Casino there was far from wad i've expected.

perhaps different country have different kind of Casino.

the one that i saw in TV was so different from Genting de.

i think it's because one is in Malaysia while the other is Phlippines. Lol

went shopping and my legs are like so "sour" as we walked long hours.
bought a long sleeve shirt.
walked around First World shopping centre till 7plus
and we were late for meeting paul. =.-
went to the K-Box
but they don't call it K-box and i forgot what the name was. =P
sang till 10plus and it's ppl come "qing" us to go den we leave. =.-
went back to hotel and we decided to go catch a midnight movie.

after bathing and chanting,
we went back to First World shopping centre =.-
there weren't much choices for us to choose
so we chose this moive tittle,
"The Diary of The Dead"
sounds creepy but the movie isn't scary at all.
it was talking abt zombies infested USA
and everybody become zombie
and there were 4 survivors and that's the end of the movie. =.-
went back to hotel
dead on bed after that. LOL!!

Saturday
woke up quite late in the morning
when we agreed to wake up at 9am
everyone couldn't get up from the cosy bed. Lol.
anw, when i woke up that time,
the room was as if we on air-con for the whole night. =.-
after we chanted, we went to have both breakfast and lunch as it's almost 12noon.

went to have dim sum for broonch
after eating, sk, qing de and i went to the theme park while casino for paul

anw, g2g now.
will continue when i'm free XD

2009-01-15T13:54:00.003+08:00

So many times had happened this few weeks and i've not been updating my post. =.- going off to genting tml. dun miss me wor~ will be back on sunday night. Lol.

i really duno what happened to me nowdays. i dun have the feel of wanting to study. no urgency at all. exams is coming in afew weeks time and here i am dun want to study. my fighting spirit during GCE "O" levels period and last semester has lost. i dun know where to find it back and duno how to get it back. i just know that if i don't want to find it back, i will definately fail my exams.

moreover, i also know that i've to chant to find back. but somehow, my faith is backsliding so i oso duno what to do already. hais.. i'm going crazy soon!! AHHHH!!! Nvm. no matter what happens, i'm going to find back what i've lost. I'm not going to admit defeat de!! NO WAY!!

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution

2008-12-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

i wan bu neng shuo de mi mi that song to be played in my blog!!
but i couldn't find a suitable one. =.-
anw, had this very weird feeling starting from fri i think?
whenever i'm listening to bu neng shuo de mi mi
i'll be thinking of Zack and Aeris
they will be couple if Zack is not dead
well, this is wad i call
you yuan wu fen.
but Aeris died oso.
so wad i call this?
you qing ren zhong chen jian su?
Lol. sound weird tho
but it's quite cool in the sense. =P
well and this lead me to recall something. O.o
Lol.

anw, talked abt today's GM Rehearsal
it's FANTASTIC!
this is wad i heard from meihui,
she was asking if those who didn't turn up for today's rehearsal is confirm out on 31st?
that is wad i heard her asking.
and i didn't hear what did freddy reply.
so if you wanna know whether u are out or in,
think you've got to come for tueday training and u will know it urself
rather den hear from ppl
den if it's not accurate more worst.
Lol.
anw, g2g sleep now.
slept 2pm ytd and woke up 7am today. =.-
everybody ps me and nv go for morning gongyo.
fyi, morning gongyo from next week onwards
will be TSC instead of ICA.
dun leave GD there alone..
Lol. XD

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution

2008-12-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

i feel like crying
but tears just can't dropped down my cheeks.
i think this is probably how i'm feeling now.
the worst thing that a person is feeling isn't
been dumped by his/her boyfriend/girlfriend
and it is
want to cry
but can't cry it out.
Lol.
perhaps people will be asking me why i'm feeling like crying
but i can tell u this,
i seriously duno why i'm feeling like crying.

anw, talked abt some happy things.
i think so. =/
walking down the streets alone
thinking of the things which happened between both of us
the memories is so sweet
and i felt like it was just ytd's matters
the things which u said
seems so stupid to me now.
the action that you did
are so funny and cute.
i couldn't stop laughing whenever i'm looking at the photos.
i just hope that
all this memories will not fade away
and it will be forever inside my heart.

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution

2008-12-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

ENTRANCE EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!! (:
woke up so early ytd.
met jovan, ivan, colin and vanessa at boon keng mrt station
took 147 to Spring Singapore.
on the way, read and read and read
first time do so much reading on the bus.
almost finished the whole book. =.-
was overshot as it was my fault
see the map wrongly and we have to walk all the way back.
somemore raining. -.=
reached and went up to level 3
crapped and crapped.
finally it's time to go in but we've to queue up.
went all the way back and saw qi jun, catherine and PC.
talked to PC all the way and make him soo nervous. =X
went in and sat down.
the examiners were giving ground rules for the exams.
when they were abt to start,
go through the questions on the paper
each and every answers were in my head.
started and
laughed when i saw some stupid questions
which made yan guang think that i'm crazy and told sk after that. =.-
finished and went out.
screeeeeeeeeam and was like been asked to be quiet by the byakuren. =X
checked answers and found out that i'm wrong for 1-2 questions. =.-
well, it's over so went to eat with darren, qi jun and catherine.
after eating went to bus stop and look for zijing and vanessa.
went over to vanessa's hse to chant till it's time to go to bedok to buy food.
buy till so late and went over to the bbq pit late.
the bbq was fun tho
played the game,
"forget ur lyrics" with whampoa zone FD people.
it's a battle against YMDs and YWDs
forfeit is eat the food which is on the tray.
i think YMDs ate quite alot
as the YWDs kept winning.
felt so emo and tired after the game.
didnt talk much and went to take 55
with kenGuan, kenSu, yifeng and hengyuan.
reached home and bathed.
was so tired that i intended to play comp
but i was dead on the bed after eg.
Lol.

anw, my flu and cough haven recover yet.
tml whole day out.
TTSH and SYC.
think i'm going to put this on the stake of my life alr.
Lol.

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution

2008-12-13T00:27:00.005+08:00

woohoo!! i'm back from my torture, which is my CT. =X
guess wad?
i'm sicked now.
really very very sicked.
not sicked and tired, that sicked.
it's the illness that sicked.
entrance exam is this sun,
1st performance for CNY light-up is next sat.
i'm wondering if sansho-shima is really attacking me every single moment.
first is no mood to study for CT
den now is i'm SICK. =.-
my life is full of challenges
but i dun wan to fight them all.
how i wish i can jus heck care all of my problems
and indulge myself into my world of games.
but i cant do that as i've tons of things which i've not accomplished.
i'm so tired.
tired till i wan to sleep eternally.
where i can hear ppl chanting for me.
Lol.
that was a lame thing to say. =.-
sick ah sick
i'm not going to see a doc
but i'm going to chant abundant of daimoku.
Lol.
coughing now. =.-
thought flu only. ZzZ
nothing more to say.
WAIT!!
lastly,
let me say this,
GET WELL SOON!! XD

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution!

2008-12-08T13:01:00.002+08:00

alright.
tml is the start of my common test
and
i've 2 maths to take jus the start of my common test. =.-
CAEM 1 and EG 2.
wednesday, i'm have AC Circuit.
well, i've been doing the pass year CT paper and i've a conclusion
which is,
most of the answer which i got is all wrong. =.-
so how on earth am i suppose to pass?
thursday is AEL.
this is the paper,
which i heck care all the way and slept during lectures.
but i'm not gotta be the way that i'm in the past.
i'm going to study for it.
again, all the answer which i got was again all wrong!! =.-
alright.
gotta stop for here.
i've to do my mg
and
study for tml CT.
update abt SD Kenshu
when i finished my CT on thursday. (:

My Decision, My Action, My Revolution!

2008-12-05T08:13:00.001+08:00

hibernating~

2008-11-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

i jus found out something. out of 10 girls, 9 of them will say themselves very ugly even though they are good looking. there is only ONE who say that she is pretty or cute. well, dun need to eleborate much more. it's obvious that who is the one. Lol.

went to SYC jus now to study. intended to study but in the end, studied abit and crap alot. and that is when zj, sam, they all came. =.- went down for fri ren concert and hysen sang till very nice!! his song is really very touching. i think the song name is "wo zhi zai hu ni" ba. XD

ivan is the emcee for fri ren today. he's quite nervous as he is moving his body around when he is doing his job. anw, GOOD JOB ivan! u can do better the next time!! (: there is a whole list of thing for me to do tml. not alot la. a few only.

tml :
teck kiang's wedding ceremony (11am)
flint 5 outing @ Sentosa (8am) <---- =.-
study at SYC (after wedding ceremony)

waaa.. wad a fruitful day tml will be. anw, gotta go sleep now. going to 1am soon. meeting them at 7.3oam tml. hais.. Goodnight! (:

2008-11-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

WUSHU today!!
at first, i dun really wanna go down but in the end,
i told myself, "Since i'm in school alr, might as well go."
and the results that i got was really very unexpectable. (:
did so many ji ben gong and i was like watching and learning how to do it. =/

o ya. when i was doing warm-up that time,
my muscles are pain as i've not been doing stretching for almost 1 sem
when i'm "busy" with CFG during august and september.
anw, there was once everybody was fear of jiao lian
as we have to bend our body infront and stretch it
and jiao lian will be there exerting force from behind
and you will hear the "crak crak" sound.

when it was my turn,
i was freak out and cheng qian and elvis was telling me,
"it's ok de. dun need to scare de. it's very shiok one. Lol."
den i was like ok lor and let jiao lian do it. indeed, it's very shiok ah!
after doing it alr, tho was like abit pain but the feeling was woohoo!! XD
anw, i was sooo malu as when jiao lian exert force on my back,
i was gek-ing so much and he told me to relax and when i relax,
the force overcome me and my hands which was on the railing lost control
and slip down and i kneel down. =.-

well, training ended quick fast and i've the good fortune
to have my father to fetch me home.
if not i think i'm gotta be dead on bus and missed my bus stop. =.-

anw, g2g sleep now. too tired alr, tml 9am class. Goodnight ppl! Bye.. (:

2008-11-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

suddenly i felt that i'm been cheated for a long long time. hais.. dun talk le. finally it's friday!! XD i'm getting more and more loving friday alr. i, myself, also duno why i like friday so much. maybe it's sat tml and 2 days later, it's sunday. 2 day of rest day. HAHAHA

common test week starts from 9th Dec which is 2 days after SD Kenshu. Entrance Exams is on the 14th which is exactly on the same week as my common test. =.- i duno how to pass both exams but i must chant hard to absorb everything which i've studied. (:

i really cant afford to lose this battle. i cant make my parents to be worried abt me anymore. they should put all their energy on my brother and nuture him and not me. i really duno wad to do, i'm clueless as i dun even want to study. i said my AEL lecturer duno how to teach and i simply heck care and dun wan to listen in his lecture. i'm not like that in last semester even when i said my ELTECH lecturer duno how to teach. hais.. i must do something abt it. CHANT HARD JERRY!

i g2g alr. Bye. going down to SYC later. i want to study!!

2008-11-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

i received a very bad news today in school. i'm gotta be debarred if i'm later for COMT class again. and debarred means that i'll have to repeat this module again next sem. =.- and it will be totally waste of my time when i'm doing so. i must get out of house everyday super early liao for me in order not to get debarred for any module.

was discussing with my friends abt Madagascar jus now. i simply love the penguin! (: they are so cute!! i rmb watching the advertistment that time and it shows the penguin part. it was dumb but at the same time, funny. so which means, it's both funny plus dumb. XD

i think Gohonzon is really challenging my faith. so many obstacles for my family and i to overcome BUT. . . i welcome all of them. (: no matter what happens, i'll chant hard and overcome every obstacles which is infront of me. that's the spirit yeah! (:

got to go for chye long's mother wake alr. Bye

2008-11-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

have been going toilet for the whole day jus because of drinking the whole packet of HL milk. =.- i will never drink one whole packet of HL milk again. i thought it's nothing as i've been drinking one whole packet of Nutrisoy oso nothing happen, but who knows? =.-

well, what is the sadest thing for one's bdae? it's either one's boyfriend or girlfriend had no time to celebrate with you and etc. but for my case, i dun have a girlfriend so i dun fall into the category of the "girlfriend had no time to celebrate with me" but i fall into the getting whack by my birthday cake. =.- but it's was a memorable birthday for me. (:

anw, thanks alot ppl for celebrating with me and thanks for the gift! (: i'll definately read the books which all of your books and i'll make full use of the shirt. Lol!! XD

well, the dinner was quite good. free flow of ~~everything~~, ice-cream and drinks only. =.- but whether it worth it anot, it's depends on how much benben and yon chin eats. Lol. XD

anw, before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!(: she's my kindergarden classmate. (: going to play game now. gotta sleep in an hour time. Goodnight!

2008-11-13T00:43:00.005+08:00

well, i'm finally 18 today!! wooohooo! finally, after enduring for one year. i'm finally 18th years old. i'm seriously waiting for soooo many ppl's wishing but NVM!! chant for me 10hrs will be better den any wishing. LOL!! =p

received a card from marcus from chen laoshi today. he's cute man!! i'll be looking forward for the next SK 20th Anniversary to see how much has he grow. XD i oso must start to grow liao. 18th years old and not 8 years old. cannot be like a kid anymore.

anw, i duno what happened to me man, chant half-way and think of last year, and looking at what happened this year, suddenly become super emo. =.- but i resolved and i must really engrave this guidance in my heart, "Through your faith, you have grown into a man who is praiseworthy in anyone's eyes, a woman perfectly suited you will appear." - Josei Toda

no time for it other things! fulfilling my mentor's dream is what i concern now.

YES! Jerry can DO it! Jerry must always put his mentor and Gohonzon in 1st place! There is nothing that Jerry can't do! (:

2008-11-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

OMG!! i'm short-listed for interview and briefing for the wuhan trip!! but i think is nobody want to go sign up that why i'm been short-listed. LOL!! anw, if i successfully get to go wuhan, i'll have chant alot for the money to come. everything must go on smoothly but 6weeks at china, the thing which i miss most will be my computer. =X Lol.

went back to SK today. the kids are having a party today and they will be officially having holiday after tml. saw many kids which i played with them that time and i'm sooooo happy that they remembered MY NAME!! tho it's was like they are trying to be funny by saying i'm jerry the mouse.

saw daichi, kenjin! talked to them and they reacted on how they react on the first day which i met them. anw, bought some gifts for them and managed to give them. but i'm like sooo -.- , give 5 only and somemore when it's infront of so many kids. obviously they will like want to have one. =.- kena scolded by qisheng for having no brains to give out gifts tacticly. ZzZ

anw, after the kids left, had a talk with chen laoshi, who is also my WD chapter chief, and i've made this resolution. 10years later, i must meet chloe and shakubuku her. not trying to say that i like her and will be waiting for her 10yrs =.- but rather to say, it's my job to fulfill my mentor's dream. this resolution has got to do with the talk with chen laoshi jus now. Lol.

anw, i'm going to bath and watch tv. not gotta play computer. common test on the 9th week. gotta perpare alr.. =.-

2008-11-09T14:22:00.004+08:00

i'll be looking forward to the day which i'll be see you every week
but somehow, i duno why whenever the time comes,
my inner self will be struggling very hard.
perhaps i'm afraid,
to see you angry again after i said something.
everything that i've said,
it's jus in a form of seeing how you react.
it's kinda childish i know,
but i duno why i still do it,
and it's when everytime when i tell myself not to,
maybe, it's my fundamental darkness making me to do that.
i'm not giving any excuses,
but in any case, it's my own fault.
whenever seeing you laugh, smile
i couldn't find it anywhere except in you, alone,
and naturally, i will smile(: too.
it's just like the sun, illuminating the darkness,
where it brings hope and happiness to everybody.

anw, this is jus random thoughts of mine. i'm neither saying anybody nor emo. =.-

2008-11-09T14:10:00.003+08:00

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are both a realist and an idealist. You're able to see the world as it is - and how it could be.
You dream big, and you never give up on your beliefs. You have big plans.

Your inner demon is depression. Sometimes you build things up in your head.
People think you're cute because you're determined. You're a fighter, and that's charming.

The Cute Monster Test

Lol. this describe me fully. XD
this is the link for the test, http://blogthings.com/thecutemonstertest/

2008-11-08T02:46:00.003+08:00

waaa.. finally find some time to blog. it's either i fall asleep when i was lying on bed or i was busy playing WC3. =X anw, my time spending on com will be lesser and less as something had happened within my family and i need to chant alot for it.

anw, back to what i am suppose to blog today, i dun think i'm gotta update what's going on during the FDIC kenshu. i'm jus been lazy. Lol. (: if there is anything that anyone wants to know abt the FDIC kenshu, u can come and ask me. well, i'm going back to SK on tueday to see the kids. i jus wondering what to buy for them since zijing said no sweet is allow. . . think i'm gotta buy afew pencils for that few kids.

study meeting tml. gotta talk abt the spirit of Nichiren Daishonin if i'm not wrong and so, i can learn quite alot from tml's study meeting tml. tho i'm the only youth there, but i'll do my best to expand my district and make it a place where there is both youth and adult division. (: the road will be difficult but i know that it'll become true somehow in 2years time. ^^

talking abt kosen-rufu, i recalled what i told zijing jus now. it's was such a wonderful dialogue and i think, i've the habit of making ppl to misinterpret me. ZzZ think it's really a bad habit of me and i think i shld chant more for it.

well, it's 2.57am now. i think i need to go alr. Goodnight!(:

2008-10-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

alright. i really can't stop thinking of it. i'm missing the kids everyday!! T.T gotta go back on 11th Nov, 1 day before their holidays officially starts. i will definately miss Daichi as he brought back my memories when i'm in SK and there, i know a Japanese friend name Natsuki. i wonder how is he doing now. is he striving hard for kosen-rufu? i duno. i really wan to have a reunion with this old friend of mine!! T.T i'm sure Kenjin will be like me when he grow older in future..

i wan to sleep now. but i'm playing vampirisim. =.- gotta sleep after this. Goodnight!(:

2008-10-27T12:58:00.006+08:00

during A3 chalet..

during ytd last minute dmk

i look abit gayish

calling for help?

shocked.. O.o

ROAR!!what is this face huh?

i jus realised that i've not been uploading photos for quite awhile alr. think i gotta search my pictures especially those which i took with Daichi and Kenjin. (:

2008-10-27T02:10:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ON SAT!! I'M OFFICIALLY 18 YEARS OLD ALR!! =D but i still cant watch M18 show cos it's my 华人bdae. =.- LOL!! anw, it's a good experience to be the emcee of the SK Anniversary cum Graduation Day's emcee with rui hsin. but at the same time, it's tough as i chant super duber less for it. hais. . .

Saturday
wow!! it's SK Anniversary cum Graduation Day!! reach ICA at around 10.30 and oh my.. i'm like late every single day. ZzZ anw, go through my script with rui hsin and i suggested to buy rule cards and we write everything on rule cards but qi sheng was like trying to psycho me not to buy and give me lots and lots of bad examples of buying rule cards. but in the end, we managed to break-through his bad examples wad. =.-

anw, back to main point. bought lunch back to ICA and eat and after lunch, quickly write the script into the cards. after writing, went down to Jasmine room to look for rui hsin. saw the kids again and they were like wanting to play with me again but i'm too busy to play with them.

saw that little girl again and i rmb-ed her name alr!! her name is Genevieve. (: she's cute not cos she said that i'm cute but i felt that she's really very pure and innocent. anw, saw Chloe and she ignored me all the way no matter how much i pat on her shoulder. =.- i wondered what on earth did i do anything to her to make her to ignore me like this.

O.o i guess she's angry with me for forgetting her name and break my promise for not gg down to ICA on friday. if not i really cant think of anything that i did to make her to be angry. perhaps something is wrong with my character, making 1x yrs old de angry and now 6 yrs old de angry. =.-

btw, pardon me if i appears to be sick huh? i jus find that the kids especially afew girls like Jia Min, Chloe, Genevieve, Zhi Hui is very good-looking when they smile and i'm NOT like trying to do something funny to them. =.- aww, dun be jealous huh? you are good-looking too when you smile do u know that? your smile is filled with vibrant and it's jus like the sun illuminating the sky and it had never failed to make me smile. (:(:(: btw, not only the girls are good-looking, the boys like Daichi, Kenjin looks handsome when they smile! (:

went to rehears with rui hsin and i was like quite confident in speaking unlike the 1st time i went on stage to practise. ZzZ finally, went up to ICA and waited time to pass. GD suddenly came up and sit down and i was like, "Aren't we suppose to welcome GD? den what shall we do since he is up here?"

so i quickly told stella, who jus happened to be at the front, to look for Mrs Tay. Mrs Tay talked to GD and we had a last minute change. =.- didn't expect this to happen but since it happened, we had no choice but to compromise it. this shows that members of the Soka Gakkai is 能屈能生. XD i wondered if i get the word correct anot. Lol.

personally, i felt that i didn't do a good job as i didn't do my part for not chanting lots and lots of daimoku for it but everyone told that it was a good job since this is the first time i do emcee. aww, i really duno but if i were to given a chance again, i'll definately chant lots and lots of daimoku.

well, guess i have to stop here. tml there's a wushu outing and i'm still struggling whether to go not as seeing the time now and have to reach harbourfront by 1oam. so Goodnight and sweet dreams people! Bye! (:

i'll miss Daichi, Kenjin, Genevive, Chloe, Zhi Hui and the other kids whose name i still duno but i played with them de!! T.T

2008-10-23T22:04:00.005+08:00

alright. no more EL to worry alr. anw, EL post asides. let me talk abt SK anniversary cum graduation rehearsal which i attended ytd and today. the children is really adorable and terrorist too.. i wondered how terrorist i was when i'm in K1 and K2. =x

Wednesday
pon-ed school to go for SK anni as i'm the emcee on that day and i felt that, it may be my once in a life time thingy and if i were to miss the rehearsal, when i look back as i grow older, i will definately regretted it and therefore, pon-ed school.

supposely, i've to reach ICA at 8am but i dragged and dragged and so, i reached ICA at abt 10.15am. when i reached there, the K2 AM session is having their skit and it's really very funny in terms of the way that they present it and the way that they talked. it's really very funny.

went over to talk to Mrs Tay, Principal of SK and she went through the script with me and we made some amendment. Qi Sheng was the only alumni i know there and so i followed him everywhere he go lo and he's the IC of the K2 teachers helper and so he has the luxury of playing with the kids and they get along with him VERY WELL. i had a had time getting the kids attention on me. =.-

the AM session ended at around 11.30am and i went to do my mg at the chanting room and went to lunch with Qi Sheng at cafe beside the bookshop. anw, it's FOC cos i think HQ is providing lunch for the staffs and we, the alumni cum helper of SK has got the privilege to eat the lunch which the cafe prepared. (:

finished lunch and we went to Jasmine room to take care of the K2 PM children. again, followed QS everywhere he went and mix around with the kids. played around and went up to ICA to do my emcee run through. was so nervous that i mixed up the last part and i kept repeating myself for pronouncing the word properly. -.=

run throught everything twice and it's time for the children to home sweet home.. went to the cafe again to have our snacks and ate so much till i'm sooo full.. Lol. went back to Jasmine room to help the teacher to tie the medal which the graduates are getting on Saturday. i'm still thinking hard of where did my medal went. =.- ate dinner with wei han and QS and chiong down to bishan to meet them for FDC meeting.

Thursday
pon-ed school again. rui hsin came and we went through the script once as i was LATE again. =.- i better dun be late on saturday if not.. OMGohonzon!! the sound system for today is like not good as ytd cos due to some reasons. didnt do the role as MC and take care of the kids all the way.

go through the same thing as i did ytd but today, i did get along well with the AM session kids and i'm really worn by their fighting to play "chopstick" with me.. =.- went to lunch and it's better today as i finished the food!! Banzai!! =P went to Jasmine room and play with the PM session kids and when they saw me, they were like using a "gun" shoot me and i've to like "AHH, i'm dead". LOL!! playing with them is always fun.. (:

during one of the run through of the PM session, there is this little girl, whose name i forgotten, asked me this,

"what is your name?"

"hmm.. you know Tom & Jerry?"

the kids there said, "YES!! You are that TOM!!"

the little girl said that i'm Jerry but i heard as i cant be den i said this to her,

"why can't I be Jerry?" saying in a very sad tone..

"cos you are as cute as Jerry." and she smiled to me..

i was like stun there for 2-3 secs after she said this to me. this little girl really knows how to sweet talk huh? maybe i can learn this kind of stuff more and sweet talk to YWDs. =X HAHAHA jus joking only.. =p

anw, took out my juggling bean bags and juggle there and they were like, "WOW!! you are so cool!!" Lol. at least got the attention from the kids unlike ytd plus Dai Chi and Kenjin is like so close to me now unlike ytd, perhaps some of them are close to me alr. XD

so you can imagine the fun which i had this 2 days and i'm really looking forward to go for the SK 15th Anniversary cum Graduation Day this Saturday. so ppl, for those who i've jio-ed to go down, if you have something on and cldn't attend, it's ok. but for those who have nothing on, please come down and play with them as the kids are really very cute!! (:

SK school song
We are the children strong with hope
We are the children of the Sun
Come to Care. Come to Share.
Righteous children of the sun
Learn with joy. free to grow
Happy children of the sun

2008-10-20T10:39:00.004+08:00

it's monday!! so which means, GCE "O" levels EL will be tml!! =.- i didnt really study much and here i am, online and blog. if i fail this time round, i really dun deserve to be ke lian de lo. anw, NPSD instutition meeting ytd! (: had lots of fun during the meeting and most importantly is, learned alot of new things. ^^

when i woke up in the morning, i was feeling a little unwell and i decided not to go for mg. but at around 8am, my sister msg-ed me and for that moment, knowing that she will take taxi down for mg, so i re-decided again to go down for mg even tho i'm not feeling very well. =.-

so cab down to ica and i'm able to chant at least 5mins of daimoku. XD anw, the encouragements given by GD was abt the victory of CFG last month. we had reached out to 64,190 people for all the CFG!! ^^ anw, ppl like me, who went for more den once makes up the figure which is so high but anw, even if subtracting those who went for duno how many millions of time, the figure will still be higher den 50,000! i'm so happy to hear that and almost cried? nah.. not that serious.. Lol.

went for breakfast with sk, catherine, darren and my sister. something happened which makes everybody unhappy but it's still ok. after breakfast, went to TSC and chant till 12.45pm and chiong down to Senja for my NPSD instutition meeting. reached there abt 2.30pm and fortunately, when i reached that time, it just started so that's the benefit of chanting before going down for a meeting. =p

as i mention earlier, had so much fun as we are having the Q&A competition for the founding of Soka Gakkai. didn't won cos they dun let me keep answering where yeeshi can always ans for her grp. NO JUSTICE!! =.- Louis and Marie shared abt their experiences over at Japan kenshu and it's the same thing which i heard from CIC training and NUSSD instutition meeting. anw, i catched some points which i didn't catch it during the CIC training and NUSSD instutition meeting and sometimes, it's good to lisen over and over again. XD anw, first time see NPSD had more den 15 ppl attending the instutition meeting. (:

after the meeting, the IICs, CICs had a disscussion on the SAHA diary and i'm been "force" to be inside. O.o what's SAHA stands for? it stands for, Standing Alone, Happiness for All and it's a home-visit campaign book for the year end kenshu and the theme for the kenshu is Senseition! it means to aknowledge Ikeda Sensei as our mentor and always have him deeply engraved inside our heart. as for the date and timing, it will be on the 7th December 2008, 10am at Senja. mg will be at there and i'll have to wake up super early for mg at Senja. =.-

went to have lunch?(it's abt 5pm when i went to eat) with the freshies after the meeting and home sweet home after that. anw, gotta study for EL now and later at SYC with ky and catherine. 30mins more for my EEPS practical. ZzZ

2008-10-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

3 days more and it's EL!! OMGohonzon!! ZzZ

didnt really realised it till catherine tell me this jus now. how do i put it? alright. she told me that the way that i do things is really very relax and not serious in doing anything. so, when i'm talking abt some serious stuffs, people will take it as i'm jus talk for the sake of talking as i dont do whatever i say. now that i realised this problem, i must really do what do i say.

didnt go down for my own coaching class today as i went to ytd's official last coaching class. but all along, i was jus there playing my laptop and listening to what nicRao is teaching. seriously, my mind is really blank now and i duno what to ask nicRao for my EL on tuesday. all i can do is to chant for wisdom to have my brain working well that day.

went to nicRao place jus now with ky and catherine to study EL. as usual, i was late and i meet them up at nicRao's place afterwards. when i reached redhill mrt station, i alight and i went over to take bus to nicRao's place and i took bus 64 and alight 3 bus stop after the bus stop which i board the bus and i was LOST!! =.-

called ky and nicRao gave me some directions and finally, i found my way out of the maze.. ZzZ ran all the way to his place and was sweating all over my body. sat down and start to listen to what nicRao is teaching them and got some tips for my EL. (: went off to SYC for NUSSD instutition meeting at around 2pm.

had a fun and enjoyable day at NUSSD instutition meeting and i'll try to make NPSD instutition meeting as enjoyable as theirs. (:

alright. g2g bath now.. tml mg at ICA most probably i guess. support sk as he gotta be translator tml. Bye. (: NPSD instutition meeting tml! for no reason, my forehead is bleeding now.. =.- alright. before i go to sleep, saw this email from NP. NP gotta have green bazaar for celebrating 45 years of teaching and this is one of the component of Q&A:

"Will there be food and drinks?
Yes! Light snacks will be provided FOC! But for the drinks you are required to donate a certain sum to the student aid fund. All proceeds will be directly be in the student aid funds."

i'm thinking that, the drinks is = selling us. =.- anw, dun think i'm going down.. got tons of things to do.. Lol

2008-10-15T22:33:00.004+08:00

alright. today was a unexpected day. was late for practical and didnt managed to finished the practical and the most funny thing is the capacitor was blow due to short circuit cos the tr's assistance go take out the wire when the power supply is on. =.- that was a dumbest thing which i had ever seen in my whole life.

so the moral of the story is, nv ever take out the wire which is connect to the bread board when the supply is on. =.-

running around the school today cos due to my stupid lateless of school today. =.- anw, had my 1st advance maths a.k.a AMATHS. Lol. so sleepy leh.. still got notes to print.. OMG!! i forgotten to print. ZzZ

got to go sleep now. if not i'll be dead tml.. =.- Goodnight! (:

shut up
jus shut up
shut up =X

"When you become confused, it's is always advisable to return to where you started and try to be as simple as possible. You will then be able to see the heart of the issue with unexpected clarity." - Josei Toda

2008-10-14T15:21:00.003+08:00

let me recall what happened yesterday and just now..

alright. first day of school yesterday. first day of school is tutorial. nothing is more boring than 1st day of school where only tutorial class. =.- but luckily, there is EEPS practical, if not i'm gotta rot at the school canteen till i turn smelly. Lol. =.-

meet my EG2 and AC Circuit tutor. AC Circuit tutor looks nice but my EG2 tutor really cmi. =.- she gets distracted easily. when talking abt maths, she can talk abt her dogs as one of the student in the class trying to distract her by asking what kind of dogs and etc. ZzZ but i had fallen asleep so it's ok. Lol.

my classmates? well, only 2 of my ECP classmates is same class as me. so the rest of them is basically from EE from last semester. ahh.. my class is really very noisy man. i wonder they can really help me when i need help in my studies. well, cant judge a book by it's cover. so i must still go and ask them abt things which i duno! Lol.

today only got IS and i was late. fortunately, tr mark me as late cos today is 1st lesson if not.. =.- 1st lesson and there is assignment for us to do. somemore there is OP at the 5th week if i'm not wrong. the moment i heard there's OP, i stunned there for like 5 secs. =.- anw, know quite a number of people today. Lol. at least i know all my groupmates and fortunately, there is 2 girls in my grp and not all guys if not all heck care den grade will decrease. =.-

gotta chiong down to SYC now. Bye! (:

2008-10-10T02:52:00.004+08:00

camp at home today again and play computer. i'm a goner.. if i continue to play after my school reopens, i really can go bang the wall alr. =.-

min wei came and look for me jus now. at first, i was wondering why would he come and find me and i thought of some "funny" things of why he came and look for me. >.< but who knows, he came to look for me was to ask me how i feel when i got back Sensei's reply and tell me that he will me transfering me to district 2.

i agreed to his plan as to transfer me to district 2 as i'll be learning things and grow over there as i dun have the luxury to have my parents to take care of me unlike in district 5. knowing more new members is good too. (:

talked to him awhile and went back home and camp at the tv. camp at the com till now and i spent one stupid hour playing a game which i'm dead at the 20plus mins. =.- should have leave in the first place and go to sleep. OMG!! it's 2.59am now now and i've got to wake up at 9.3oam later.

i really duno what to say.
i'm really very happy to see that.
you must keep on jiayou wor!!
even if u dun have confidence in yourself,
you must always have confidence in the Gohonzon. ^^
Nite(:

2008-10-08T13:16:00.004+08:00

went down to NYP ytd to have coaching class. 8 coachers and 1 students. that's cool huh? but the rest of the 5 coachers had dialogue with each others so left liyu, guoliang and me to coach ivan.

met them at mac and i was lost when i'm on the way to there cos i took 25 to AMK instead of taking 72 to YCK MRT station. so i happily walked from AMK to NYP. had so much memories on the path which i walked ytd.

reached there and saw ky and the rest packing up and went over the other side as the light at the side which they sat was off. so we started the coaching class with ivan while ky and the ASD ppl had dialogue.

was very hungry and so, went to buy MacSpicy to eat and eat till the point that i'm too full and didnt finished the burger but at least the meat was finished. first time in my life that i couldn't finshed the burger. =.- after ky's dialogue, crap and crap with them till it's time to go home.

when waiting for bus that time, had so much shooting from them after i said, got bus home anot? dun really feel the pain, but some memories flash back of last yr. took 45 home with melanine and reached home and camp at the computer again. Lol.

i really missed the time that i spent together with you.

2008-10-06T19:52:00.007+08:00

awww~ camp at home today and sleep. feeling so tired now. somemore i think my throat is sooo pain. i think i'm falling sick. hais.. well, here am i back to post a long long post.

Friday
went to jason's hse with yh to meet him to go down to chalet. waited for him for duno how long. but thinking of the time that he waited me, den suan le. so took bus 3 to downtown east. on our way, saw MJC got so many students inside den i heard from jason that it was open house and so, i've decided to go there to look for judy.

reached downtown, booked in and put down everything. went down to the NTUC near there. finished buying everything alr and see the time, it's going to 5pm. but the open house end at 5pm and so, i didn't go down to MJC. sian lo. so long nv see judy alr, wanna go find her to crap with her de but spent too much time at home waiting for my mother to come back. if i were to go down to jason's place at 1pm, i definately can go down and look for her de. =.-

so slack and slack at the chalet den alvin came. slack even more and it's time to go back to SK for alumni meeting. went down with alvin. slept on the bus as i'm damn sleepy. was woke up by alvin as walked to SK.

saw many familar faces but i didnt know that they are alumni at first. was quite shocked when i saw them but i duno if they were shocked to see me there anot. well, i'm been assigned as emcee for the SK graduation day on the 25th Oct. rui xin is my partner for the day. (: crap and crap and everybody it's time for Mrs Tay to lock the gate and go home. went to chanting room and do a quick gongyo tgt with renzhi, nicRao and alvin. took a detour to TM and they kept saying it till i'm super duber guilty. =.- accompany nicRao and renzhi to eat before going back to chalet.

took MRT instead of bus. duno what bus to take and so, took MRT. on the way to pasir ris, saw kenneth guan and his gf. i really cant believe it. a freak like him can have gf. Lol. joking. reached pasir ris and wanting to take 354 but the bus for the day has ended. saw kenneth guan again. had a chat with him and walked back to downtown with alvin while kenneth took 358 home.

eat and crap and time flies. i oso duno how i bring forth the courage to collect $20 from them. was so pai seh especially when collect from weixian but, i'm still collect it from them. the japanese members came with weixian and they bbq the potato till so nice. i think this is the first time which i praised a potato which i ate. so u all can imagine how nice the potato is. (:

after clearing up everything, haoyi, lucas and the YWDs went to the beach and ton which the rest of the YMDs went to sleep. it suppose to be a ton-ing night for the first night but we sleep. =.- anw, had a good night sleep as i'm the first to K.O. LOL!!

Saturday
woke up the earliest and went to shower as i'm "hot". went to sleep back again till they came back from the beach. alvin is the most ke3 lian2 one as he slept next to the door and when they came back, haoyi slam the door so hard that it woke everybody up. LOL!!

crap abit and those who came back from beach went to had breakfast while we, the slackers, cont to sleep till they come back till we went for breakfast. had mac for breakfast, and that was the only time which i break my golden rule of not eating mac for breakfast. Lol. after eating went back and cont sleeping.

at around 11plus, my phone suddenly ring. it was someone from HQ called me telling that Sensei had replied me. this is how it goes, "Thank you very much for your letter. Please accept my warmest regards." i'm really very happy that Sensei replied me but i was dots at that time cos that person sound it the way that Sensei had alot to tell me. =.-

cont sleeping and went for lunch in the afternoon. after lunch, went to swim with haoyi. when janice, swan lin and alvin came back, we went to Wild Wild Wet and play. ever since WWW had opened, this is the first time i entered WWW and somemore, it's FOC!! XD had so much fun and we went back at around 6plus.

the first thing i do when i went back is look for food and didnt went to bath till i had enough of my food. =P after shower, crap awhile and we played mafia. it was fun but everytime, it was the same, either i died or got sentence to death. =.- played awhile more and the YWDs went home after that. slacked awhile more and ky came. ate some noodle which bbq-ed by alvin and it was sooo nice? =.- watch meet the spartan and i was the first to K.O. again. LOL!!

Sunday
rush down to mg after i woke up. the topic which GD shared is interesting. i'll rmb it clearly. went to eat with the usual ppl and rush back to meet them for booking out but i failed. went home after that and have some sleep. camp at the computer after i woke up till very late.

it's 3.45am now and i gotta need some sleep. OMG! i still haven do my eg!! =.- Goodnight. (:

2008-10-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

alright. alright. i couldn't tahan the tempting of not blogging for 2days? hmm... here am i back from my CHALET!! XD

i'm thinking of my game now and couldn't think of anything to post. VAMPIRISM~ Lol. sounds creepy right? but it's fun. think i gotta get back to find at least the last game for my day as i've been camping at the com since i came back. =X wanting to go to SYC jus now but.. HAHAHAHAHA =.-

so much to say, so much to share. but.. i duno what can i say..

2008-10-03T01:24:00.004+08:00

waaaa!! jus slept 5 hours jus now only. now i realised something, i cant be like someone ah.. sleep comes before anything. LOL!! duno how ppl sleep more den 8hours per day. i'm dead beat now. imagine i've to stay up tml night, i'll be dead. so in order to stay awake for the whole night, i'm gotta swim whole night!! LOL!! =.-

didn't chant before making this decision.
told my district ldr to help me register for entrance exams.
looking at the number of pages of the previous study material, 一身成佛抄 has,
i gotta be dead if i'm gotta study.
but, no matter what,
i'm gotta study for it.
i'm aiming for a distinction for it! XD

sleepy~ =.-

2008-10-02T07:24:00.003+08:00

*yawn*~

jus came back from koon's place after one night of ton-ning at his place. i'm so beat.. but i duno what will happened after i chant after i post this. will i be able to sleep? or i will be awake till tonight? =.- i dun wanna have the dun have enough sleep = blah blah blah post again. ZzZ
that's a lame post as far as i concern, but i jus can't help doing such lame things. XD

A3 chalet tml.
gotta be awake for duno how many days again. =.-
plus Sunday, morning gongyo will resume
but i have to book out at 10.30am!!
what should i do?
go for mg den rush back to pasir ris to book out?
or i jus stay at the chalet and do my mg there?
i missed the Gohonzon at ICA for very long long time le.
so what shld i do?
obviously is chant for the wisdom
to decide. =.-

2008-09-30T13:35:00.004+08:00

40 Secrets About Yourself

1. What Is your natural hair color? black, is there other colour for not a mix blood Singaporean?
2. Where was your default pic taken? what's that?? O.o
3. What's your middle name? chee? Lol.
4. Your current relationship status? single
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? dun think so. she gave me cold shoulders =.-
6. What is your current mood? high? low?
7. What color underwear are you wearing? Lol.
8. What makes you happy? been able to be SSA GD! XD
9. What makes you sad? been torture every single moment by hrmp.. Lol.
10. If you could change your past, would you? nah. i love my immutable karma (:
11. If you MUST be an animal for 1 day- what would you be? monkey! =p
12. Ever had a near death experience? nah.
13. Somethings you do a lot? dota? chanting?
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? 安静
15. What is something you are looking forward to? duno leh.. O.o
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you. forgot his name le. it's my NCC senior
17. When was the last time you cried? 2 days ago
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? nah.
19. If you could have one super power what would it be? turn myself into Nichiren Daishonin! XD
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile(:
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I dun go starbucks often.
22. What's your biggest secret? if i say out it wont be the BIGGEST secret anymore =.-
23. What's your favorite color? green. blue.
24. When was the last time you lied? Sunday i guess?
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? TMNT
26. Do you enjoy scary movies? NO
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing
28. Do you speak any other language? el, chinese, cantonese, JAPANESE!
29. What's your favorite smell? dun have
30. What 1 word to describes your life? excellent!
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? does hugging myself consider?
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? nope, perhaps in future. that's quite romantic thing to do, i guess?
33. What are you thinking about right now? how am i suppose to answer the remaining questions?
34. Are you worried about global warming? not really
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? thinking of the events which happened last yr
36. How often do you pray? everyday. haha
37. Do you like working in the yard? graveyard? what kind of yard? =.-
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you? i love my last name
39. Do you act differently around your crush? try to get his attention? no duh~ i'm a guy?
40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex? hei se mao yi

40 stupid but interesting questions. but quite nice to do huh? LOL! XD

2008-09-29T00:26:00.007+08:00

1) Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Japan to see Sensei! (:
2) What's your favourite thing to do?
PLAY!!
3) Do you think money can buy happiness?
to a certain extent
4) If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
all As for my module and GPA 4.0
5) Things you can't live without:
water =.-
6) What are you afraid to lose?
Gohonzon
7) If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
give it to Gakkai as Zaimu
8) What do you dream of doing in the future?
SSA GD! XD
9) List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
engpeng. i koped from her de. =P er.. good-looking? cute? hardworking
i didn't realised that she possessed the first two traits. =X oops.. joking=p
10) What makes you happy?
A LOT. but for now, i jus 3 words from GD that is good job, Jerry!
11) What type of person do you hate the most?
i simply love everyone cos it's a sad way of living when hating someone.
12) If you have a super power what would it be?
go back to Nichiren Daishonin times and seek from Nichiren Daishonin
13) Would you go for happiness or money?
both? happiness(:
14) Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
My family
15) If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
no duh, cos i'm a guy. =.-
16) Who's the last person who hugged you?
nobody. sad right? Lol
17) What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
sleep
18) Who are you close to?
that's a good question cos i duno!! =.-
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
yeah. that must be provided i must chant lots of lots of Daimoku(:
20) If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
been a good YMD =X
21) 7 things that scare you:
1. cant get into Uni
2. darkness
3. woman (LOL!!)
4. my mother
5. performing again at WHM WEST CFG
6. nagging
7. myself
22) 7 things that you like the most:
1. Gohonzon! (:
2. been Nichiren Daishonin's afterlife! =P
3. crap
4. playing computer
5. sharing of Guidances of Sensei!
6. making the impossible; possible
7. see pretty girls. =X
23) 7 random facts about me:
1. i, myself, duno what am i doing sometimes
2. i love to play dota
3. i'm from Soka Kindergarden
4. i prefer FD than SD
5. i'm "hardworking"
6. i'm a YMD
7. i'm not a YWD
24) 7 things i plan to do before i die:
dumb, i know my mission isn't over yet. =.-

28) 7 things i can do:
1. dota
2. blogging
3. crap
4. slacking
5. swim
6. chanting
7. talking to SK

29) 7 things i can't do:
1. chanting with my mind not flying around
2. dun drink water for 2days
3. made hw girl smile
4. dun crap for a day
5. stop chanting
6. drop faith
7. stop playing

31) 7 things i always say:
1.chi shi
2. mei you mao
3. Sibei Kin
4. SBK
5. i'm not crapping
6. chant more
7. i'm PRO!! XD

32) 7 people to do this questionnaire:
anyone(:

2008-09-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

=.- went down to nicL's FDC for nothing today when there is only ONE STUDENT!! not two, not three, but ONE!! =.- went down to zhengjie's CFG after eating at TM with nicL and ep but sadly, i didn't went to krystal's CFG cos i'm too tired due to my not enough sleep post ytd. =X

saw my dear "GF", Lysshann, on the way to TSC for zhengjie's CFG. why i call her "GF" when she's not?? that's because i put the photo which we took after one of the NDP as my MSN display picture. i put it is not because that i like her or what or i admired her.. i jus felt that my smile on that pic is much better on that picture so ya.. i'm quite handsome in that picture huh?? LOL!! XD den everyone saw alr, asked me whether she's my gf. obviously is a N.O. right? den i told Lysshann saying wad everyone had been telling me. so, i lied to her telling her that i say YES to everyone that asked me. HAHAHA den i asked her whether she mind anot, and she said no. so we happily called each others "GF" and "BF" lor.. that's so lame right? Lol. =.-

i duno wad is wrong with me. when i didn't see hw girl, i had alot of things which i wanna tell her, share with her. but i duno wad happened, when i saw her, my mind is totally blank duno what to tell her or share with her. sometimes when i'm doing things and i saw her, i will totally lose concentration on everything which i'm doing. duno wad is really wrong with me, doesn't had that kind of attitude in the past. hais..

tml working. gotta sleep early tonight after talking on phone later.

2008-09-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

I AM FINALLY BACK HOME AFTER TON-ING AT KOON'S HSE YTD W/O GETTING A PROPER SLEEP AT ALL!! F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!!! (:

not having enough sleep = torture
it's been a torture for not sleeping in bus when i'm on my way to Senja.
it's a torture for waking up for more den 24hrs.
not having enough sleep = sleep during SK's CFG
but i didn't slept at all (:
all thx to the power of Gohonzon. ^^
not having enough sleep = must sleep early
but here i am, blogging,
and i'm suppose to get to TSC by 12noon tml for nicL's coaching class. =X
not having enough sleep = sleepy now
but i still wan to play comp. =X

so many not enough sleep. i'm getting more and more dots. LOL!! =.-

2008-09-23T22:50:00.004+08:00

yes!!
finally!!
it's over!!
MY CFG IS FINALLY OVER!! XD
it was really a good experience to perform infront of 400 plus ppl.
was very nervous when i'm going up on stage.
dun even had that feeling before.
perhaps what yh said is true,
when i performed everytime, it's a whole group of ppl
but now it's totally different case.
but i do rmb when i'm 7 yrs old
i perform a skit
and i wasnt nervous at all.
for no reason
got a "aiya" father and mother.
Lol
that feeliing is like... LOL!!
anw, CFG is over.
gotta missed my comrades
tho i kept giving them nothing but trouble
it was a memorable period for me.
based on faith and master my juggling skills.
it's really a breakthrough for me tho
my chapter didnt reach out to at least 500 members and new friends
but number isn't everything.
as what Daishonin said,
"It's the heart that matters" (WND, 1000)
anw, have got a link in youtube for my performance.
feel free to see and tell me how much u grade me!! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=640znWCw8_I

jiayou for ASD students who are taking promos now!! (:

2008-09-19T02:39:00.003+08:00

6 Truths of Life

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.

2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.

3. The first truth is a lie.

4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.

5. You soon will forward this to another idiot.

6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.
Sorry about this....
I was An Idiot too, And Needed Company.... XD

2008-09-19T02:39:00.002+08:00

alright.. gotta post this and go to sleep. have not been sleeping early this few days ever since i started working on monday. =.- i've oso improved alot and not like in the past, dozed off when i'm working half-way. perhaps it's the mystically power of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. (:

nothing strange past this few days of working. the only thing i see now will be scared of is stamps, address and envelop. =.- been pasting in hundreds of them these past few days. the sight of stamps and envelop will make me freak out. HAHAHA not that serious. XD

really cannot take it alr. i'm going to sleep le.. =.-

2008-09-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

HOOO~ finally i've sometime to blog. had been lazy but at the same time wanted to blog but LOL!! >.<

Tuesday

went to SMU for CFG practice. practice and i'm like sort of trying to juggle when i'm walking side-ways, front and back. (: but somehow, i FAILED!! =.- been really slacking in practicing my juggling. i think i'm arrogant alr. hais.. ta bai lai that de.. so ah, must not let me achieved something which i wanted if not i sure arrogant de. but this must not be applied in my results. LOL!! XD

Wednesday

went to ICA and chant at 6pm. saw Reverend Watanabe again been the doshi. but this time round, the robe which i see don't make me seems like i'm seeing Daishonin's back again. =X rushed home for the planning meeting for the sharing on "Determination", one of the chapter of HR.

the previous day, zijing said that she wants to come at 7pm. but den, today she said that she's waiting for my sister and will be at my place at 8pm. =.- i'm totally dots by what she said. she reached and we started to chant. chanted for 2omins and my leg is really very pain!! =.-

started discussing and lynette came when i'm having dinner. Lol. worked out the skit and the skit is finally out!! (: after that we went through the skit 2 times and it's time to go home!! x) for them, not me. =P went down with them and waited bus with them and went to eugene's hse after that.

Thursday

intend to go anchorvale swimming complex there and swim but yh they all have violent objection on the exercise, "Swimming". they kept saying want to go play bball. obviously i dun1 to go cos i only wan swimming. LOL! went to TBSC instead with my things in my bag.

reached there and chant till 7plus and went up to Hall of Eternal for my CFG Rehearsal #2. the rehearsal is quite a successful one as tho we targeted to do 2 run through but we managed to do one full run through!! XD

Friday

went to swimming with eugene at anchorvale. LOL! failed to go on thursday and so, go on the friday. =P before we went to the swimming pool, went to hougang mall and camp there to wait for gene's ... ... ... ... ... ... LOL!! =X

she finally came and so gene had passed her the ticket alr. HAHAHA this childhood friend of mine. forever so shy huh? =.- went home and played till 9plus and went to hw girl's place to pass her my calculator. she must be very fortunate to have me to buy the batt for her as i rmb that my calculator's batt going flat. HAHAHAH

Saturday

went to senja for coaching class. due to waking up late and so, was late for my coaching class. only got me the only coacher there. only mabel and heng yuan was there. talked abt work and buddhism abt them and the time really pass very fast.

went home after that and reached home abt 4plus. went to eat with eugene and his family members and his father treat me eat lunch. (: was so full. went home and play com till 12plus. LOL! watched tv till very late and went to sleep. =.-

next sunday is my CFG alr. must put in a lot of dmk for the great success my CFG and as well as the other chapter's CFG. >.<

2008-09-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

彩虹
作曲:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

finally found it!! love it man!! (:

2008-09-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

HOOO~ i got into EE !! but since i got into EE, i wondered if my results are good anot.. NO! cannot think like this !! definitely good !! but my mission is in EE !! (:

had a wonderful BBQ and weekend..

Friday
went to SYC to meet laurel, lynette, zijing and kaiyang for the planning of FDC dmk on the 16th and i'm late~ discussed till 4plus and i went over to eat. after eating, came back and chant. the FD peeps who are studying there went over to eat and chant together with me. rush down to bugis to meet engpeng and xiuzhen and take 197 to marine parade.

waited for gene and benben at the library and proceed to the BBQ pit. the journey is very "short". reached there 9plus and started eating like hungry ghost. LOL!! the cold noodle made by eugena's mom is really DELICIOUS !! crap and crap and i started to bbq the food. didn't know that uncle wilson a.k.a Goh Pa is cantonese too!! speak cantonese when talking to him and it made me so qing che (:

cut cake and take photos (for the YWDs).
Happy Birthday Eugena !! (:
went home at 2am like that and reached home at 2.3oam. bathed and lie on bed immediately.

Saturday
didnt go for coaching class cos when i woke up that time, my mother is not home and left my brother at home. the time when she reached home is the time where my coaching class gotta end. =.- went down to SYC for FLINT last trg instead. reached there very late and ghee han is talking abt history of SSA.

they had a test for 3omins and after that marked their paper. went to chinese garden there de swimming pool and swim after that and was late for 1hr++. played the lazy river, slides and wave. played till 8plus and ate till 9plus and go home.

Sunday
went to laurel's chapter friendship gathering and rush down to SMU for mine CFG practice. rush down to kaiyang's CFG den when i reached that time, it has alr ended. =.- went to eat with kaiyang, my sister, jiahao, wei hong and eric at the kopi-tiam opposite the tampines police post. take cab home after that.

2008-09-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

HOOO~ went to home-visit sze shan together with ghee han and oh! i was late for meeting ghee han. =.-

the home-visit was quite a success and basically i jus felt that it was more of a coaching class den a home-visit as when we reached there, ghee han started to teach him some maths question instead of talking to him. i think that was quite style la. think i'm gotta do the same if next time i go home-visit my students. (:

after teaching him some maths questions, ghee han started gave him some suggestions on how to plan his time-table well and study well till the day before his exams officially start. furthermore, ghee han also tell him how to set prayers for during this period and it's similar to mine. (: i guess what it meant by, "Great minds thinks a like." XD

do eg and home after that. got a ride in ghee han's car again and went to AMK Hub and finally take 25 home. i'm really sicked. whole body isn't feeling well and was aching all the way. =.- my mother said wo3 gan3 mao4 le. hais.. dun think i'm going to see doctor. all i'm going to do is chant more just like how i did during my 1 week of study break last month. (:

went for my chapter's dmk. chanted more quantity den quality. -.= sang chun1 xia4 qiu1 dong1 for dunno how many times for CFG. let me count.. sl's, ep's and mine!! OMG!! 3 times for CFG. if i go for other chapter's CFG and they sing it again, i duno how many times i'm gotta sing. LOL!! min wei sent adrenline, my sister and i home!! Thanks !! XD

tml has got CFG practice at SMU. i'm gotta be dread serious in doing it le!!

2008-09-02T23:04:00.006+08:00

HOOO~ so much things had happened during the weekends. (:

Saturday
went to ky's hse for Dynamo gathering and was late for meeting them as i was at home playing dota. =P took 62 with gene to punggol interchange and reached about 12.20pm. waited for eugena and stella to come and set off to kaiyang's hse. reached and had steamboat. cut cake and the sec2 students who needs to leave, left the place.

mahjong table is out and they played like nobody business. played one match and was he ju. i cont my dota plan and played 2 match and lose 2 match. damn flared up and dun1 to play anymore. went to see them play and went down to sl's CFG at 6plus due to someone's urge of playing mahjong. =.-

was late as there is traffic jam at the highway. met up with ivan and vincci and went in. the performance was not bad and Hougang South had a breakthrough of reaching out to over 1000 members and new friends! Congratulations! (: went to send benji's plane and reached home at 1plus. bath, sleep, do eg and went to sleep.

Sunday
wake up so late as there is no MG starting from 31th August to 28 September. went down to ICA for ep's CFG due to her district de leader asking me to invite friends to go down so went down lo.

overall, the performance was great and it's was very good i dare to say, the skit was well done! especially Goh Pa. he was very funny!! well, Cheng San North has reached out to a total of 668 members and new friends! Congratulations! (: i think i can even have more to come for mine ba! =D went to eat and home to sleep after that.

saw hw girl's mom and grandmother. when i saw her grandmother, i called her mama (grandmother in cantonese) and ask her, "are u fine?" i guess her mom didnt hear it and said i'm rude and ask me to call her popo. i was like so malu. =X but i'm glad to see her grandmother is in good health. (: jus notice something. i had not been using the term hw girl for a long long time le. =P

Monday
intend to go to anchorvale to swim, but the swimming pool was closed due to "Closed on Monday except Public Holiday" =.- so went to derrick's hse and swim instead as he stayed in condo and so went there with gene, yh and sheng. had so much fun there. even went to suana but duno how to use and steam room! so many facilities. must go more le! XD

went down to SMU for CFG practice and was damn late. reached at 9pm and i'm like so irresponsible. i oso duno what happened to me. nowdays when there is CFG practice, i dun feel like going down after so much trg. perhaps it's sansho-shima attacking me at this time.

there is a sure cure way to this kind of problem and that is to think of what will Sensei do if he has this kind of feeling. i think Sensei will chant even more dmk to fight with the sansho-shima and overcome it! (: so i know what to do le! CHANT MORE!! (:

what is the meaning of sadist? it means, "Joy and satisfaction gained over something or someone's sufferings or being cruel." suddenly think of this cos when i watch show that time, when i see some sad scenes, i'll laugh like nobody business. but lucky i'm not.

i've notice something. dun think it's because i'm watching too much drama series but i think this applies at least to me. when they face girls which they love/like and they said they dun understand them at all, it's because the guy nv even bother to care and understand the girl at all and care about her feelings.

gotta go home-visit with ghee han tml. i must grab as much things from him as possible! (:

2008-08-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

HOOO~ i'm gotta on sat! (:

Monday
went to yuying for EL oral. what can i say? yuying of cos is not as good as deyi la in terms of the way they handle the oral. but sad case for me, i duno what am i talking abt during the oral conversation. but i think i can pass. (:

Wednesday
went to ICA and chant. saw sharon on the way. at times, i'm also thinking that if i were to see u on my way to ICA and chant, how great will that be? chanted till 7pm and the doshi at 6pm is watanabe. the priest robe that he worn make me think i'm seeing Daishonin face to face. Lol. i'm thinking too much.

gotta go to downtown east tml with yh for our A3 chalet. think can get downtown east ba. (:

2008-08-25T01:54:00.004+08:00

HOOOO~ EL oral tml. not nervous and I must score A2 for my EL in order to make my friends convinced in Daishonini's Buddhism. (: somehow, sometimes, i do felt that i'm like a stalker. =.- i duno how to explain but.. wadever~ =.-

E-Maths lecture at SYC
woke up late ytd. at first, i woke up at 7plus and i saw it was raining and so, i send 3 sms to 3 different people to ask them pass around to ask coachers to chant for good weather but as soon as i sent the messaages, i dropped back my cosy pillow and slept. woke up at 9.15am. =X

fortunately, my dad who is on his way to woodlands for his break-down service sent me to SYC and on his way, he received call from PSA and he have no choice but to go down to PSA for work. so, i'm wondering am i lucky not to feel bad as i have him to make a detour to woodlands if he didnt received call from PSA? O.o

the thing doesn't go well at first as the students weren't there at 10am. so wait till 10.20am den got students come. do mg and the lecture officially starts. my students was late but nvm, chi dao hao guo mei dao. (: i really duno when did i stepped onto eewin's tail, keep suan me. but xi guan jiu hao, if they are not that type keep joking, den i guess, i'll be bored to death. =D got feedback from them and they said the lecture was good. (:

post NDP celebration
chiong-ed down to TBSC with alvin, ky and benji. on the way there, was crapping and suddenly talk to ky abt hui. LOL! duno why talked abt her oso but the conversation wasn't long. less than 5mins and cut the conversation. =P reached there and the exco was giving his speech and after which GD gave encouragement and i didnt pay attention to what GD had said. =X

part 1 finished and it was part 2 time. had so much fun especially when the trainers acted the scene whereby it's time for dinner. that shawn jus like that shout, "MY FOOOOOD!!" and jumped onto xiang sheng. making everyone lauging.

after everything, got certificate and oso go submit my name for CIP hours to the admin. trainers didnt even inform us abt the CIP points, how are we going to get the CIP points? so malu when i went to get the letter and there is no letter with my name on it. =.- get rdy to get to wei xian's hse after that.

BBQ at wei xian's hse
hop onto wei xian's car to get a ride from him with alvin and yh. his friend, mitsuo was there and i know another japanese member! *thumbs up! (: do my eg there while wx and mitsuo went out to buy some things. they came back and it's time for BBQ.

after they started the fire, we went down to the BBQ pit and wait for everyone to come. finally they came and i saw a YWD back resemble like Christy and think whether it's her not. went back to crap and went out with benny, alvin and yh to buy bbq stuffs. came back and saw Christy back again and call her.

to my expectation, it was her. LOL! nv think that will meet her there and more shocking thing is that jun hu is her brother. such a small world. =D continue BBQ and went back at 11.15pm. took 161 back to hougang and missed the last bus home. walked to yh place and hired taxi.

MG at ICA
went out of house very late and it's due to my late sleep the previous night. saw ep on the way and we reached ICA at 8.30am. thought the doshi was one of the Vice-GD but who knows, it's Watanabe.

Ms Sandra Sin, Vice-GD gave words of encouragement of the 3 guide lines by Toda Sensei and 2 more guide lines from Ikeda Sensei for our faith.
1) Faith for hamonious family
2) Faith for each person to be happy
3) Faith for surmounting obstacles
4) Faith for health and long longevity
5) Faith for absolute victory

with this 5 guide lines, i believed that i'll work even harder for kosen-rufu. (:

2008-08-23T01:37:00.003+08:00

alright. my blogskin is ready. HOOOO~ good to see the effect is sooooo great. better den the previous one. this is quite cute, and the previous one is cute too. ^^

argh! went to SYC jus now for nothing as i thought there is meeting there, but when i reached there, i see the whiteboard, only see fri ren de workshop and nothing more. well, come le might as well go up. learn quite a lot of things and i'm gotta cut my hair soon as to style my hair. (:

need to reach SYC by 9am tml. gotta wake up at 7.3oam to chant and after that go to SYC briefing for e-maths mass lecture. have to chant more to have more students to come. yeah~ that is what i am gotta do. (:

gotta sleep now if not i cant wake up tml. =.-

2008-08-22T04:36:00.004+08:00

job? HOOO~

went to NUS again ytd. =.- machiam everyday go to NUS den next time if i cant get in i dui ah. duno why, i particular love this year's NDP theme song, "Shine for Singapore". it's nice and i love the lyrics a lot.

went to SMU for CFG practice. had a fun time playing with my bean bag. feel and hear from my comrades saying that the bean bag need to be very compact but mine? it's very hmrp. =X i suppose i need to buy more bean to put into the socks alr. HAHAHA

saturday ndp post celebration, i'm looking foward to meet my groupmates and my idol!! ^^ back to business, gotta find lots of students for the mass lecture on sat. i must chant that i must be able to find more den 5 students confirm going for the lecture. quite challenging but.. NO BUTS!! jus do it man! (:

2008-08-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

Exam next week? HOOOO~ "O" levels English oral is coming soon. but i'm not in the least of very nervous. Lol. not the first time taking Os so not so excitied is not very surprised. but wad makes me nervous is my GPA and results for the exams in NP. wondered if i'm able to post to EE for next semester anot. i'm actually looking forward to that. (:

went to NUS to swim ytd. didnt even swim much as sk and zy was there playing with water. the way that sk swam is really very funny. anyhow swim de. freestyle not like freestyle, more like drowning. that is wad zy said. LOL!!

after swimming went to clinic with zy to get his appointment with the doctor. had a relaxing time as i sat on the relaxing chair which was there for FoC. LOL!! do many many times till my muscles are all very pain. =.- went to eat steamboat at the swimming pool there after that. had a nice time but missed the interview time. =.-

zy offered me a job for F1 F&B on the 26-28 sep. WOW!! that was after my CFG so i dun need to take leave specially for my CFG. asked sk wanna do oso and he think he can. so tml i'm gg back to NUS again and go to interview together with zy and sk. i'm really a fan of NUS and i'm gotta be a student there as well. (:

2008-08-18T21:48:00.007+08:00

HOOOO~ I'm back!! one week of torture. it's really unbearable, but i'm really surprised that i'm still alive! =D for the past one week, i've challenged myself in 2hrs daimoku per day campaign. i felt that my dmk is more quality den quantity. =.-

Monday
went to TBSC and chant at late afternoon when i planned to go in the afternoon. chant till 7pm and went to SYC to meet ky for maths. tho what ky was at there playing his bro's PSP, but he did help me in the question which i duno how to do, my maths tutor forever!! =D

Tuesday
went to TPY and meet sk for one stupid maths question i duno how to do. initially say want go ICA chant den ask him de, but he got a lot of things to do so went to TPY to meet him. waited him at BK for 2hrs.. my precious 2hrs like that burn away. but not that bad too as i got revised for my ELTECH. sk came and he duno how to do on the spot. went to TSC for nothing as mw didn't inform me that the jugga trg was changed to SMU instead of TSC. =.- so i chanted at TSC for 1hr++ to complete my 2hrs per day.

Wednesday
went to NUS to crash sk's lecture. duno what on earth the lecturer is talking about. even sk oso duno what on earth is his lecturer is talking about too. LOL!! went to library after that with sk to do that question which i didnt managed to find out from sk the previous day. didnt managed to work it out.. hais.. went to TBSC and chant after that. sk's chapter IC meeting so it's like dmk. chanted for 2hr40mins!! break my record.. HAHAHA sk's YWD chapter chief sent me to AMK and she oso helped me in my question for asking her colleuge to solve it!!

Thursday
went to TSC for CFG practice. went to ICA den to TSC. start to practice, starting still cannot take it, but i think i'll be better if i cont everyday. even been a pro on that day oso no problem but it really depends on how much dmk i chanted. didnt managed to study even for 30mins. =.-

Friday
went to school for EG1 exam and all i can say is, the paper is so freaking easy but i still cant do it. it's only after the exam and i do back den i realised that it's so easy. somemore didnt finished it. totally sian diao. went to NUS for friday lunch. everyone was shocked to see me there. LOL! the sharing turn out to be debating. but nice sharing by Zhi Yong, sk and gang. =D

Saturday
went back to school for ELTECH exam. was late for the exam and didnt finished the paper again. i think my time management is really very bad. need to improve on my time management!! went to TBSC and chant after that and to SYC for CIC training. Soka U exchange!! duno how many times for this time round. lost count oso. LOL!! after CIC trg, brought the students to lau pa sa to eat and we treat them dinner. spent $9 for the whole dinner. it's for kosen-rufu so it's ok!! (:

Sunday
was late for morning gongyo and regretted waiting for my sister. i will never ever wait her again for mg!! next sunday will be the last mg for the month and it will be paused till oct den resume again. next sunday de translactor will be sk! so i will be going down and support him. HAHAHA went to zandankai and forget to take the umbrella which i loan from TSC. =.- hope lucy jiejie will see it when closing the door. went home and see NDP. one sentence to describe, BEST AMONG THE REST!! =D didnt study for ENG MECH and i'm gotta be D-E-A-D!!

Monday
ENG MECH PAPER!! i didnt even study. jus rush through everything and went in to exam hall. start doing and didnt finish the paper again. =.- sian.. jus gotta chant hard for the best outcome. maybe i'm too focus on my grade and that why. ARGH!! went to NUS for lunch again. crash sk's lecture again. again, i duno what the lecturer is talking abt. LOL! went back to school and to TBSC after that.

tml going to NUS again. =.- go there exercise lo. HAHAHA i'm jus a fan of NUS. XD

2008-08-09T09:15:00.002+08:00

i've been missing for almost one week and i gotta mia again(: exam next week, gotta study. no time to crap.

back to hibernating~ (:

2008-08-02T10:12:00.002+08:00

exams is 2 weeks later and i'm really very nervous.
afterall, it's my first major exam in poly.
have been slacking in chanting and studies too.
no more attitude of last year. shooo!!
this whole week duno have been
distracted by duno what thing.
well, when i don't want it last year,
it was turned out to be true,
when i want it this year,
it turn out to be false. =.-
argh! wadever~ ZzZ

got scolded by sikang these few days cos when i talked to him,my attitude seems like he owned me and i know my attitude has been like this all along. time to change dude. (: ytd went for the nationwide youth prayer meeting a.k.a every first month dmk, GD wanted the youth to sing den nobody wanted to come out. so sikang and i happily raised up our hands and we go out and sing Taki no Uta (Waterfall).

when sikang said we are going to sing Waterfall, GD was quite shocked cos not many YMDs can sing this song as the tone is quite low~ so he was quite impressed by our courage. (: *one point up! =D after that is YWD sing. my sis, sam and zijing went up and tgt, we sang forever sensei. quite high spirit. (:

coaching class at 11am,
and i'm still at home.
off to do mg den, coaching class! ZzZ

2008-07-28T11:18:00.002+08:00

couldn't wake up ytd for mg,
cos when i wake up that time,
was having fever,
so my mom asked me not to go and sleep,
and strangely,
i obeyed her. Lol.
sleep awhile more and wake up,
decided to go there listen to GD's guidance.
so rush there and everything was ended. =.-
saw jefferson and he is BOTAK! =D
thought where he went during the instutition mtg,
he went to camp before 12th july,
sad case for him but had a chat with him,
it was quite a nice one. HAHAHA

went to eat with xl and cherie at prata house.
saw sl and gangs. =X (what should i call them den?)
wait very long for the people there to serve us.
ate 1 egg, 2 plain.
sl ate 2 egg, 1 plain and she complained that,
she's full. =.- den dun order 2 egg, 1 plain. -.=
nvm. went back to ICA with xl and cherie,
to wait for ky.
wanted to ZzZ but couldn't cos,
both of them are talking abt hamsters & HP (hamster porn) live. =.-
so OMG!!
though i am YMD and will be like laughing at these stuffs,
but i really cannot take it.
ky reached and pass xl stuffs and they left. finally. (:

went to help out qj's coaching class.
pathetic as mine,
3 coachers 1 students (qj's class),
while 4 coachers 2 students (mine).
after that went to do mg at basement.
chant half way got SGM mbrs and nf come to BR to sansho,
so we happily go in and chant. (:
chanted till 12.30pm and went back to where we were.
listened to qj's presentation and it's not bad.
went to eat after that and to ep's zandankai.
was super late and missed everything. hais.

went to tpy and swim alone cos sk ps me.
made an appointment on sunday,
den he thought is sat and he went alr.
so left me alone.
but oso not bad,
tried many stuns,
but i felt that breast stroke is the best,
so i swam super many laps of breast stroke.
after that went to bath and t0 sk's hse.
chant and study abit,
watch movie, "The X File".
the movie is quite gross,
but heck care, cont to watch.
went home after movie.

class starts at 12 today but i'm still at home now.
dun intend to go for ELTECH lecture,
cos very tired. gotta sleep awhile and den,
do my mg and off to school.

2008-07-26T03:04:00.004+08:00

was late for school again ytd.
almost everyday i'm late,
and i'm gotta be debar from exams,
if i continue to be late for lectures. =/

O-M-G!!
had e-quiz ytd during EG1 tutorial.
the topic is on complex number,
i thought i can get close to full marks,
but due to my careless mistake,
i've gotten 61/100,
which i'm really very sad about.
but there are still people worst den me,
and i'm not joyous about that,
cos i'm not that kind of person,
who builds my happiness on other's sufferings.
3 weeks more to exams,
better chant hard and study hard,
to get my GPA 4.0 for this semester.

had a course selection talk at LT 73 ytd.
nothings is more worst to choose course,
again after Os.
after seeing the video of AT,
i'm actually thinking of choosing AT.
reason is very simple,
i wan to fly a plane and touch those equipments. (:
i'm so contridicting =/
but i'm also going to put EE as my 2nd choice,
so i'm actually,
trying to be funny,
as the vancacies for AT is 11 only. =P

so went down to SYC after that to study.
saw benben, jian zhong, heng yuan, guo wei and this YWD, Christy.
i must admit that she's quite pretty,
and when i tell benedict and ky about it,
benedict thought i'm interested in her.
please la.. i say so many girls pretty.
if all i'm interested, den all is my gf alr? LOL
well, had so much fun by di-siao-ing this YWD.
gotta disturb her again at FLINT 5 tml. =X

feeling quite unwell now. i need to have the fighting spirit to fight the sansho-shima,
so what should i do?
daimoku, daimoku and more daimoku!! (:

2008-07-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

was late for S&W again. =.-
i'm late for 4mins
and my coach asked me to do 80 push-ups. =/
so which means,
each min that i'm late,
i need to do 20 push-ups.
but i'm not stupid to the extend,
that do the full 80 push-ups for him.
do the slacking way of push-ups,
which is nv go down fully.
but the highest record is 400 now,
it's been broken by a guy.
better sleep early next wed,
if not i sure late for S&W again. -.=

i duno why nowdays i've been seeing a lot of girls who are smoking. frankly speaking, no matter how pretty that girl is, the moment that i saw she's smoking, immediately i will deduct marks. but i'm oso wondering something which i shouldnt have been wondered. anw, these few days been seeing AJ-ians around me.

when i'm on the way home on tuesday, i saw one AJ guy at kovan at 3plus. i'm jus wondering whether he dismissed too early or pon his lecture or tutorial class. but i dun think there is anyone from JC that is so "clever" to pon lecture or tutorial class unless that person is feeling unwell.

argh! wondering somethings which i shouldnt be wondering. ECP course selection later on. the course manager from each course will be talking to us on the course that we ECP students can choose based on our results. so far, they offered 9 courses for us to choose:
EE
ECE
ME
MTE
AVT
AT
AE
MOT
BME

so i'm having headache now on which course am i suppose to choose. AT? nah. i dun like aerospace. i rather study something which i like and not something which can make me earn a lot of money. well, talking abt AT and AE, i rmb some funny things which ep told me last yr.

she said that if she go to poly, she will be choosing either AT or AE cos she like to touch the things inside the rocket but when she went to further explore, she found out that it's only aeroplanes and she was like sian diao. but a few days later, she found out that other country defines aerospace as really go to space but for SG, they define it as aeroplanes and immediately she was like =.- Lol.

no ME lecture tml,
and my ELTECH lecture starts at 1pm.
so which means,
i need to be in school by 1pm.
so i can sleep happily for duno how many hours! (:

2008-07-24T01:15:00.007+08:00

saw this YWD at NDP and milkrun
she's quite pretty but too less fresh
so it's make her machiam pi1 bao2 gu3,
and she's from TSS
so which means.. LOL!!
but den.. i just wondered.. =/

i remembered something after looking so many blogs,
there is something which i've done wrong last year.
which i made it very hard for that person to accept it again.
well, think i need to chant hard and think of ways to,
connect that person back to gakkai again.

alright. this is my last post before i go bath and do my eg and eventually S-L-E-E-P! =/
S&W and CATS tml.. i gotta be dead.. =.-

2008-07-24T00:59:00.006+08:00

i wondered somehow whether am i the fortunate one or am i the unlucky one. i had a talked with sk after training jus now and he's really quite vex alr. i dun wish to bomb him with my problem and making him more vex.

everytime when i recalled what happened to him and ***. sometimes, i will have funny thoughts like somehow, maybe.. but wadever is it, is 2 years really enough for me? i really duno but my mind always tell me, 2 years.. 2 years.. what does the 2 years really meant?

this gosho passage is always in my mind, "though one might point at the earth and miss it, though one might bind up the sky, though the tide might cease to ebb and flow and the sun rise in the west, it could never come about that the prayers of the practitioners of the Lotus Sutra will go unanswered." (WND, 345)

this is the assurance that Nichiren Daishonin gave us and it's true. but i'm always thinking whether when will the prayers that i prayed will come. stop complaining and keep praying till it's answered and what i am thinking is doubting the Gohonzon.

"remember! Gohonzon first attitude!!"
"HAI!"

since when are u two become good friends? i just wondered.

2008-07-23T13:36:00.005+08:00

alright. shall blog awhile before shutting down my laptop. battery gotta flat soon. =/

today had a very happy day as no ELTECH tutorial cos lecturer dunno go where so the whole class had 3hours break. went to alumni to eat and eat thai chicken and it's not bad but price is abit.. =.-

played a match of dota with them and won the game. used luna and frankly speaking, my farming skill is soooo bad and i farm till so slow.. =.- no wonder gene will be at there scolding me, "ck u sux!" or "u better buck up."

7% left =/

Oh, blessed be the love that blooms on the battleground,
The love that illuminates the thorny path.
Let it herald a sailing afresh.
Ready is my love to blossom amid the turbulence.
This, then, is a love noble and strong.

2008-07-21T22:26:00.003+08:00

2years enough? frankly speaking, i duno for myself oso. =/

woohoo~ YMD formation day was a great success!! jus received a message from my assis. chapter chief, raymond saying that, "for the 1st time in SSA history, we achieved attendance of 1225 new friends within a single day! lets ride on this momentum to achieve our next V-I-C-T-O-R-Y in CFG!" well, can have 1226 de but den, yz suddenly was been grounded so, nvm la.. still got CFG but i'm not gotta invite him. =D

ytd's concert is really very nice. had so much fun talking to gene as he is beside me. i'm like disturbing his mood as what i told him is nothing but all crap. this old friend of mine is really very tolerent alr compared to my poly friends. anw, nv complain!! (:

today school was normal. thought got maths lecture but dun have cos ms wong cancelled it. make me rush to school for nothing =.- so much things had happened and i duno how to say. use ur mouth and say la. LOL!!

Waiting out the storm,
Fiercely punds my heart.
Is it leaping at the thought of the storm?
No, I know it beats strongly but only in secret.
Oh, my heart has found
In you a flowing fountain.
It seeks in you a blossoming flower.

2008-07-19T10:20:00.002+08:00

tml is coming and jerry is very nervous. this whole week jerry had been very nervous and had been distracted by tml's talk. jerry had been telling himself not to be distracted by that and also had been chanting very hard not to be distracted but he can't helped it. so what should jerry do? chant more. =/

alright. i'm gotta share something which i've read ytd. Daishonin is really very fierce ya? 28 April 1253, at the age of 32, he first chanted Nam-myoho-renge-kyo after staying in a room for 7 days. he walked back to a temple and there, many people is there waiting for him are his mentor, his collegues, seniors and citizens. they are very curious on what had Renko (Daishonin) had found out after 12 years of looking for answers of Buddhism.

when he reached, he seated down and chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo three times. the audience there were very shock as at that time, nobody had heard of this chanting before. so Renko started his lecutre. he pointed out that the True Word, Zen school and the Precept are giving false teaching and the people there, some are shocked, some are angry while others couldn't believed what they have heard.

so after 28 April 1253, Daishonin's percution started. i read till here and stopped alr. Lol. but i'll keep reading. hey people, if you wanna know more, check out The Human Revolution (HR) book 1 volume 6, chapter 1 : The Seventh Centennial

2008-07-17T11:31:00.003+08:00

went to school late today. was been punished by my S&W coach by doing 160 push-ups. 1 min 10. so i late 16mins and i must do 160. =.- but i oso not stupid. do 110 push-ups only. hand is so ache now. =.-

after doing, went into the pool. do 6 laps breast stroke and free style. do swimming these two stroke that time very xin1 ku3 cos just finished "160" push-ups den go down swim, of cos tired la. whole hand tml confirm ache. argh!

learn the kicking of butterfly again today. somehow, somewhat, i felt that my hip is not been control by me. need to use my hip to make that whole body move in the water but i think i can't do it. ZzZ i think need to do something to make my hip to be controlled by me. WUAHAHAHA!

time to jian3 fei2 alr. GYM!! RUNNING!! SWIMMING!! i wan to do so many things but i've got no time!! start chanting boy!!

i've been wondering. am i that no worth to talk to you or are you scare that we will start quarreling again after we talk? even saying goodbye face to face also will take you a lot of time? well, stop complaining jerry! chant for everything to be well.

3 days more to go. =S

2008-07-14T23:13:00.013+08:00

alright.. pictures time.. so long nv post any pictures.. for some stupid reasons, i cant post it at afternoon.. =.- pose! pose! pose!
D stands for Dyaamo!! ^^

Superhero time!! wad is ep and laurel doing?? o.O

smile!! (:

qian shou guan yin

chingay qian shou (:

i'm gotta try one last time.. if this time cannot, i gotta heck care.. talking abt devilish of the six heaven. i'm actually one as sk said i'm one. i oso felt that i'm one too. >.<

went to syc after study meeting with sk. bought some breadtalk breads at only $1.10 each. so cheap huh? well, breadtalk anni ma.. so whoever wans to eat bread go breadtalk buy now is very worth.. studied a little maths and ELTECH but due to w/o calculator, i went to sleep and slack. if i gotta continue the way i'm going now, i gotta cmi to NUS, this is for sure =.- not gotta waste my parents' money and i'm gotta reset my determination again.

so after studying at syc, went to TBSC for TPY zone leaders training. learnt alot of things from ex-YWD youth chief. PRIME POINT!! XD went to kopi-kai with cheng see, chee seng and sikang. learnt alot of things from them oso. heard that ex YMD youth chief has graduated to MD alr. i'll definately miss his crap de. ): cheng see is sooo good to send me back home cos got rain. sk oso got long bang too. thx cheng see..

i gotta do my things and go sleep if not tml cant wake up.. ZzZ

6 days more

2008-07-14T15:05:00.003+08:00

i'm bored.. =/

actually i've done so many stupid things and when i think back from now, i think that i'm actually very childish.. i dun think there's a need for me to do so many this kind of things but i did it for the sake of doing it. argh!! wadever it is, i'm jus simply have no wisdom at all.. 3 poison is in me. O.o

went to TPY zone ldr's training ytd with sk. before that we went to study meeting and i've learnt alot of things. ahaha tian zi mo.. i am actually one of the devilsh of the six heaven. Lol.. >.<

-.- duno what happened.. edited my post and cant be publish.. argh!! heck care liao.. dun wanna type everything out again.. ZzZ

2008-07-13T09:35:00.004+08:00

seriously, i've to say this. no pretty girls to see.. LOL!! but as i've said, still got the handphone that pretty girl to see so still ok. well, how to describe her? er. when she's acting cute, she is really very cute. when she is no acting and smiling, she is really very pretty.. but when she is angry, OMG!! i cant think of it anymore or else all my brain cells will be killed.. =X so in conclusion, she is KA-WA-I!! (:

for some reasons, i couldnt find my blog url at my address there.. HAHAHA cos i always go to ...'s blog den link to mine so i guess mine has gone for some stupid reason ba.. hmm.. O.o

sometimes, i really cant breathe anymore. it's not that i gotta die or wad but everything seems to be not in my favour. i really hope that i can explain everything to u as soon as possible. when i heard from u saying that he didnt go for the mtg, i knew that, that time when we quarrelled, we jus quarrelled for the sake of quarrelling. but why just cant we sit down and have a heart-to-heart dialogue?

it's not easy for me to keep going on. if i were to say i've no complains for all this quarrelling, i'm actually lying. i oso know that it's not easy for u to keep going on but no matter wad may happens, i'll keep praying for this to be solved and i really hope that u will do so as this concern both of us and not jus u or me aolne.

everything happened for a reason. but i duno wad is the reason for all this quarrellings. but we will soon know the answer. don't you think so?

OK! enough of this and that and us. Lol. i'm just typing for the sake of typing. alright, no more. well.. study meeting and studying of ELTECH and EG1 later..

2008-07-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

ZzZ

tml got 2 test. one is EG 1 and the other is COMPRO. i guess i'll do badly for the test. gotta flunk the two tests i guess.. i wan to study after playing dota.. but before that i've to do eg before studying. if not no wisdom.

started to learn the proper kicking for butterfly today. chest muscles ache till =.- drank so much the pool water cos doing the breast stroke that time, my head is not high up enough that why choke on the water.. -.=

duno why nowdays when go out or go school that time, dun have pretty girls to see leh.. omg.. i'm so ti ko.. mayb got influence by ppl ba.. but no pretty girls outside to see, i still got my handphone that pretty girl to see.. somemore wallpaper.. love her man.. LOL!! :D

alright.. back to my game alr and study after that..

2008-07-09T11:25:00.004+08:00

for all i know, i've been sick since monday. i'm really very tired alr, pls give me a break can? i dun wanna to be sick anymore!! i wan to go school!! gakkai!! gym!! see girls!! OOPS!! =X Lol..

my ELTECH lab lecturer just called me and asked me why didnt i turned up for lab test ytd. i oso wan to go but i'm really too tired to get down the bed. even have fever last night. i think high fever ba if not i wont be feeling so cold at SYC and even at home when the fan is blowing me. =.-

to think about it, it's really my fault la. i thought i'm fine alr den ah, went to gym with gene and his classmate and not only that leh, went to swimming after that and was super duper late for coaching dmk. not only that, i forgot to bring the game paper which i was the game master and was been forfeited to dance FD mass dance for milkrun as to entertain them.

hais.. i've to get back to do my e-learning, web tutorial and MOL alr.

2008-07-07T12:13:00.005+08:00

i'm really very tired. =/

lets look at one of the guidance which i had got it ytd. "You can talk all about sincerity and integrity all you want, but unless your actions match your words, it's pointless." - Josei Toda

chant for everything to be fine.. it definately will be..

2008-07-05T02:09:00.002+08:00

all right.. blog awhile and will go sleep. i have got alot of things to blog but i dunno what to blog. hmm.. well, talked abt stomp ba..

went to stomp trg at SK jus now when i'm at TBSC. had a long journey there cos i took bus 10. =.- i swear that i'll never ever take bus 10 to TSC at peak hour ever again. reached there den see see abit and went to MTA. saw RHQ 2 de ppl there and they were having mass dance training with RHQ 1. vincci and ivan asked me to stay there and watch den give them some comment but i stayed awhile and went to chanting room and chant. basically, the students dun have the spirit and must jiayou liao leh!! tml is milkrun le still have this kind of spirit!! how can!!

after chanting went to sk basement to see the stomp trg. not much difference but at first i really cant feel the spirit which i had experienced on thursday. but after that can feel abit of their high-ness alr. maybe i'm too vex abt the problem that i've jus created. well, dun say anymore.

mass dance rehearsal later on and NE show 1. i'll die due to fatigue. LOL!!

it really hurt me so much when u said u wan me to disappeared infront of you. i wan to know wad have i done to made u so angry and u said it's non of my business. it really pierced me damn hard as if a sword is piercing tho my heart. the things that i've said is really too much and i'm jus saying out of rage. chant for the best ba.. jiayou!!

2008-07-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

wooo~ i'm gotta blog abit before going to do my research of my project, SCARA robot. (:

went to have lunch with sk ytd. on my way to outram, i saw this girl wearing a shirt looks very cute and this is how the shirt wrote :
Girls = Money x Time
And
Money = Time
Therefore
Girls = Money x Money = Money sq
But
Money is root of all evil
Therefore
Money = sq rt of EVIL
Therefore
Girls = EVIL
LOL!! the wording on this shirt is cool right? so is my memory =P

went for the Nationwide Youth Prayer Meeting jus now. stopped gongyo at 8.30pm and it is when i'm doing my gongyo half-way. so chiong-ed gongyo and my slient prayers. watched Soka Gakkai Headquarters Leaders Meeting. Sensei is really very cute when doing the ashi. HAHAHA plus he is also so a joker too!! XD

Sensei had said alot of things but i forgotten almost everything but the thing which i remembered is that Sensei played piano to encourage a SGI member and this is not inside the agenda but everything is alr been set-up for sensei to do. This is the heart of which we, disciple of Ikeda Sensei should have. well, lets all JIAYOU!! ^^

i'm going back to do my project research alr. tonight is really a struggle for me. well, DETERMINATION!!! before i forget, when i was on my way to school ytd, i passed this place and there is 3 shelter there with colours and guess what? the colours is Gakkai colour of Red, Yellow and Blue. sooo cool.. even ppl know the SGI colour. LOL!! XD

2008-06-28T00:13:00.005+08:00

ok. i'm back with my common test result and it is as followed:
ELTECH : 74/100 (duno)
ENGINE MECHANICS : 37/50 (duno)
EG1 : 85/100 (A+?)
C Programming : 87/100 (A+)
well, this is wad i've got, 2As and 2Bs if i'm not wrong. at first, i was really disappointed but later on, i must really thx the power of gohonzon which i've tapped and really thx gohonzon when i started to chant.

alright, back to tuesday when i met the YWD ldr. had a very strict dialogue with her and i guess, my determination of solving the current problem i'm facing now is all renewed and i admit that in the past, i'm really very jiao1 au4 and i'll definately change to the better. obviously.. Lol.

there is a upcoming project that i've got to do for the ECPRO and it is like only 3days to do and i must present it on wednesday. cant meet them tml as i've coaching class tml and bringing yh to stomp. i know that project is important but have to bring yh to stomp even if i dun go for coaching class. sometimes i really envy all my friends who dun have to go for gakkai activities and can stay at home either play or study.

NDP training was fun and i'm really for the CR later on. been seeing a lot of pretty girls on my way to school and also on my way home and that is obvious and i've been thinking why are YMD's mind so corrupted? Lol. dun need me to explain so clearly and i really asked myself why. the conclusion is, the sex homones in our body is all doing the job! LOL!!

CATS class was as usual. ppl is doing what they are doing and almost half of the class is not listening to the teacher. there is another project for CATS class and this time round, we have to produce a video on all the things that we have done and we are working with YEOS. sounds cool? HAHAHA but YEOS has got no link to our project but since lecturer say alr, den work with YEOS lo. -.=

FD Mass Dance is as usual and we are combining with RHQ 2 for training. i felt that one of the RHQ 2 IC is quite demanding. i oso duno how to explain but i jus felt that only. well, we are comrades in faith so i guess, i'm thinking too much or that IC's first impression to others is like that. everyone that i felt ya.. at first is really very ya.. but after knowing them long, they are quite good.

Mass Dance CR @ SK(9am)!! NDP CR 2 (3pm)!! CIC Training (12.30pm)!! NP CIC cum potential CIC Meeting @ SYC (9.30am)!! and its all today!! OMG!! I'm gotta faint~

"Joy and satisfaction in life do not lie behind you but infront of you. Therefore, advance. Move forward and forward again. Then and only then will you achieve true victory in life." - Daisaku Ikeda

2008-06-23T22:57:00.005+08:00

boo!! =/

Saturday
had a wonderful NDP CR 1 though the music stop halfway but we still have the spirit. carry up the good job block A!! ^^

went to milkrun 1st combine rehearsal and each and every FD ICs that see me asked, "you are still in FD? I thought u have graduated and is SD?" Lol.. so i've to tell them one by one that i've brought my new friend in and that why i am here.. quite a tiring job though it was jus using my mouth to say cos i'm really very tired on that day. =X

quite a successful combine rehearsal and Thank You so much for all those who turned up for the milkrun rehearsal regardless of you are in mass dance or stomp. Thanks for your effort and keep up the good job!! ^^ saw some NP dudes and to eat after that.

after lunch, went to TBSC for NDP combine rehearsal gathering with gene and reached there very fast. saw ky and nicholasL there coaching a student and another MD there oso?!?! heard from ky saying that MD is a teacher and so coincidently that, that MD went to TBSC and chant and after that saw them coaching student den help them out. that student is really very fortunate to have that MD to teach him unlike me.. Lol. But i'm still fortune to have best coachers for my Os last year. (:

chant and watch video and i become famous alr. dun wished to eleborate cos it's really very -.= went down to marina bay and to suntec convention hall 6 for dinner first. memories came back for the 4 days of work there. LOL!! fun and slacking job. wooo~ talked to wenli abt buddhism and hope that she really understand wad i'm trying to say. went home with elaine, zhiyi and laurel. went down to TPY for nothing as i wanted to eat but zy and laurel wanted to go mac so i dun eat. =.-

Sunday
went to mg as usual and missed the bus stop that i'm supposed to alight as i'm sleeping. went to interchange and change 293 and saw jh there. reached ICA and went up to stage to chant. after chanting, GD told us a testimonial of a WD from Soka Gakkai which he heard few years back.

went to eat and after that rot at ICA before going zandankai. something happened and the whole journey to zandankai, i'm really emo but during zandankai, my seeking spirit is back and after zandankai, back to emo mode again. -.=

went home and min wei came for home-visit. talked to him and learn quite a lot of things from him and i'm determine to read as many books as possible to tackle those questions which i've been asking. went out with derrick they all as long time really nv go out with them alr and went home quite early.

Monday
started school and found out that there are make up class during the holiday and I DIDNT WENT BACK COS I FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT!! =.- score 74 for ELTECH and 87 for COMPRO.. not bad alr but can better. anw, nvm la. major exam score better can alr and i'll definately work hard.

tml will be going to seek guidance from a YWD ldr. so should i be ~~emo~~ or emotionless before meeting her tml?

"Kosen-rufu will be achieved through one-to-one dialogue. Since this practice benefites you, I encourage you to work for kosen-rufu. You must not have lazy faith or merely pray to Gohonzon for this or that blessing during gongyo. You should devote yourself to propagation, for which you may, however, be slandered or ridiculed. If you embrace the Gonhonzon all the more intently, you will definitely receive benefits. The Gohonzon never asked you to worship it. It was we ourselves who sought the Gohonzon in order to embrace it." - Josei Toda

2008-06-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

i am really very happy ytd for NDP trg. not happy that the training is fun and i am not trying to say that training is not fun BUT I AM HAPPY BECAUSE!! A3 HAS ACHIEVED FULL ATTENDANCE!!! ^^ (jus for YMD only) Lol.. but it's really very good achievement cos i've been praying together with my comrades in faith and A3 must achieve 50 participants for the Combine Rehearsal (CR) for this sat!!!

CRAP!!

2008-06-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

my phone is really crazy. sometimes when it's feeling good, den all the button can use, if not i cant even use one of them except for the on and off button.. -.= really very emo leh my phone. i really duno whether shld i bring my phone to repair as i still have warrantly but if i bring my phone go and repair, all my messages will be gone.. i really duno wad to do.. ZzZ

have been rotting at hard to play computer and if not, chant for the sake of chanting. since sunday till yesterday haven even go out of hougang one foot. but after tml, everyday will be going out of hougang alr. WUAHAHAHA! ^^

2008-06-16T02:36:00.002+08:00

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Milkrun-
HAHAHA i'm joining the FD mass dance for milkrun as i'm bringing noob gene in and after been with SD stomp for one training, i oso wanna join STOMP TOO!! ARGH!! *ROAR* so i think i want to join in the stomp item and i'll be very busy. T.T

well, FD mass dance is using the song 第一天 and the cherographer for this item is one of our dear Chingay 2007 cherographer, Trey and some students like tiffany, bryan and freddie. Well, it's very fun and the dance steps are quite easy but i kept forgetting. =.=

it's every friday for RHQ 5, 3-5pm and 7.30-9.30pm sessions. so i guess, i've to go for all the sessions in order to catch up alr. -.= can anyone tell me whether i shld go for stomp training too? i think i shld go and struggle ba! WUAHAHAHA

settling of desktop matters-
well, my desktop have not been working well for the past few months and i've been using my laptop to play everytime and I LOVE MY LAPTOP WALLPAPER SOOOO MUCH!! XD well, i'm crazy so ignore me.. hee.. =P

went to serangoon shopping centre with my father and brother with my CPU in my hand to settle the problems that i've encounter the past 2 months. when i reached the shop, the person who repair the com came and attend to us. he said to me, "Oh, it's you!! you are the one who love ur casing so much and made me quarrel with ur father. why you so devote to this casing?" den i was like LOL!! of cos la. must be devote ma, if not, den i'll be a bird with no legs. WUAHAHAHA

den oso crapped a lot with him ah. plus, the problems that he charged us FOC for all the problems that he solved but i oso spent a fortune on things which i bought. bought a thrumb drive, USB keyboard and a cooler for my laptop. anw, solved everything which i duno how to solved at first.

Well, Happy Father's Day to each and every father in the world. (:

2008-06-12T02:16:00.002+08:00

i wanna sleep but i couldn't. think i need to play one match den can go to sleep. later will be having pot luck at ky's hse.

wushu-
finally went to wushu under much struggle. do ji ben gong and it's like LOL!!! duno how to train and i'm definately putting iquann my full effort to practice it. (: learnt some new steps for my bian da quan..

finally got a neither win nor lose game cos, all leave the game all thanks to me.. HAHAHA ^^

2008-06-11T13:52:00.002+08:00

Taki No Uta - Shin'ichi Yamomato
Taki no gotoku Hageshiku
Taki no gotoku Tayumatzu
Taki no gotoku Osoretzu
Taki no gotoku Hogarakani
Taki no gotoku Dodoto
Otoko wa Ojano fukaku o mote

This is a song name Waterfall.. It's quite a nice song and I'm loving it!! XD

YMD VA-
went for VA at TBSC yesterday. Attendance was quite good compared to last month de. This is what I heard from sk's leader. HAHAHA there is this YMD sharing of his testimonial and it's actually very good just that he is too nervous but overall good to have him in gakkai thanks to his brother. (:

YMD and YWD formation day is on the 20th July and I think YWD's session is in the morning as from what I've heard from this month's Nationwide Youth Prayer Meeting straight after YMD Kenshu. Well, YMD side is in the afternoon and night session and we are targeting 1000 new friends to this formation day. So, I think have to pull people to go for the formation day and as well as the Chapter GM cum Friendship Gathering this coming September 21. Well, GAMBATE Jerry-kun!! ^^

2008-06-10T00:01:00.005+08:00

Remember the days when your chapter chief asked whether we are an item and I even wanting to gang up with you saying that we are an item? That time, we are really very close. It really seems like, every place that you are at, I'll definately be there with you. But now, when I went to kaikan, anywhere we used to go, you are not beside me chatting with me. Well, I know that we will have wonderful days in future and no matter what happens, you are my first priority. HAHAHA need to struggle hard now if not, how can we enjoy the fruit that we bear in future? JIAYOU!! ^^ Someone said that you are getting prettier. Yes, I agreed to what that person said but you looked very very drained. ):

Wushu Training-
Went to TBSC before going back to school to have training. I reached TBSC at 5plus when my training starts at 6pm. I'm really very ridicious. Chanted till 6plus and rush down for training. reached NP at 7plus and went to the club house to look for them but they are not there. So look around and saw them at basketball court. At first, don't wanna go cause jiao nian there then scare kena but I must face it if not, I'll face even more worst thing in future.

Went over there and talked to zhao wei. He asked me to go over to jiao nian and jing4 li3 him. Went over and crap something out. Well, jiao nian is really a very nice person cause I'm year 1 student ma. But anyway, went back for training and continue learning my bian1 da3 quan2. Left around 8.15pm to SYC for this saturday SD Nationwide Meeting preparation for HR skit.

Meeting at SYC for HR Skit-
reached there and everyone seems to be very happy. OF COURSE LA!! FGD COME LEH!! !!~LOL~!! so got my script and start to highlight my part. I feel that I'm da4 chai2 xiao3 yong4 lor. Just 2 sentence and that the end of my part. -.= I really love acting and well, nevermind. Give others a chance to expand their life. YAY!! ^^ Discussed a lot of things and went home after that.