LOL!! it's been so long ever since i posted..
well, so many things happened and i duno what to post too!
anw, got one poem which i got it from the SUJ exchanged meeting.
was quite fortunate to be able to attend this meeting as i've met so many nakama(:

獅子は怯まない。
獅子は負けない。
獅子は嘆かない。
獅子は速い。
獅子は吼える。
獅子は走る。
そして、獅子は必ず勝つ。

Lion never flinch.
Lion never succumb.
Lion never lament.
Lion moves quickly.
Lion roars.
Lion run.
And, lion wins without fail!

feels that this poem is very good and wanna share with all of you.
alright shall stop her.. Bye(:

WOW!! Jerry is B-A-C-K!!!
it's been 2 months since i last post?
i think so.. LOL!!
i'm been pretty busy..
busy with bike practical, VIVO, girls...
OOPS!!
that last one is totally crap.. =.-

anw, i've went for a practical today
before going, i chant for like 30mins
well, starting from today i'm going on road for prac
erm.. guess what?
i PASSED today's prac!!
so which means, 2 more pracs and i'm having TP test
anw, TP is not that temasek poly
it's traffic police.. LOL
i'm getting more and more nervous when i'm thinking i'm getting license soon(:
this sem's time-table is gotta be bored me to death
3 hours of break on wed and 4 hours of break on thurs
go school just for 3 hours on tues
the rest of the days are quite alright.
anw, i'm praying hard for BOE to emerge
i'm gotta do something for Sensei before it's too late for regrets
not only that, my youth is limited also.
dun just anyhow waste it. :D

g2g ppl.
Bye(:

yes! we must win!
Ikeda Sensei said, "Buddhism is about winning or losing."
so if we dun wan to lose, we must win.
i think this is a good quote which can made alot of ppl to go on.

my exams starts next tuesday
so i guess i'll have around 6days to prepare for all paper.
but so far i just studied ECAM
but all i duno how to do
cos i nv attend lectures and even i did, i will be there talking
but nvm, i'm gotta put in more dmk for this and ask friend for help.

wow! i just realized that i've to do so many things on Sunday.
Morning : Morning Gongyo, TG3 session 3
Afternoon : BLTC (Basic Leaders Training Course)
Night : George's house for MD&YMD post celebration
as you see, why do i have to attend BLTC is all thanks to Raymond
he koped me from Whampoa West Chapter to Serangoon South Chapter
but it's ok cos i've such a wonderful MD & WD supporting the youth division(:
hais, so many things to attend
and i also just realised that i'll have to missed the FD ICs gosho study
everyday sunday after morning gongyo. T.T

alright, i think that is all for today.
Bye(:

well, i'm back..
mia for so long.
er.. is not that i didn't wanted to blog,
but i'm thinking,
even if i blog,
there oso wont be anybody coming and view it so might as well dun blog
but nvm. have the slogan of wei liang of "just only"
so here i am blogging again.

erm.. the committee of the SYM didn't call back,
so i suppose it's either i'm in or i'm out.
nvm.. still waiting for the call.
went for the FIRST session of TG training today.
it's was quite good and i enjoyed myself alot
gotta meet up with my groupmates to discuss abt the topic that we chose,
it's abt the matter of life and death.
well, towards the end of the training,
Louis gave us encouragements and he said about accepting our karma
i felt that all along, i'm just escaping from it.
tho my mouth is saying, i've accepted
but deep down in my heart, i've always asking myself this question
"why did all this happened to me?"
i've never chanted for it for almost one year for i doesn't want to face it

it's time to face it
i know tho i doesn't want to face it, i must
cos i dun, i will continue the way i am.
i'm quite contridicting myself now
ARGH!! nvm.. dun care.. focus on my upcoming exams first
tml's quiz and all my projects..
g2g now. Bye

finally!
the nightmare has ended yesterday.
Lol.
went for SYM audition yesterday.
before that, went to wei lun"s house to do the hearts II booklet
forgot to take mine when i left so urgently until han yen asked me.
took mrt down down to SYC with zijing and on our way,
discussed about the project which both of us suggested,
and wanna meet up with the CICs and IICs this coming friday.

reached SYC and waiting for that little "prince" to come,
as i"ve told her that i will be waiting for her.
and supposely she said will reached at 4.15pm but in the end,
5plus den come. =.-
saw Jovan, Airena, Colin and You Jun came for the audition.
even saw benben, guo wei and christy.
i kept practice and practice
till i've the feeling of how Shin'ichi felt at that point of time.
before that, everyone say i'm exggerating and so fake,
acting for the sake of acting.
but after practicing for many times,
i'm able to portray out that natural feeling.

after little "prince" went in,
i'm practicing the song that i'm gotta sing,
after that practice again the script before going in.
was so nervous and when i'm inside the room,
i talked alot and even requested to sing more. =.-
i oso duno what happened.
skipped 2 lines when that 2 lines is the most important part
that is what i think.

well, i didn't like suddenly stopped and asked them to rewind. Lol
done with everything and went out of the room.
asked Wen Qing, 1 of the ASD IIC if i didn't get wrong,
how well did i do,
she said not bad but i must know the character well.
i wondered why she said that.
perhaps she couldn't get the feeling been portray out ba.
in any case, i'm gotta chant hard for it.
no matter what the results may be, i'll accept it.
but dun call me on monday or tuesday to ask me go back for audition on sat. =.-
say it easy but when done, it's difficult.

o btw, when i was self introducing myself,
after i said why i wan to choose this role,
marie said to me, "you say like this is because ghee han is here right?"
den ghee han was like stand up and say, "fine.. i go out" and laugh.
and he sat down after that. HAHAHA

after audition, went to cine to find my sis and the rest of the flint 1 student.
feel soooo weird when all flint 1 except me
and tho my sister is there, i still find it weird
cos she's a FD IC duh.. Lol
hais..
i think i'll stop here for now..
Bye(:

WOW!! today is the start of school. =.-
and guess what?
i'm in school now. =D
ytd dun have is because i've cleared my IS during wuhan trip
and so heard from kien chye that dun have IS ytd oso.
anw, it doesn't affect me till next sem so i've one free day XD

feeling so nervous now.
going for SYM audition this saturday
auditioning for the role of Young Shin'ichi
but i look like matured leh. =.-
well, just go try it man. XD
i oso duno how to portray out the feeling of Young Shin'ichi for the audition
i'm thinking of how to graps the feeling.
but nvm, i just chant for the wisdom to know it. (:

was thinking of things which happened during '07&'08
find that i'm so active in gakkai
well, i missed Mr Chia, my history tr, so much
i missed his scolding
well that was when i fall asleep in his class
cos everytime the day before was NDP

then Mr Chia will scold me saying,
"you go for NDP everyday den come my class and sleep!"
well, dun have the chance to get scolded by him again
cos i've graduated from Deyi uh..
but i can go back and see him if i wanted to
but everytime so lazy and class ended so late
well, stop thinking of the past!
what most important is future!

Hearts II campaign now.
going to do Home-visit in the near future.
gotta encourage my fellow CICs to do more hv.
and i must do even more.
help them if they are busy.
well, schedule gotta be soooo packed till i'll have no time to play. ^^
and this is what i'm hoping for and focus in all my modules. (:

alright. g2g now.
fancy me blogging here when i'm having lessons now. =X

wow! i'm finally back.
intended to blog last week
but due to my laziness,
i wasn't able to. =X

anw, i just took out 1/3 of my toe nail last friday
it's so bloody and gross when the doc is doing it for me
i'm consider having good fortune as i dun even think of wanting to be a doc
tho the pay is quite high.
moreover, the doc took out my nail bed as well
which makes a big lobang at my toe there.
the hole is quite deep as when the doc wants to stop the blood
she stuff 1 full piece of gauze and abt 3/4 of it into my toe. =.-
so u can see how deep the hole is. Lol.

the hole is recovering quite well
as this is what the doc told me on monday when i go back for review
by next week i'm able to wear shoes again!
but this time round, i need to cut my nails regularly in case of in growth toenail again. =.-
my dmk for these 2 weeks have increased.
from 40mins per day to 90-100mins per day. (:
please clap for jerry. *clap clap* =p

well, i think i've g2g now.
common test will be 3weeks later.
i'm gotta achieve victory as this year is dedicated as
The Year of Youth And Victory!!
Gambatte!